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I have been submissive and a masochist as long as I can remember when my cousin would tie me up and whip me. After much contemplation, I have come to realize that my real role in life is to become a strong womans victim of fantasy. Masochism has both physical and psychological attributes. It is an underlying need to give up control, to suffer not for my satisfaction but for yours. Im not a sissy sub. I am somewhat shy and if you are a severe Sadist, then I will be your dream come true. You will have free reign to explore your dark side and whimsies and mold me into your ideal servant. I am seeking someone older who is in her 40s, 50s or 60s. As your victim of fantasy, I have no right to question your motives or punishment. I may cry desperately for relief but it is your decision and yours only. I would be a good fit for a woman strong in character who recognizes herself as a sadist and who wishes to expand her skills and thrills without mercy or restraint. You can punish me at will and set your own limits, if any. Your agenda would become my agenda. I have no say. My only limits are your hard limits. I will take orders and do what you ask. I will never question your authority or superiority or discipline. I will try not to beg and wont unless the torture becomes extreme. If I plead for mercy, then you have authority to punish me even more severely for suggesting so. I would be a good choice for a dominant woman with high expectations who enjoys making others suffer excessively and who seeks a male to train for personal pleasure using harsh and extreme punishment. If you are familiar with the teachings of Ingrid Belemare, then you will understand the type of servitude I am willing to commit my life to. Of the 9 levels of submission i can be a 7 or 8 with willingness to subject myself to non-consensual 9. My sexual gratification is unimportant. Only your needs are important! I seek not just physical dominance but all-encompassing psychological dominance according your wants and needs. I am educated, realize the importance of this commitment, and am safe, fit, clean and attractive. I have never had a problem attracting women but most women are very vanilla and this lifestyle is not on their map in any way. I want this lifestyle and the commitment that goes with it. However, I am and can be very vanilla in the outside world. I live a very active lifestyle, traveling often and engaging in a plethora of pursuits. Life should be a continual study. In my profession I am strong and competent, but I am not an alpha male. I am more of a facilitator. I believe men who are alpha males in public are disingenuous portraying themselves as submissive to women. I stay in shape and have never smoked. I do not have any children. With you I will be eager, pliable and subservient to your needs and expectations. This is what I truly seek. Are you that woman?
8/25/2017 7:10:03 AM
Sadism encompasses much more than delivering discipline.  I want someone who punishes me when I don't fulfill her expectations but also wields her power and cruelty on me simply for her own joy.
6/12/2017 8:53:29 AM
Very difficult to meet someone here.  Many pros and fake money scammers, and maybe 25% for real. Very disheartening.
4/17/2014 2:46:53 PM
Female sadists for the most part are incredibly smart and interesting on many levels.
3/6/2014 1:58:08 PM
I realize that slaves are imperfect and that frequent and harsh punishment and abuse are necessary to develop good habits and reinforce slave skills. I realize that torture may happen without provocation or any reason but simply for your joy and amusement to make me suffer. And that I have no say in the timing and severity, no matter how terrified i am. As your slave, i have no status and exist only to fulfill your needs.
3/3/2014 4:27:37 PM
Actually, I'm not looking for "exactly what I want" because when I am with you, it becomes "exactly what you want."
2/28/2014 2:25:46 PM
I love the Wizard of Oz and especially the Wicked Witch. I can see myself under the evil curse of the Wicked Witch of the East or West. (I'm sure if the Wicked Witch of the West had gotten to spend more time with Dorothy in the castle that she would have wanted more than her slippers.) I would like to see a remake of the movie complete with dungeon scenes featuring the Witch torturing her slaves.  Glenda, the Good Witch of the North, is not for me. Is the Witch of the South good or wicked? Hopefully she is wicked. Maybe she is available. Where is she? Send her my way.
2/19/2014 5:22:16 PM
I obsess being whipped and caned beyond my limit...then raped and caged wet...crying and humbled.
2/14/2014 4:49:13 PM
No woman has ever used a cattle prod on me but frequent use of one would be a good way to enforce my chastity.
2/13/2014 3:58:45 PM
Yesterday's encounter did not go too well, although all meetings with dominant women are better than vanilla ones. She kept asking permission to spank and whip me. I don't think she gave me more than two strokes before she again asked for permission. She was giving me way too much authority to control the situation. I believe a submissive should never have such control. She wants a sissy and that's not me. Each to their own. Oh well, guess I must keep looking.
2/12/2014 11:34:27 AM
I'm not looking for nice. I'm looking for cruel, who enjoys making others squirm, suffer... and cry.
8/28/2013 10:40:10 PM
Macho men should be castrated.
8/27/2013 2:37:44 PM
Saying one has limits is contradictory with TPE.  Only "no limit" is congruent with TPE ...and signifies one's sincerity in giving up control.
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 Age: 26
 Brooklyn, New York