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This profile is still being worked on - more will be added as I explore more about myself.

I'm not really sure what I should put here, but here it goes...

I'd be happier performing "basic" type services: Cooking, cleaning, bathing, body massages etc, compared to feeling the?sting of a whip or flogger..?

This poses a problem, because I am?uncomfortable with that due to past?personal experiences. Coupled with the fact that it's about Her, and not me, its easy to see where problems could arise. (specifically - If?She wanted to, but I was opposed to it)?

If the personal reasons were explained,?She?may be?understanding of it.

Some of my vanilla interests include:
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Movies - I like?action &?sci/fi flicks specifically, although I'll give any type of movie a shot.
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Reading - Tom Clancy, Clive Cussler,?and Michael Crichton are?among my favorite authors.

The last book?I finished, was called "Black Wind" (By?Clive Cussler - he also wrote "Raise the Titanic, for those who are unfamilar with his works)
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Remixing & composing music - I'm a music freak. There?is no other way to slice this pie..

I?have several remixes that I've done, as well as a few recordings of me?playing?guitar on a re-recording of some of my favorite songs.?

Some of the genre's/artists that I listen to regularly are:
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Alternative/90's: Soundgarden, Sublime, Green Day, &?Weezer, to name a few...

Electronica/EDM/
House/Trance/Breakbeats:
Paul Van Dyk, Paul Oakenfold, DJ Icey, Armin Van Buuren, Cascada

Classic Rock: The Kinks, Led Zeppelin, The Doors, The Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, etc

The only genre that I cannot stand (as a personal choice) is country. To me, it all sounds the same: lost love, cheating husbands, angry ex-wives etc etc.

Cooking is another interest of mine.?Its the only hobby a person can have where it can be fun to eat your mistakes.

I've been recently dabbling in movie production. I have a handful of videos on youtube, and I'm proud of the way they've came out.

Also, I'm a gamer.

Does that mean I eat, sleep, breathe games? No.

However, it does mean that I may occasionally talk about a new game I've been playing,?thoughts on a current game, or what have you.


Ultimately, I would like to have a live-in relationship in the?NY area.?


My ideal partner? That's a tough one... As far as personality goes, someone whos sensual, but has a sort of "maternal" streak (Please don't?consider this age play),?although, I would prefer someone older: + 3-8 years than my current age. I find myself getting along better with people who are older than me, compared to people that are around my age / younger than me - it's?just one of my quirks.

If you like what you've heard, or?if your curiosity has been aroused,?feel free to drop a line and say hello.

I promise I wont bite.

One small request, however:
If you email me, and it seems like I haven't replied, please be sure to check your bulk folder - Sometimes my replies get sent there based on profile criteria.


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12/22/2010 11:20:01 AM

When I was just, A wee little boy, my grandma bought me a cute little toy.
Two silver bells, hanging on a string, she told me it was my ding-a-ling-a-ling.

 

My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling
My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling

 

When I was little boy In Grammar school
Always went by the very best rule
But every time the bell would ring
You'd catch me playing with my ding-a-ling-a-ling

 

My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling
My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling

 

Once while climbing the garden wall,
Slipped and fell had a terrible fall
I fell so hard I heard bells ring,
But I held on to my ding-a-ling-a-ling

 

My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling
My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling

 

Once while swimming cross turtle creek
Man them snappers all around my my feet
Sure was hard swimming cross that thing
with both hands holding my ding-a-ling-a-ling

 

My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling
My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling

 

Now this here song it ain't so bad
Prettiest little song that you ever had
And those of you who will not sing
must be playing with your own ding-a-ling-a-ling

 

LMAO!


11/4/2010 5:58:17 PM

Alright.. so... where to begin? It's been a while since I've logged into CM... you know how it goes.. life, work,. relationships, and so on and so forth..

I actually managed to get a video recording of myself playing "Simple Man" by Lynard Skynard. I gotta admit, the results were pretty good, especially for not having played (seriously, anyway) in a while.

