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| In the process of a re-vamp. More to come for sure... And I tried to make this one shorter..... Lmao, how'd that work out for me???
I hate to start out my profile with Negativity.... :( but I have to say this and get it out of the way... there are WAY to many people out there Pretending to be someone their NOT!!! And I don't have the time Or patients for BS. And ya can't BS a BS'ER. The kiddy game is down the street boys..... & This isn't your version of 50 shades. If that's Where your at in BDSM, and D/s, I'll be WAY too much for you. Lol, sorry just being honest.... Plzzzzz Keep it moving if you fall into any of those categories. Now, if your picking up what I'm laying down and are slightly intrigued... I urge you to read on..... :)
Takes a deep long breath... Ahhhhhh...... The craziness we put ourselves thru to find what we "Think" we are looking for.
I've have been In and out of this scene now for over 15+yrs. I'm a full scale Switch. Predominantly Dominant. With a very strong, sassy, feisty, bratty at times, submissive side. And trust, while I'm more Alpha in daily life..... It doesn't at all mean that all of my submissive tendencies come with a price. In fact....... If, You are strong enough.... I'd be happiest kneeling before you with my head in your lap Always. However, if I sense weakness... (Apparently I come off as intimidating) Trust that you will at some point be laying over my lap. ;)
First and foremost (this will NEVER CHANGE) I'm here For the exploration of the mind, body, & soul.
What I'm looking for....... Ideally..... He's also a switch, Bi, & predominately submissive, yet is able to be very strong and dominant when needed. I've recently experienced an interaction with someone where the dynamic was soooo intense, that we were able to switch mid scene!!! First time I'd ever experienced that!! And I loved it! Lol!!! If your a man capable of doing this...... We should talk!!!
In searching for a submissive, I've learned that I love Body & ass worshiping & foot boys!!! ;) Also I'm very kinky!!! ;) And..... If your bi, well now, we really need to talk!! "YUMMY". I think a bi man is sooooo erotic! I can't tell ya exactly what it is, but yet I imagine myself in the middle of 2 bi men ALLL the time!!!! Though, I know for some, this is a Hard limit. I will say that that's not necessarily a deal breaker, however...... Plzzzzz know this is something I must experience at least once in my life. Also, pain sluts..... Welcomed ;) love you lil boys & girls!!! You are my true release as a Domme :)
Now.... When it comes to a Dom...... That's a special sorta someone.... Again, I'm highly Alpha. And it takes a lot to remove me from that space. However, ive been in the presence of a cpl men in my life where it wasn't EVEN a question as to who had what role. Their Dominance just commanded the room. And that's what I want. I have no desire to be with the brute, or aggressive..... If you think that because you pull my hair, smack my ass and call me a few dirty names that, that constitutes you as a Dom...... Plzzzzzz PASS ME BY..... Your not what I want. Sorry... We are on totally different levels.
When thinking about myself when Dominant. I don't initially think of a Sadist. Though, there are some here that would maybe disagree with that. In fact, I honestly think of myself as a very mental and sensual Domme. While I definitely do have my sadistic moments of feeding off of the power from a submissive, and the happiness & release that it can bring to me. It's truly not in me to want to seriously hurt anyone. In fact..... I've come to understand that I truly don't even like to punish. I've recently, (this is a BIG PILL for me to swallow) I've watched myself even go weak for those I've cared for. And this, I can assure ALL of you, that this will NEVER happen again. I fully now understand the thought process that comes along with punishing another. And I like to now think that the moment an infraction has occurred, it's best to just nip that in the bud as soon as it happens. There for, there is no misunderstanding of what's happening & why. And while I'll always firmly believe that "you should NEVER hit someone out of anger" I now realize that punishment doesn't necessarily have to be a smack, swat, whack or whatever you'd like to call it. Those you keep count on...... Lol!!!
