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I am HIV positive ***I would like to make an sincere apology to those I have caused anxiety to.*** So I am being forthright with this information now to avoid any further concerns in the future. If you have any questions about HIV please ask. I have been in the scene for just over a year now. I have learned lots mostly about myself and how to relate to others and getting along. It has been difficult at times but I have worked my way through. I have lost friends and gain others. Our journeys are our own and people come into our lives for a reason to either teach us or to show us something. I am learning and still continuing to learn. Experiencing different techniques, there is always more than one way of skinning a cat. I love heavy impact play, always have and always will. It’s either I am being played or I am seeing another being played. Again, it’s an experience. I am learning pain management and different techniques, I have watched and I have learned and continue to learn. I am Kajira…that means I follow the Gorian Philosophies. I am rereading the Gorian Novels and I am learning new Gorian things all the time…and you can let Gor into your everyday life as I have. I am rebuilding my life with it. I have become stronger much to the disillusionment of others. Most of all I have grown while others around me floundered through their lives. I have ceased my ideals and ran with them. What am I looking for? Good question A Master/Mistress. A dominate that isn’t afraid to use the heavy hand or whip. Letting someone guide me and make me a better kajira. Most of all, to let me serve and please my dominate. If I displease the dominate, one that isn’t afraid to punish me and treat me like the slave I am. What I enjoy, sci-fi mixed with spirituality, that brings me to my spirituality beside the Gorian philosophies, I also believe in the Goddess and God. They have kept me sober for 16 years now. I fell off the wagon once and I don’t remember doing it. And I will not talk about it. It is still a tender spot for me. My music heavy metal mostly gothic, symphonic, operatic stuff Ie Nightwish, Epica, Theatre of Tragedy, Edenbridge, ELIS etc. Plus other types as well Clannad, Enya, Sarah Brightman and her sister too and some dance and pop, folk stuff to a tune of 500 plus CD’s. Yes, I love my music. What else I love computers, networking, repair, and I like tinkering with mechanical devices quiz scores You Scored as Submissive Submissive - 89% Masochist - 79% Experimental - 79% Bondage - 75% Vanilla - 50% Exhibitionist / Voyeur - 46% Degradation Lover - 46%% Switch - 39% Sadist - 21% Dominant - 7% TSR registration # 566-122-014 Quotes for thought The greatest weight.-- What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: "This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more; and there will be nothing new in it, but every pain and every joy and every thought and sigh and everything unutterably small or great in your life will have to return to you, all in the same succession and sequence - even this spider and this moonlight between the trees, and even this moment and I myself. The eternal hourglass of existence is turned upside down again and again, and you with it, speck of dust!" Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus?... Or how well disposed would you have to become to yourself and to life to crave nothing more fervently than this ultimate eternal confirmation and seal? from Nietzsche's The Gay Science, s.341, Walter Kaufmann transl. Quotes I love "What are you?" "I am a slave girl." "What is a slave girl?" "A girl who is owned." "Why do you wear a brand?" "To show that I am owned." "Why do you wear a collar?" "That men may know who owns me" "What does a slave girl want more than anything?" "To please men." "What are you?" "I am a slave girl." "What do you want more than anything?" "To please men." Page 197 - Assassin of Gor "Slavery, of course, is the surest path by means of which a woman can discover her femininity. The paradox of the collar is the freedom which a woman experiences in at last finding herself, and becoming herself." ~ Magicians of Gor Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler. Friedrich Nietzsche When you look into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you. Friedrich Nietzsche Remorse.-- Never yield to remorse, but at once tell yourself: remorse would simply mean adding to the first act of stupidity a second. from Nietzsche's The Wanderer and his Shadow,s. 323, R.J. Hollingdale transl "though I am slave," she said, "yet for the first time in my life, I am free". (Nomads of Gor) “I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” -- Maya Angelou

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DawnStorm
 
 Age: 28
 Wichita, Kansas