Other than that, not a whole lot has changed. Still looking, although I will (hopefully) have some big changes coming up soon - taking care of things that I've long neglected.

Oh yeah.... I wanna make a music video for "Melt with you"

Too bad there's no way to share it on here...


http://www.youtube.com/vincenzo51181#p/a/u/0/CR_qh7Mvdwk


7/21/2010 3:31:27 PM
I had an interesting day yesterday. On my way back home from Staten Island, (I left my license & social security card at an interview last Friday) I found a digital camera outside of Madison Square Garden. I called up Borders, but no one came in and reported it lost.

So I then called up the security office at Madison Square Garden, but I got the same results.

Then I posted on Craigslist.

No replies... so far.

Maybe I'll have a digital camera in 3 weeks.

7/11/2010 5:25:23 PM
My agenda for July 12th, 2010:


1. Wake up at/by 8 am, and walk 4 square blocks.

2. Walk another 4 square blocks in the evening.

3. Continue to quit smoking - I cheated today. I had 4 cigs between when I decided to quit yesterday at 2:30pm, and today.

(Note: Need more Charms blowpops. And maybe some Wrigleys.)

4. Plot for world takeover.

5. Do laundry.

6/5/2010 9:59:58 AM
Trying my hand at shrimp scampi.

Just need garlic cloves, olive oil & parmesean cheese.


Film at 11, lol.

5/31/2010 6:16:57 PM
I just got a reply from a craigslist ad I replied to. (Guy needed help setting up his Ipad)

I laughed when I saw the return email address:

Ed Able < email address redacted>

Say it fast.

Whats it sound like? Edible, right?


5/30/2010 9:30:42 AM
Pure awesomeness!

I relearned a few songs, and got a bit daring with my webcam - I recorded myself playing along to a Pink Floyd & Sublime tune.

I need to relearn parts of those songs though....

XD

5/24/2010 12:49:25 PM
So.... I have decided that I am going to re-take up guitar playing.

It's been a while since I've played, and my callouses are practically non-existant.

First song to learn (along with chords, scales & what not) is going to be Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here.

Then maybe I'll try re-recording one of my favorite Sublime tunes. We shall see. XD

5/20/2010 3:12:23 PM
You know....it's about damn time I started breaking down some of these barriers I put up in front of myself.

I'm tired of being scared. I'm tired of being lonely. Time to do something about that.

Acta non verba.

9/7/2009 1:31:37 AM

C-mail Hijinxs. Round 1.

After recieving an email from what was either a spam bot, or a guy using a female dominant profile to look for a little M2M action, they asked me to add them to my yahoo.

So, just to screw with them, I sent the following as a reply:

Sure. But if you're intending on seeing me on cam, I have to let you know:

1. I'm hairy - it comes with being Italian.

2. I'm missing just about all my teeth. In fact, I only have 1.

3. I pick my nose. Then, I flick the boogers on the ceiling and time how long they stick there.

Current record so far: 71 hours, 3 minutes, 42 seconds.
( I'm pushing for the 3 day mark W00t!!)

It was a nice size one too. About the size of a pencil eraser.

(God. Not being able to sleep sucks. But, it can have humorous repercussions. Such as the above.)


5/5/2006 5:50:13 PM

**Mood: unsure, unmotivated**

**Song: The Who - Teenaged Wasteland**

I'm *seriously* trying to get motivated for a project I undertook for someone... but I just can't seem to get motivated...

I've been looking for an apt as of late.. just want to get out on my own, do what I want in my own apt.. if that means blarin' wmp (windows media player) to 14, then so be it. (for the record.. its on like 7.5 right now lol)

As far as the "search" goes... eh.. it's hit & miss.... sometimes.. I exchange correspondance with someone for a few days... then *poof* they dissappear... go figure...

How you supposed to know if someones "right" (as opposed to what.. being wrong? isnt that pretty obvious?) for them if they don't talk to them?