Now...... When I think of my Lil submissive girly side..... Well.... Lol, it's a completely different person it almost seems like..... Last thing anyone that knows me would say about me is that, I'm quiet or shy..... lol, however, when I'm feeling submissive, I get über shy, & quiet. Depending on your Power, will depend on if I'm even able to look you in the eyes. If your Presence is Strong..... It will be very hard for me.
I'm Looking for someone who will understand ALL sides/Layers of me. Nurture and guide it. Love & cherish what I Give to him..... Which is Me..... & all of me. I'm one of those people, that doesn't fall in love often..... But when I do.... & I love..... I love soooo very hard. I can't help it. And meanwhile, I despise this side of myself as I can't control who I care for..... I can't just turn my heart off when I fall for someone. However..... Do me wrong, and watch how quick that light goes out.
I have been told by many that there is a great amount of passion that runs thru me. It's seen in both my Dominant and submissive states. It's seen when I talk about something I like, or don't, etc. soooooo for those of you who are thinking that I'm just some stuck up lil bratt that wants everything her way. Plzzzzzz for both of our sakes, check yourself.....& if you come for me, plzzzz come correct. If not..... That passion that runs deep thru me..... You will feel it, & most likely not in a positive manner. I have been hurt, lied to & deceived. If you can't understand why I'm guarded, why I have walls, and why I'm wary and don't just offer up my life stories to you upon request..... Tough shit. Sorry, I'm a guarded woman. More so now than ever. And mistakes I've made in the past, I will do everything in my power to make sure they never happen again.
However, what I won't do and deal with, is people who have nothing better to do with their time other than to troll other peoples pages, commenting on pics, videos, fetishes, likes & dislikes with nothing other than negative comments. This won't be tolerated!!! You will be immediately blocked, publicly shamed & shunned, & I'm also happy to publicly out you and your craziness. I'm done with the fakes, phonies, liars, deceivers, misleaders etc. you lil fuckers will get my wrath.
Please be local.... Or travel here frequently. Otherwise, what's the point?? I have no time or patients to send endless emails to someone I'll never meet. It's not to say that I don't enjoy meeting new people and making friends... I just have no desire to entertain someone's fantasies via online. That's not what I'm looking for. I want real time.
Sooooooo if ya love to worship a woman's body.... Know how to give a decent massage & pedi, we should talk.
Ultimately, I want something serious. I'm open to the possibilities of something long term. I'm not into just playing with randoms, just not my thing really. Though, on occasion, I get in a mood, and you may get me on a good day..... Who knows? Persistence can work wonders with me at times.
And while I don't like to consider myself vain, Some kinda attraction and chemistry are needed!!! So plzz, if you've sent me numerous msg with no reply, I probably don't think we are a match. Plzzzz don't be upset by this, and follow up with rude, immature behavior. This is my nice way of dealing with this. Plzzz don't make me get mean. My tongue can be wicked.
I don't believe half of the shit that comes from more than 75% of you anyways.... And I'm being generous with that number. I have come to terms that I live by 5 main principals when considering BDSM & D/s.
1- Trust
2- Honesty
3- Respect
4- Communication
5- Service
are ALL key for me. If any if those 5 are lacking, there is no shot of us ever having anything. Also, when it comes to truth and honesty.... Hear me & HEAR ME NOW.... "I can HANDEL any TRUTH in the world, but the moment you lie to me"
1- you have lost my trust
2- you are not being honest with me
3- you must not respect me enough to be honest, therefore I lose all respect for you
4- we've lost communication
I have been played by fools. I'll do what I can to prevent that from happening again. I'm not perfect, however, I've never been anything but honest with everyone I've met here.. Sometimes it may take me a long hot minute to get there, but eventually I always do. Good bad or indifferent, I'm real none the less. I expect the least from you!!!
