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unworthybitch
| Hetero Female, 43, Western PA, Pennsylvania
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Like my name says, I am an unworthy bitch. I have ruined my relationship with my Master/Husband because of my stupid refusal to do what I needed to save it. He was not cruel or hateful and always took care of me and my needs but I failed missreably to take care of His needs.
I made promises I had no intention of keeping even though He always came through on His promises. He made sure I was well taken care of and gave me the best he could of everything and I repaid him with deceit and denial.
A lot has changed over the last several months, I am now on my own and trying to find myself and a direction to go. I walked out of my home and became unwillingly involved with a domme I've know my whole life. It's a long story and I don't want to put it up here right now. If you want to know you can ask but there is no guarantee I'll tell you.
Right now I'm trying to find out who and what I want to and can be. I've been under someones thumb for my whole life and now I'm free and maybe I want to be in charge for a change. It's exciting and scary at the same time, kind of like starting a new job in a new town where nobody knows you and you have to figure everything out as you go.
I hope I can find my new place in life.
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6/3/2013 12:37:23 PM: For the record, the pictures I have posted are not for the pleasure of anyone who veiws them. They are posted for the embarrassment and humiliation I get from knowing that my most personal and private parts are on display. My way of punishing myself.
6/3/2013 12:23:08 PM: OK, just to make things REALLY clear.
1. You will notice that I always refer to my Master/Husband as 'my Master/Husband', not my ex Master/Husband. I am looking to be punished to show my Master my willingness to do whatever is necessary to fix what I have done. I am NOT looking for a replacement.
2. I am not your slave, slut, whore, bitch, cunt, sow or anything else and damn sure will not take orders or commands from anyone I have not given my loyalty to.
3. I will not send or show face pictures as I do have a career that I will not risk destroying because of someones need to see the face attatched to the body they will more than likeley never do more than jack off over pictures of.
4. I am not looking to get fucked by or service any men, dogs, horses, donkeys, pigs or other animals. There is a possibility that I may be interested in sexual contact with the right woman but that will be up to her and I.
Thank you.
6/3/2013 11:47:15 AM: 'show me your face bitch' Does that line ever work?
'You fucking slut, how dare you! Get up here now slut. you did the crime now you do the time cum rag ' Woah! I'm on my way!
'greetings bitch' Brilliant!!!
6/3/2013 11:34:01 AM: WOW! How do so many 'doms' manage to figure out how to set up a profile if they can't even read or put together complete sentences.
6/3/2013 8:51:38 AM: Just because I am here because I was stupid and ruined the relationship I had with Master/Husband doesnt mean I'm an idiot. No, I'm not going to give you my phone number. No, I'm not going to give you my address. No, I'm not going to just drop everything and run to someone I don't even know because you think you 'know what an unworthy bitch like me deserves'.
Maybe this whole thing is a mistake but as you may have figured out, it's not my first mistake and I'm sure it won't be my last.
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