*Song change: The Verve Pipe -  The Freshman*

*singing*

When we were young we knew everything... she a punk who rarely ever took advice..

Now I'm guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor.. stopping babies breath, and a shoe full of rice no..

Can't be held responsible...
She was touching her face..
I won't be held responsible...

She fell in love in the first place..
For the life of me.. i can not remember, what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise.

For the life of me.. i can not believe
we'd ever die for these sins we were merely freshmen....

Ok... time to get motivated
~ Peace ~



2/4/2006 11:28:21 AM

**Mood: quizzical/philosophical**
**Song: Billy Joel - Tell her about it**

Why is it that some people (myself included) always want someone they can't / couldn't have?

This is probably one of the wierdest feelings I've ever had.. eh oh well.. It'll pass :|

**Song: Billy Joel - We didn't start the fire**


*Singing*

Harry Truman, Doris Day, Red China, Johnnie Ray
South Pacific, Walter Winchell, Joe DiMaggio

Joe McCarthy, Richard Nixon, Studebaker, television
North Korea, South Korea, Marilyn Monroe

Rosenbergs, H-bomb, Sugar Ray, Panmunjom
Brando, "The King and I" and "The Catcher in the Rye"

Eisenhower, vaccine, England's got a new queen
Marciano, Liberace, Santayana goodbye

*chorus*

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

Joseph Stalin, Malenkov, Nasser aand Prokofiev
Rockefeller, Campanella, Communist Bloc

Roy hn, Juan Peron, Toscanini, dacron
Dien Bien Phu falls, "Rock Around the Clock"

Einstein, James Dean, Brooklyn's got a winning team
Davy Crockett, Peter Pan, Elvis Presley, Disneyland

Bardot, Budapest, Alabama, Krushchev
Princess Grace, "Peyton Place", trouble in the Suez

*cranks it up to 11 :D*

We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it

Little Rock, Pasternak, Mickey Mantle, Kerouac
Sputnik, Chou En-Lai, "Bridge on the River Kwai"

Lebanon, Charlse de Gaulle, California baseball
Starkweather, homicide, children of thalidomide

Buddy Holly, "Ben Hur", space monkey, Mafia
Hula hoops, Castro, Edsel is a no-go

U-2, Syngman Rhee, payola and Kennedy
Chubby Checker, "Psycho", Belgians in the Congo


We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it


Hemingway, Eichmann, "Stranger in a Strange Land"
Dylan, Berlin, Bay of Pigs invasion

"Lawrence of Arabia", British Beatlemania
Ole Miss, John Glenn, Liston beats Patterson

Pope Paul, Malcolm X, British politician sex
JFK, blown away, what else do I have to say


We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it


Birth control, Ho Chi Minh, Richard Nixon back again
Moonshot, Woodstock, Watergate, punk rock
Begin, Reagan, Palestine, terror on the airline
Ayatollah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan

"Wheel of Fortune", Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide
Foreign debts, homeless vets, AIDS, crack, Bernie Goetz
Hypodermics on the shores, China's under martial law
Rock and roller cola wars, I can't take it anymore

Ahhhhh.. good tune :D I remember the music video for this... Billy's sittin there in the kitchen.. and various news clips are poppin up every now and then.. eventually the kitchen catches fire lol.. pretty twisted given the era lol

(c'mon.. who doesnt remember  neon shoelaces, the band ah-ha, the challenger explosion, and the Iran-Contra affair?)

