11/16/2008 11:03:57 PM: Hey listen up,You've been doing nearly perfect recently and are willing to get your work done with a sense of urgency. The rituals are starting to stick and judging from your messages you are starting to find the lessons and subliminals I implanted beginning to come together and blossom into everything you do, say, and think. If you could imagine my words like seeds planted into the depths of your soul over time they will grow stronger and stronger as your desires to serve grow greater and greater.  As the Arcade fire song goes your body is a cage that keeps you back. This week is focused on bringing your body close to the edge knowing when to finally give up and trust in someone else to make these decisions about what you eat, drink, and physically do. You will learn how your body and mind betray you in small ways leading to your failure to obtain and harness the power of your submissive nature.I am going to open up some ideas to you. sometime I feel like you are at the bottom of a man hole and I am going to have to fight and struggle to let some light in. I have a plan baby let the good times roll. You will masturbate for you master 3 times tonight and 2 times upon awakening as a reward make sure to lick those fingers clean slut. You will not be allowed to come until Friday.

11/13/2008 7:23:22 AM: Instructions for tomorrow:Now, young lady tomorrow is Friday and you are not allowed to wear red on Fridays anymore. Put the baby pin I had you go buy last night through the front of your pants just so the cold tip of will brush up on your clit from time to time to remind you of who really owns that little fuckhole. Soon you will have your first upcoming orgasm control test.Listen to the hypnotic suggestions we are going to help you give up those nasty twinges of self control you thought you had. Listen twice tonight in between you may touch that dirty little thing between your legs, don't even ask to cum, dumb dumb. Remember nothing you do goes unpunished.Master