7/3/2015 1:45:38 PM: It is a long July 4th weekend for me....actual days off!! THAT I have not had in a long time!!!   It is time for thinking..relaxing..(which really is NOT good becuase this time in my personal history goes to a few sad sad events).           I look it seems almost everyday on my phone...to see if there are interesting female slaves available....USUALLY there aren't any...BUT lately in the last few days there was!!  THAT I got responses really pleased me...that there was communication was REALLY good!!  Hopeful...YES!!!  Optimism!!!     ******One I communicated with for two days...and she said that we connected and wanted to connect MORE...but then her profile disappeared!!!     ******Another was in dire sraights and while she did not concentrate on that ended up going back to her ex...and frankly THAT will not be the best at all..BUT??? What can one do...all of a sudden her profile disappeared!!!     ******Another today it seemed was quite real and again...who I started to understand..and before I knew it...in an hour her profile disappeared!!!     AM I poison or something??  Am I that far off as far as finding a real slave???To me this is NOT about fun and games....it is about what is deep inside!! Less about sex...more about mind and OTHER things in life!! TOTAL control is NOT something that can happen ASAP!!!   Many think it is like the movies or an erotic book...fast quick and POOF..one is OWNED!!!  NOT happening!!  It takes work and effort, communication and trust and many OTHER things!!  I know this and KNOW it can happen!!!!    I am hoping it WILL happen with me...and a female slave!!!!

7/9/2014 7:50:27 PM: I wondered why I came back on to this site.  there are some pretty dumb ones on here--ones that go on and on and when you read it gives you an impression of what they want.  When I told this one about how confused she was she told me I was way off and basically dismissed me.  That HER words were what was way off was way beyond herself.  and she was wondering why the responses were so off..  a pity she did not understand her own profile words   beyond silly  

6/29/2013 4:02:04 PM: Even FORTY years later after it's birth on 'Pawn Hearts' it still has deep meaning and depth.     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtfHCoWK51M   http://www.sofasound.com/vdgcds/phtlyrics.htm#3   This live version with the trio from Berlin shows how this song can be done live...even with the trio sans Jackson's saxophone and NOT with the great srudio noodlings and overdubs that made this a premier piece of progressive rock.  WOW!!!  That is all I can say when I hear this.  

5/26/2013 3:50:49 AM: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AkkTqrqVkAc   This song is for all who have been beaten down and totally out of it at some time in their lives...The song, written some 35 plus years ago, still says it all, with depth and emotion.

5/26/2013 3:47:26 AM: Won't get Fooled Again (OK I may but that is OK) I am not optimistic about finding one who is serious about submission and wishing to understand it and slowly move forward over time to deep submission and ownership. But there are many who I can spot as NOT AT ALL being close. *****There are those that are eye candy and one sees amateur models posing in slutty poses and oh yes, they are slaves as well. It says 'slave' so it has to be true, no??? *****And then there are those that want relocation ASAP and if one thinks that crazy then CLEARLY one is NOT a Master... There are many steps that I see as needed BEFORE relocation can be talked about seriously. it's a process of many many steps, but rushing to step one thousand and more BEFORE the first five are taken to me indicates it's about RELOCATION not submission.       A few weeks ago I met one on here and exchanged some messages. She seemed to be on the same page as I was and saw most on here as having submission/dominance that was paper thin. It seemed like a good start but then after a day or so, no messages, so I wrote one to her and asked what was going on. She said she had sent a message, I had not responded and blah blah blah moving on and such. To me it seemed petty and more something a high schooler would say and clearly assumed way too much. So I responded and pointed out the classic notion of making bad assumptions and that I had not received any message from her. I also added that 'if one is too lazy to write a message and just assume things that speaks loudly about their character.'   I did not think it mean in any way, because I found it incredibly petty and rather juvenile. What I received was an eight sentence potty mouthed ranting that REALLY showed what she was all about. And of course I was blocked, which was no surprise. Frankly, those that have potty mouths like that have a brain that is also full of that, so it is good to know that. Yes, I did think she might have been one different, but a small stumble showed what she really was....NOTHING!!