**Song: Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train**
*cranks it up to 13 for this one.. oooh yeah*

This is DEFINITELY one song i wanna learn to rock....a buddy i used to be bandmates with knew.. but i never got around to asking him how .. *bah*

oh well...  Im sure I can get the notation for it somewhere :D

*peace*


2/3/2006 3:12:59 PM


*Mood: Proud/geeky*
*Song: Lost Faith (mad hip hop skillz remix) By V.Ripp

Shweeet.. I got my music page up.. with a flash mp3 player so you can just click a song and it plays right then and there..no downloading.. just let it buffer for 30 seconds... and it starts playing :D:D

if you wanna take a peek.. check it out at:

Now.. if they'll only approve my entry w/o nailing the url :|

Ok.. that is on the "REALLY FUCKIN RETARDED" list that i keep filed away in my head... why offer a button to put a url (the button that looks like chains next to the strike out button..) if you wont let them post urls in their journal.. kinda boggles the mind.. dont it? *eyeroll*



2/3/2006 10:27:28 AM

**Song: The Who - Teenage Wasteland

**Mood: goofy/funny/inquisitive **

Alrighty then :D

Got my music goin...I found a pair of drumsticks in one of my boxes of miscellaneous crap... so now here i am sitting on my bed.. writing in my journal.. every now and then playin drums on the pillows :|

* SINGIN*

Out here in the fields...
I fought for my meals....
I get my back into my living....

I don't need to fight...
To proooooooooooove I'm right......
I don't neeeeeeeeed to be forgiven..

yeah yeah yeah yeahhhh yeahhhh

*doin' the whole "air guitar" thing..with the occasional windmill :D*

Don't cry
Don't raise your eyeeeeeeeeeeeee
It's only teenage wasteland

*Drum roll*

Sally..take my hand
We'll travel south crossland
Put out the fire..
and don't look past my shoulder

The exodus is here
The happy ones are near
So let's get together
Before we get much older

Man.. I gotta see if i can find this live..:D the studio sounds awesome.. but i cant even BEGIN to imagine what it sounds like live....ah well.. thats why they developed limewire :D

*Peace*


2/1/2006 7:49:32 PM
*Song: Linkin Park - Numb
*Mood: Blah...

Dunno why I'm in such a f**ed up mood...

*singing*

Tired of bein what you want me to be..
feelin so faithless.. lost under the surface

Dunno what your expecting of me..
but under the pressure.. of walkin in your shoes

(Caught in the under tow.. just caught in the under tow)
Every step that i take.. is another mistake to you
(Caught in the under tow.. just caught in the under tow)

IVEEEEEE BECOME SO NUMB.. I CANT FEEL YOU THERE....I've.. become so tired.. so much more aware..

Blah
*Song change: Lou Reed -Wild Side

This songs pretty good.. I like the bass line in it.. i could see my self gettin all "beatnik" and rockin this bassline on a stand up.. 

*thinks about that*

BLAH..

Maybe i need to open up my sequencing software and see if i can come up with something new... im in a really fucked up mood and i have *NO* freakin clue why...

Then again.. maybe i do.. maybe what I'm lookin for doesn't exist :)

Bah... time for the software ....





2/1/2006 3:09:42 PM

I just came back from a nice 2 mile walk.. The thoughts that were bouncing around in my head.. got me so agitated...  I dont even know how i want to start saying what it is i want to say..

Some of my own private thoughts....

I think Women are the most beautiful creatures God ever created..

Mentally agile, emotionally strong..what other creature has these capabilities?

What other creature has the ability to be the glue.. the fabric, that holds a family together? Who else.. can physically bear the pains of carrying a child to term, bear the pains of the labor itself... and yet.. hold everything together still?

How often and how long has a Woman held a successfull career, come home from a long day at work... cooked dinner, cleaned the kids up, sent them all off to bed.. then repeat the same thing the next day?

No.. I am not "anti-male"
 
I think that Women in general haven't been shown proper thanks for everything that they can/do give us.. maybe it goes beyond mere showing gratefullness for everything they've done

Now.. with that being said...is it any wonder why I .. on a personal level.. want to adore them? Why shouldn't they have someone to cater to their whims?

Why shouldn't they have someone who wants to give themselves totally, without asking for anything in return..

Personally.. I don't feel that this is something that should be hidden away.. it should be brought out into the open.. embraced..

I am not trying to make myself look like a white knight, I'm not trying to be an activist... these thoughts are things I've felt for a long time..

