Life is not easy, not like I thought it would be.
I had it all figured out, my friends and me.
We talked about how we would one day be wed.
We talked about love as we set on my bed.
How were we to know that our dreams could be crushed,
If I had known I would never have been in such a rush.
I didnt want to miss out on life
I didnt want to sacrifice.
I took the first man who came my way.
I knew he didnt love me but I still wanted to stay.
I rememebered back to my freinds and I
and how we talked of love and how it was just a lie.
something fed to us through the TV but not really real
not something you seal with a ring and kiss and matrimonial bliss.
I am almost forty years old now
and I am ready to throw in the towel.
It is just my kids and me and that is all I can see.
There are no more dreams left in my head
because of my past they are all now dead.
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