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PlayInSD
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Falldwnkid
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SJMAN
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OTKadvisor
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WhipCummings
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LionOneRichard
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WomenNeedSpankin
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Masterandsubm
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Hard is a relative thing. Some spankers have hands that feel like wood paddles and clear the sinuses on the first swat. Others use a wooden paddle so lightly, I can barely feel it, and go home thinking that was a waste of time. I like to Feel it for a few days. I do not seek or avoid bruises. I smile to myself when I feel cloth rub against my abused ass. I've never felt anything like 'Can't sit down for days'. I LOVE sitting down afterwards, feeling that exquisite shivery sensation. I would bottle it if I could.
I have a couple of other things I'd like to let you know-
I am FAT, not ample, not BBW, not padded, not plump, just fat. In fact, obese. I'm not happy to be in this place, but it is where I am at the moment. And Wrinkled. And Broken down in places, like knees and shoulders. If that's doesn't mesh with the experience you desire, please do pursue your dreams, as I shall.
I am a spanko, not a submissive. I'm not sweet & happy to please. I'm not cleaning your house. I hire housekeepers, not emulate them.
In an effort to separate the wheat from the chaff, I am effecting a NO SEX rule for the first several meetings. If you're dedicated to your art, you can be patient. If you're just here to get laid and you think fat girls are easy marks, you need not apply.
This site may not be appropriate for me as I, in fact, do not aspire to be collared. Yes, I need, crave, ache for, desire and scheme for spanking. I think about it all them time. I have since I was a small child, playing 'Capture the Wild Pony'. It goes like this-
the Wild pony is running Free.
She must be captured.
She is chased.
She is halted.
She struggles.
She is dragged back to the corral.
She is held against her will.
She tries to make a break for it.
Sometimes She makes it,
and laughs over her shoulder as She runs Free.
Sometime She is recaptured,
and hard hands smack Her flanks.
And then the recess bell rings.
I've been asked "What do I like?" Wow, I like spankings of all kinds. I have a fairly high pain tolerance- I like leather- belts, straps, tawses, paddles and such. I love the smell of leather, I love how leather feels against my skin. I like spankers who know how to land implements. I like spankers who know how to use the right amount of force behind their implements. I like to be spanked by men, preferably BIG men. (Never tried being spanked by a woman; I might like it, too.) I LIKE spanks that are just a bit more thud than sting. I've had canes, whips, leather and rubber floggers, wooden and lexan paddles used on me. This sounds extreme, but its not. All of them were used with great care. I've had my breasts, feet, hands, inner thighs, and labia spanked, also with care. I'm anal erotic, so I like things that fill and vibrate in my nether regions. I like to vie for control, resist my spanker, get mouthy, make terrible puns, and squirm around a lot.
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I totally take back the statement that I've never known what it was like to sit uncomfortably after spanking. Note to self- hide that bath brush in the back of deep closet. |
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What A Master Taught Me
A Master taught me that trust is earned. That the onus of trust lies upon you. That my body is to be respected. This body brought forth Life. The mystery and miracle of Life was produced inside me, You were created and grew in the primordial depths of a Woman's body. You are humbled and amazed by the miracle and beauty of Woman's body. You strive to be worthy when I give you my trust. You bear the burden of responsibility to care for the heart, mind, and body of a Woman when I give you the gift of my trust. You respect me, you care for me, when I give you that gift. That I am worthy of nothing less than Respect, that I am a Goddess. That you revel in the headiness of such power. (cont.)
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Absolute Power Absolute Corruption, and you bear the burden of vigilance against corruption, and wise stewardship of my whole being, my physical and emotional and mental health. It is a tremendous responsibility to care for another human being. You've made decisions that have ended lives, and ones that have preserved lives, you've nurtured and shaped young lives, know and accept that burden while I am in your care. That you must prove over time that you are worthy of my trust, nurturing it like a fire, from the first spark to the ongoing flames you feed. That a Master accepts nothing less in himself than being worth that precious and rare gift. And that I am worth no less than being recognized as that precious and rare gift. |
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Ornery Me Transformed by Ass Impact. (Sounds like a head line, doesn't it?)