Someday, I hope that I am on my knees in front of Her.. looking up at Her while She smiles down at me....



2/1/2006 8:52:14 AM

**Mood: Not really sure...
**Song: Dido - Thank You

Wow.... fu***ed up night... still trying to sort it all out in my head..

I woke up in a cold sweat..got dressed (again) and went out back on the porch to have a ciggarette and clear my head..

It's very rare that I have a disturbing dream..much less one that wakes me up in the middle of the night..but this one..damn... i cant even begin to describe it...

*Song change: Evanescence - Bring me to life*

Anyways... I think what disturbed me the most was that my mom was involved.. I mean.. I think about her from time to time, but still... for something like this..it's wierd, because it wasnt a "normal" dream (if there is such a thing) it was more along the lines of a nightmare.. but she wasnt the one being the aggressor (if that makes ANY sense whatsoever)

*Song change: Green Day - J.A.R*

*singing*

My friend drove off the other day
Now he's gone and all they say
Is you got to live 'cause life goes on...

But now I see I'm mortal too
I can't live my life like you
Got to live it up, while life goes on.

And I think that it's all right
That I do what I like
'Cause that's the way I want to live.
it's how I give, and I'm still givin'...

And now I wonder 'bout my friend
If he gave all he could give
'Cause he lived his life like I live mine.

If you could see inside my head
Then you'd start to understand
The things I value in my heart.

And I think that it's all right
That I do what I like
'Cause that's the way I want to live.
it's how I give, and I'm still givin'...

You know that...
I know that...
You're watchin' me!

And I think that it's all right
That I do what I like
'Cause that's the way I wanna live.
it's how I give, and I'm still givin'...

Got to make a plan,
Got to do what's right,
Can't run around in circles If you wanna build a life
But I don't want to make a plan for a day far away,
While I'm young and while I'm able
All I want to do is...

Bah...

my head is still tweaked about this..



 


1/31/2006 9:25:30 PM

Well.. im rockin out to Pink Floyd...they just hit that 3-4 minute solo towards the end of "Comfortably Numb"

DAMN.. i WISH i could rock a solo like this..ah well.. gimme time :D

Although.. i *DO* look a bit silly sittin here doin the whole "air guitar" thing.. but when something sounds THIS good.. c'mon.. could ya blame me? :D

(Side note: It's *only* air guitar because my old acoustic got sold by my ex roomie *grrrrrr*)

*song change*  Pink Floyd - Us and Them

This song is nice... Kind of putting me at ease right now :D

** And after all... were just.. ordinary men **

Anyways...I feel kinda stuck right now... not sure what I want to write about.. (as if anyone reads these things lol )

I gotta be carefull  because sometimes.. i wanna belt out lyrics (i changed the song btw to Pearl Jam - Yellow Ledbetter) and my roomie will get pissed if i wake her or her hubby up :|

*SINGING*

Unsealed, on a porch a letter sat....
Then you said....I wanna leave it again

Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand.
And on the sand I wanna leave her again.


On a weekend I wanna wish it all away. yeah
And they called and I said that I'll go
and I said that I'll call out again.

And the reason I ought ta leave her calm, I know.
I said, "I dont know whetherI'm the boxer or the bag."

Oh yeah

Can you see them, out on the porch?
Yeah. But they don't wave.
I, I see them 'round the front way. yeah.
And I know, and I know I don't wanna stay.

Make me cry.



**Guitar solo**

Damn.. this solo is another one that rocks... I have the tablature for it.. just no guitar  :(

anyways... imma close out and see what kinda mischief i can get into :D

**peace**



1/28/2006 11:14:47 PM

wow.. its been a while since I've logged in here... lets see.. whats happened in my absence? Not much.. I've been thinking about enrolling in the armed services (Army, to be specific) I composed several new songs, 2 of which came out VERY good...other than that.. not much different.. working workin workin.. or tryin to anyways... my job cut back hours after the holidays, so now im down to 3 days a week, sometimes 2.. a friend of mine works at IBM in one of the departments, she informed me via email that they're hiring in the help desk department, so after I updated my resume, i emailed it to her, shes gonna show her boss.. and we'll have to see from there.. im DEFINITELY keeping my fingers crossed....


