1/2/2009 4:23:47 PM: Still seeking a beta for our household... there just doesn't seem to be any real service subs out there anymore :( 

7/12/2008 5:20:02 AM: Not pregnant anymore :( Miscarried 'bout a month ago but everything happens for a reason and we will be trying again right away! Still looking for that special beta.

6/2/2008 4:17:11 PM: Just found out I am officially pregnant again! Yee Haw! Now the search for a beta sub intensifies! Are there no r/t subs or slaves that want to live a life of hard service where the rewards come from the knowledge that they have pleased their Doms with sweat and hard physical labor service and not some fantasy sex life they've held onto all these years? 

4/30/2008 2:53:23 PM: Just finished moving (loading, unloading & loading again) 3+ tons of livestock feed, thats 120 plus 50 lb bags by hand in the heat of the Fl afternoon. I seriously doubt there are ANY males that can out work me! This is a no nonsense farm and there are too many "subs" on CM that are completely clueless 'bout real service for a Master/Mistress, what a shame! Service to please the Master/Mistress with no thought of reward for self other than to know They will be pleased. That's what its all about. Now, out to move the goats to a new pasture!

2/6/2008 4:29:41 PM: 2/2/08 Another Wild Night out at the Quest! It's worth the 2 hour drive for U/us. Master bought a new rope flogger and promptly broke it in on my ass, and then He tested another leather tailed to see how it compared!