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| Hi I'm Ashley. i'm 27 and I live in Waveland MS. i am a psychology major but I am taking a couple of semesters off to concentrate on myself and my happiness. I enjoy singing and acting( i was in theatre all thru primary school to parts of college). I love to travel and I have been to the UK. I was accepted as a Student Ambassador the summer before my senior year of high school and went to the UK for 3 weeks. It was amazing.
I love to read, watch movies and listen to music. My favorite genre of film is horror. I love to be scared. My favorite type of music is really everything, even though I was raised on country music.
I am sort of new to the BDSM lifestyle but I have always had an interest in it and I am looking for a dom/daddy figure. I have always acted little and having someone who can care for me and be able to teach me in that way has always been a desire of mine. I find it as a major turn on to call my guy "daddy" or "sir" and be able to submit to him without any problems. I'm quite an emotional girl so someone who can understand that and maybe teach me to control my emotions would be nice.
anyway, i think that's it for now haha. looking forward to hearing from you. ;-)
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so i haven't been on here lately and i feel quite guilty for it. life is just complicated you know? i went to the doctor recently and had an MRi and a Nerve Conduction Study done to see what was causing my back pain and burning pain down my leg. well my doctor told me i have degeneration of the facet. there are a couple involved and they are grinding on each other. i asked him what i should do and he referred me to another doctor who is going to look at my hip because when he pressed on it, it was very tender. also my left foot( the side that hurts) turns out when i walk. i try to make it turn in but it hurts to do so. i'm glad its not both feet though because then i'd look like a waddling duck haha.
so anyways thats basically that. oh! i got fired from work because of my leg. my boss said i was moving too slow. i was doing the work as told and i was doing the best that i could but they fired me. i worked at walmart and the floors are basically all concrete.. so now i am looking for a new job and still looking for a daddy. um ya…….i guess that's it.
XOXO AshiiTater87 |
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i know i'm not on here a lot and i need to be. things have been a little hectic. i finally got a job, yay me!!! i work at walmart now as an associate in the toy dept which is PERF for me since i'm a little. i love toys. its going to be difficult for me to not want to play with the toys when no one is looking. ;-)
also i guess i have been feeling a little lonely and i've been retreating to my little space. i've been watching a lot of disney channel and listening to the jonas brothers and 1D. they make me happy. its a shame that i can't tell my family this because i feel like it would open so many channels for us. my dad already criticizes me enough for watching disney. he says it immature and childish. i say is wholesome and innocent and i wish the world had more of it these days. anyways…that's my blabber for today. |
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haven't been on lately. i've been feeling a little down but now things are getting better i think. i interviewed at walmart to work in the toys department as a sales associate. the position is perfect for me because i'm such a little and i love toys. it's also a curse because i'm going to want to play with the toys and it'll be hard to resist. i'm just waiting for the call to tell me when to come to orientation. i'm excited about it.
also i finished watching fifty shades. it took me 4 times before i could actually get thru the entire movie. it wasn't as explicit as i thought it was going to be. def reminded me of twilight( duh) but i enjoyed it. what i liked most though was the music. i downloaded the soundtrack but i noticed that they left off the best song which happens to be in the last scene. it's called "say you love me" by jessie ware. ugh!! i LOVE that song. anyways….ya. that's my journal submission for the time being. |
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been feeling really down and anxious lately. i keep being told by my dad about what i'm not good at and how i don't do this and how i don't do that and how my cousins who are my age are more successful than me. it just makes me mad because i am constantly being compared to someone else and it makes me feel like i am not worth anything. like i am just a burden and someone who need to be constantly watched because she might hurt herself again.
i don't know why i am writing this on here, but i just felt the need to vent. my dad doesn't undertnad that what he says to me hurts and i have no friends to talk to. i just need someone to tell me that its ok to be a little bit behind everyone else. they didn't go thru what i did. i'm rambling now. sorry. carry on |
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| Age: 27 |
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