9/11/2005 10:38:13 PM
*Mood: Excited**

Song: Dj Ripp - Memory (Mother's love hip hop mix)

I just got done remixing a tune from a broadway show called "Cats" The song, if memory serves, is called either "Memory" or "Memories" (google research has it listed under both names, although im pretty sure its the first one)


 It was one of my moms favorite songs, so it has a bit of sentimental value.. I remember learning how to play this song when i was like 7-8.. then last night, i was fiddling around with my keyboard, started playin the melody, then decided to layer a drum beat behind it... decided to record it, and i gotta say.. im impressed by the way it came out, although theres a few extra notes i hit by mistake..

Although...this song with a hip hop beat to it.. sounds kinda crazy, but it still came out remarkeably well.. if anyone wants to hear it.. email me and ill send it

~Vinny~

9/2/2005 9:54:27 PM
*Mood: Inquisitive/silly*

*Song: Glasseater - Holiday*

I've been thinking about my mom lately.. I can't help but wonder how much more different my life would be if she was still alive

*singin*
*Lets go away for a while.. you and I.. to a strange and distant land.. where they speak no word of truth.. but they wont understand anywayssssssssss..*


Holllllllllllllllllidayyyy.. far away.. lets go today.. in a hearttttt beat... hearrrt beeeaaat..



*Don't bother to pack your bags, or your map... we wont need them where we're going.. we're goin where wind is blowing.. not knowing where we're gonna stayyyyy...*


*Holllliddday.. far away.. to stay.. on a hoooliday.. far away.. lets go today.. onna hoooollidday... *

*Song change: Weezer - You gave your love to me softly*


AWWWRIGHHHHHHHHHHT...this song freakin ROCKS 

*YOUUUUUUU gave you love to me softly..... i heard your heart beating true..... still.. your bejon (nfc what that is) lingers on and on and onnnnnnnnnn....... youuuuu gave your love to me softly*

* When i am feeling loneeeely.. all i have to do is think of you... we had just one night but it lingers on and on and onnnnnnnnnn youuuu gave your love to me softly...*

*LA LA LA you sang to me... baby dont you cry... put your arms around me child.. and lay with me toniggggght*
           
       *GUITAR SOLO*

*Youuuuuuu gave your love to me softlyyyy.. whooooohhhhh ooohhh*

*LA LA LA you sang to me.. baby dont you cry.. put your arms around me child... n lay with me toniiiiiiiiight*

wow... great song.. for those that want to hear it... if you use a program like limewire or imesh, search for Weezer -  You gave your love to me softly  or Weezer and "Angus" soundtrack or just "Angus" that was the movie the song was from....

This is another good one..

*Song change: Deftones - Change *

This is a daaaaaaaaark song.. but its definitely powerfull...

I've been thinking a lot about my mom.. its been 18 years (I'm 24 now) since she passed, but I cant help but wonder how much differently my life would have turned out, and if I would have the same personality i do now.. i guess its one of those things i'll never know, but.. she would definitely be proud of me...

Anyways.. im signing off.. gonna go browse the message forums, and see if anything interesting showed up....

*peace*

9/1/2005 6:58:36 PM

*Mood : embarassed, silly/goofy*

*Song I'm listening to: Deftones - Change (Queen of the Damned)*


I feel like such a damn idiot.. yesterday i replied to a profile, and while i was composing it, my pc glitched.. i didnt think anything of it at the time, up untill curiosity got the better of me, and i checked the sent folder... and it cut half the damn email out... *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* damn you bill gates

I did NOT want to come off as someone thats incapable of writing a semi-decent introductory email, but, thanks to bill gates. .that just may have happened...

If she ever checks my profile and reads this.. i hope she understands...


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