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SubbieSamurai

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Greetings to all that happen to stumble upon my profile! Please just let me take the time to say that I am honored that you have taken the time to read what I have to say! My name is Kai and I am a very simple yet loyal male submissive. Along with my many interests, the art of submission has always entranced me. I honestly feel that the ability to relinquish one's control to another is an extremely difficult and taxing task that requires a large amount of both patience and will power. I am the type the enjoys a reasonable challenge so I suppose this is the reason I took to submission at a young age. As for me background, I am Asian by decent (Filipino), though I'm a bit tall compared to most of my race. I took an interest in dominance and submission at around the age of fourteen or so. Through the few relationships I have been involved with, I have had the opportunity to test my likes and my dislikes to further my education to being a better submissive. Through these trials and errors, I have learned the definition of loyalty to those I both love and serve, but I will speak more on this later! In my everyday life, I am both an avid musician and student. A currently am a singer in a developing group, I also play piano and have been doing both for roughly 18 years now. I have found music to be one of the greater joys in my life. Also stated, I am a student, both of academics and of war. Though I attend school currently, I am an eight year student of various styles of martial and weapon arts. Among these are years studied in Hapmudo, Karate, Iaikido, Jujutsu, Japanese swordsmanship, and relevant firearms training. As much as I wish to train myself to be the most humble of people and the most enjoyable to the human ear, I also wish to develop into as perfect a human weapon as I can be. I involve these studies in my everyday on-goings and enjoy them just as much as I do music and school. One will find that I am a very light hearted and shy individual to interact with, but seldom leave space for awkward silences and anamocities. I take pride in humility and kindness, as well as knowing those who I love trust me. I love being happy and being around those who are happy themselves. I hold a strong loyalty to those I care for (and if you can't tell by now, I talk ALOT lol). I am a follower of many Japanese traditions, especially some from that of Bushido, the code of the ancient Asian warrior known as the Samurai. Now while I do not follow all of the Samurai traditions, I do hold to their codes of loyalty, self control, (my hair as well) and even submission. I am also a fanatic and studier of Japanese history. If one cannot tell by my pictures, I have a curious liking towards feminine looking things and themes. Even through submission; as subtle and as quiet as I try to be, I relate to more feminine themes in relations to submitting to another. Maybe that is why I desire to appear more androgynous. I have a curiocity for looking and performing in more feminine way and do best with people who either tolerate, or even indulge in my rather effeminite personality and demeanor.

I I take pride in being an independent and self sufficient individual no matter what situation or status I am in. Likewise, I search for those who are the same way: self sufficient, wise, kind, and caring. Now that I have succeeded in my arduous mission of talking you to death, I can only hope that you have enjoyed reading my novel of a profile!!!
I look forward to meeting you!!! ~kai~

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12/20/2011 5:53:50 AM

I feel completely heartbroken and alone now..

 


7/14/2009 3:46:22 PM
I usually never write in the journal section of my profile, but I feel compelled to right now.  Everyone on this site that I have met so far has been hurt by someone dear to them in the past.  I am there in that place right here, right now, where pain meets disbelief in a cruel collision.  I am bewildered to how the human heart has such a capacity for inflicting cruelty on another human being.  I have cut all hurtful ties for good this time, but the pain lingers like an open wound.  It's like I feel my energy bleeding out of me from some ordeal that stems from carelessness and selfishness.  There are some very trashy people in the world out there.  Some of them were just closer than I thought.  

2/6/2006 7:10:32 PM
Well, it has been some time since I first joined collarme.  I am enjoying myself and meeting new people all the time.  I have met many of my new, very close friends through this site and I must say, I am satisfied.  I hope to meet more people and to get a better understanding of this Lifestyle, even though I have more than enough friends to show me the way.  

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evoLChristine
 
 Age: 60
 Lincoln, United Kingdom