Also to those of you who are already In some kinda relationship with ANYONE ELSE, keep it moving, I'll NEVER be anything other than #1!! Also, SURE WAY to turn me off..... Use any kinda racial slang around me.....see how that works out for ya. It won't be tolerated!!! Also noticing that I'm getting a lot of requests from men that like to wear woman's panties & undergarments, Sorry, it's just not my thing. But trannys.... Your welcomed :) another lil fantasy of mine
Good luck to all of you in your search!!! I know its a bumpy road out there in search of what it is we desire. If you're EVER LUCKY enough to find that. Cherish it, and the one standing next to you. Those unicorns are HARD TO FIND and they Only come once in a lifetime! Make your decisions carefully, & be Wary, and question everything that seems shady. If it's your first instinct that Something's up..... Roll with it. Your most likely right. :). Ciao!!!
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At the airport as we speak, LA I'm on my way!!! Sooooo excited!!! |
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Yay!!!! It's about that time again!! Heading out to LA once again to visit with close friends & maybe make a cpl more. |
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Got another fake for ya boys and girls!!!
Dirtysockslover
Another fake and phony!!!! Don't believe his pathetic lies. |
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Just a tip to those of you who wish to approach me and have me respond... Plzzzz have something to say other than hi, what's up sexy, or WYD.... Lol, look I'm not looking for you to be overly intelligent in a first approach, but be clever, say something different than the same ole shit all the time..... There's no effort in it, and if your vying for a woman like myself..... Well then you better come with something special....... To say that is :) and I don't mean lip service..... Thx for listening :) |
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Sooooo I ventured out to club Sapphire this Wednesday evening. And I just have to say, I love that place!!! I've only been to one other swingers club before, & it was much different. I met sooooo many wonderfully awesome people! You as specially Gina!! And it's sooooo good to be a girl!! Not being very much of an exhibitionist, I was sooooo happy to find that my intensely voyoristic side was happily accepted there. it was great to get to be a part of all of what I saw...... And the lil extras :) Lol. See you all again the 5th!! Can't wait! |
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Ok... So I did another revamp Of my profile. It's a bit different from my last one, I know. As my last few profiles ( 5yrs worth lol) have been much more geared towards my submissive side. As for the past 5+yrs I've been searching out that side of myself. I've just come to terms with the fact that I'm just more dominant than submissive. And I've yet to meet the Man that I'd always submit to. I'm starting to think he doesn't exist..... Hence, why I'm at the stage where I'm at...... My daily alpha is just there. It will always be. It's part of who I am. I can't ignore it.
Soooooo yeah..... Another revamp... I hope you enjoy!!! :) Spank you very much!!! Lol |
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Ok.... Yet again I've learned a cpl things.... :)
1- some of you are actually following this lil journal of mine. I honestly didnt even know you could do that. But..... In seeing that some people wanna "follow" me
In my crazy journey.... I actually think that's kinda cool.... So with that
Being said.... I will do my best to update this, & let you all know about my crazy journey in finding my 1. :)
2- HAHA!!!! I can have multiples!!! Sweet!!! Lmao
3- and just because someone can look you deep in your eyes, say all the right things, it doesn't mean he means it.
What if I came out with a list of all the lame fucking guys out there, claiming to be something their entirely not!! I've got some good shit on a few
Of you now. You should all go and curl in a corner somewhere, cause your all nothing but a bunch of pansy ass cowards!!!!
Ooooo and this latest one!!!! Lmao!!! The goods I have on him. I'm sure at some point he will read this..... At first..... His face will go pale with fear...... The red with anger.... Lol, I'd pay $$ to see that shit right now!!!
From here on out.... Every person that I meet face to
Face, if they turn out to be phony and fake...... Well I'll happily out you lil fuckers!!!! I'm one of the realist people you will find on a site like this. I say what I mean, &
I mean what I say. I'm always honest. Sometimes it takes longer with others, but when it comes down to it...... I'm always real.
I haven't gone back and re-read my journal entries ever. But one thing I do know about them.... Is that the majority of them are cause by people who have done me wrong. I'm all fucking set at this point.
Do unto others as you would wish done to yourself...... If not.... Watch out.... Karma is a mother!!!!