Dragon is so good to me. Wonderful, long hard belt strapping followed by oak paddle followed by whippy cane. Somewhere in there were floggers and leather paddles, I just don't remember where. Then breast tying and caning. Then back whipping with dragon tongue and single tail. Then just a leetle more single tail on the butt. So mellow, I could hardly lift my arms. Just what the doctor ordered. |
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This is ornery hormone week, and my fantasy this Sunday morning is-
I meet the Barbarian on an alien world. This is somewhere between Anne McCaffrey and Sharon Green. He's at least 7 ft with a ginormous cock. He tries to be all Alpha Male & I'm having none of it. I'm on my back for much of the time here. ;) He discovers that smacking my ass makes me hot. Much happy hand spanking ensues.
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oh my, oh my. I am in such a happy and relaxed place today. Had a long session yesterday, about 45 min the first round and another round a little later. No more irritability. Chipper as a lark. I was restrained wrists to ankles, and He used Leather paddles, leather belts, both leather and rope floggers. I LOVE that tender feeling after heavy leather impacts. Almost like my skin's been sandpapered. Near the end, I asked for impacts as hard as He could swing, to see what they felt like. Made white lights in my head. Sitting on a scratchy towel was exquisite.
Later on for the second session, my butt was not taking much, so we started to play on my back with belts and fiberglass cane. He gave me tiger stripes :) So beautiful. |
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Yesterday, I played with a lovely gentleman I'll call Golden Hands. O.M.G. THE best hand spanking I've ever received. He said his hands were 3H, Huge, Hard, Heavy. Absolutely as advertised! I would never want his hand meeting my butt in anger.
And he has exquisite floggers. I wanted to have my name engraved on handles!
And canes. I'm over canes for the moment. Though the bamboo ones are interesting.
After the most amazing ass whuppin ever, I got to try some single tail & Dragon's tongue lashes. The single tail makes an incredible sound as it flies thru the air. I can see why people fall in love with it. The Dragon's tongue is sweet- it makes curly marks. So beautiful.
After they were used on my butt, my curiosity prompted me to asked for some on my back. WOO! I got over that bout of curiosity in a hurry! The lashes are hard to hold still for, but the most incredible happy floatiness afterwards.
We also tried some light nipple suction (I still have wussy nipples) and some violet wand. I think I'll be investing in some more goodies soon.
And, no, I'm not ever sharing his name. I want him all to myself. |
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I got to play in a Dungeon (!) last Tues. Its been one of the items on my bucket list. Cane man (I'll call him that because of the evil whippy plastic rod he used) and I rented the place for a two hour nooner.
The pros were the furniture varieties and restraints there, and the freedom to make all the noise we wanted.
The cons were the time constraints, the vast warehouse-like space, and the lack of place to rest, like a bed.
I should have a picture shortly of the outcome (heehee). We used two benches, wrist cuffs, blindfold, and tried every variety of cane, paddle, flogger, strap brought between the two of us, on my butt, back, butt, breasts, butt, thighs, butt and soles of feet (nasty!).
Twas fun to try. Don't think I'll want to do it again, but I'm happy to have had the experience.
I'm such a sensation-slut! I think I'm a monster. The bruises had not even faded & I was spoiling for another go by Fri.
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My First Adult Spanking
The first time he spanked me, he came to my hotel room. After closing the door, he took hold of the back of my neck, trapped me against the wall, bit my earlobe, and squeezed my breasts. He told me in a menacing voice the things he was going to me, first to my bottom, then the rest of me. (I nearly fainted.) He released me & told me to take off my clothes and get on the bed. Naturally, I politely declined. ;) He trapped me against the wall again, bit again, and told me what else I had earned for my bitchiness. Again he release me & told me to undress & ready myself. I may not have been coherent at that point. He pushed me to the bed, yanked down my pants, shoved me down, following so that he lay across my back, trapping me in place. (I was in heaven, hiding my grin from him, dripping wet.) He must have smacked my bottom & upper thighs for 5 minutes! Not brutally, but effectively. I insulted him, I pounded his back, I made insincere promises, I threatened to call the law. He laughed. His body blocked my hands, so all could do was squirm & jiggle all over the place. I was good and ready to follow directions after those first minutes. We were together for hours that first time, staying up much too late, not able to get enough. It was like that each time we met. I dressed in professional attire. He dressed in blue collar jeans & tee. We shared that Imperious Woman Gets Comeuppance fantasy and played it out many ways.
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| Age: 25 |
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