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Once again..... Ughhhh!! A lil update. Plzzzz don't contact me if your not sure about who you are, & what you want. I've just had it, wasting my precious time on those, that aren't who they say they are. They aren't sure what they want, & their confused. I know who I am, where I come from. I say what I mean, & mean what I say. There are no hidden msg. Just me, real and honest. I'll take honesty over candy coating any day. I'm honest even when the truth hurts, as some of you have given me lots and lots of practice in that arena. many are clueless as to how to treat a person. Leading a person on cause you can't make up your mind, is beyond anything I would ever deal with again. I've got no patients for bs, and you can't bs a bs'er. Trust, I'm fairly intuitive. And go with my instinct. If you plan on contacting me, be warned. Be real or be gone. |
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=( Today is a sad day..... R.I.P. Uncle Rodney.... |
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YAY!! Here I come LA!!! See ya in the morning!!!! =) |
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Nope..... not going to Europe...... but heading back down to LA!! YAY.... Halloween is gonna be fun!!!! |
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someone is seriously thinking of maybe taking a trip to Europe!!!! |
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~softly sighs~ you would think I would learn.... Even though Im uber guarded, and i'd like to think that I pick those to have conversations with are good honest, Real people. I still find myself once again...... at a loss...... with hurt feelings.......I just wish for those that are just looking to get their rocks off.... to please just pass me by.... It's not why I'm here. I'm very open and honest to those of you I do speak with. Please..... I beg of you..... be the same with me. |
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Ok, so it's been quite a long time since I've posted something here. My life as usually is a crazy one. All the talk about going to Cali, which I was sooooo going to do, and then landing that job, it all just kinda made sense to me that I should stay here at home, in Seattle :) so that's where I'm at with all that. I get a lot of people asking, so I figured, I'd let ya all know.
Am I still single, yeah...... Lol..... Still picky..... Yeah...... :) but I am happy to report that there is a gentleman that has peaked my interests so to speak. So we shall see how that goes. |
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Good god!!! so im browsing thru photos this evening...... and found that the majority of the really good looking Dominate Men (around my age) were gay...... now i love gay men...... but their not attracted to me..... lol...... this is a problem!!! lmao!!! just thought it was funny.... =) Groom yourselfs Sirs!!!
Oooooooo and the whole San Fran thing.... =( unfortunatley, that's not happening now...... however, the LA move is on....... =) |
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im a strong woman, that will never change....... but i still know my place in the presence of an even stronger Man....... |
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OK..... I made the BIG decision...... and im Moving to San Fran in the next month here or so...... Soooooo cali...... here I come!!!! |
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just a quick lil note..... I made it!!! I'm finally in LA!!! Yay!!!! :) |
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hmmmmm well it's been some time since I've written anything here..... So I figured time I say a lil something..... This is a letter to my Dom..... Whoever he may be......
ooooooo this elusive, sophisticated, experienced Dom I seek.... WHERE ARE YOU!!! Good gawd!!! ive been looking relentlecy for over 3 1/2yrs now..... I've been on WAY more dates than id care to admit!!! Sooooooo many guys thinking their "the shit" and that they've got it all down, cause their into rough sex..... Ughhhhh...... Clueless..... Mindless.... Plzzzzz come and rescue me from all this horror!!! I've been a good girl!!! Kinda..... :-/ lol.... Sorta..... :) XOXOXOXO
But Sir..... You have to be out there somewhere..... I was made specifically for you!!! You are the only one that truly gets and understands me. :( plzzzzzzz don't make me wait toooo much longer....... I think n dream of you everyday...... pLzzzzzz hurry...... Xoxoxo
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11/18/13
wow.... Ok.... I've been gone for sometime..... Though I've quickly noticed that not much has changed at all. However, I just wanted to throw out there, I maybe browsing thru profiles in the CA area, as I'm going out there for the holidays, and figured, maybe if I met someone worthy, I would be as soooo inclined to maybe meet up..... We shall see..... |
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Ok..... this is it..... my final farewell....... 9-10-12.... i will be deleting this profile tomorrow around noonish...... in all honesty.... i just can't take the bs anymore..... ive been as open and honest as i could here.....just to many fakes for me...... and to those of you that ive had a connection with..... i wish you all well....... and i only hope and pray that you all find what your truely looking for...... be well..... good luck =) |
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~sighs~ well i do believe this will be my last few days on this site....... the fakes, the dishonesty..... the lies that are told by sooooo many on here have ultimatly hit me to a point that i no longer see any point to being on here....... its quite sad really the amount of lies that people can conjour up on here..... It's just not for me...... My heart and my love are those of things to be cherrished...... not toyed with......
just getting to the point where id much rather have that awkward conversation about being into bdsm, rather than listen to one more persons lies.......... |
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New~~~~ 7-25-12.... well im switching my profile back to Switch, rather than submissive....... as im finding it very difficult finding that strong of a male to contend with my personality....... maybe it's better this way...... As being so very agressive just seems to come so natural to me...... and apparently im very intimidating....... and the moment that i sense weakness....... i will act upon it...... And i am a bit of a fan of cuckholding...... and just Doming men in general......
Maybe i will find one where we could be a Dom cpl together....... as i do think that would be lots of fun!!!
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PEACE OUT VEGAS!!! Seattle......... here i come!!!! YAY!!!!
Oooooo also......... to those that are hard core into the whole leash thing...... yeah..... im not for you either...... sorry........ while i could probably tolerate being lead around on a leash and collar for a short ammount of time.............. the whole eating out of a dog bowl thing......... is not for me at all............. again...... im NOT an animal!!! i am a woman........ i will eat at the table like a human with a knife and fork, thank you...... =)
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And to all of those in Vegas...... or men messaging me cause their coming to Vegas.......Sorry...... Im leaving this crazy ass town... and heading back home to Seattle..... While it can be a fun city to visit..... living here is another animal.......... and soooooo NOT my kinda town..... |
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ok........... look it guys....... im going to say this for the last time....... no pic...... don't expect me to respond....... im sooooo tired of wasting my time........ though your talking game maybe great...... and we may have lots in commen........ call me vain, call me what you want....... but i can NOT force myself to be physically attracted to anyone no matter how good your game may be...... im sorry if you don't agree with this...... but this is a part of me...... and a part of who i am......... while im not looking for a modle........ i still need to be in some way shape or form physically attracted to you..... period........ So no pic...... don't bother..... it's that simple...... |
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and to all you pretty boys out there........ DONT WASTE MY FUCKING TIME!!!!! You could never be with a woman like me...... i am too much for you in to many ways to mention...... You think that cause your attractive women should just cater to your needs..... WRONG...... Shocker....... When you grow up and learn a lil respect for those that choose to be submissive...... you may have a chance....... but until then....... dont contact me and waste my time with your silly banter...... trust me...... with every word you speak...... every bit of your verbal diarrhea........ it makes you less and less attractive!!! Real women know the difference...... Real submissives know the difference..... You are not at all worth the gift that some of us girls are willing to give......... |
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look...... if your a guy, that clicked on Dominate...... because you like to call a girl a dirty whore, slut, whatever..... and maybe pull her hair a lil to get her to come closer to you.... and occasionally smack her in the ass during sex..... I'm not the one for you.....
This is more mental for me....... it's not all about the sex .... while i love sex, and don't wish to get it twisted..... sex is a big thing for me.... and is very important.... it's not the full reason that im diving into this head first...... i already fuck like a porn star...... sex is the easy part...... For me.... its about learning to let go..... letting go of the past.... letting go of my fears..... letting go and allowing myself the time and space needed to love another.....
& we all have baggage..... those that claim to be drama free 100% of the time, are usually the ones with 100% of drama in there lives...... i am dramatic...... i am emotional....... and im super sensitive (if i care about you and have let you in) ..... if these are qualities that don't do anything for you...... I'm not the one for you...... |
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