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This is your Slave notice to not read this page of notes , hints, and in it's entirity will get you nowhere. I do not want to interview persons outside of a 3 state around Florida area unless they can make an interview within a week, I am not a person who will wait around for you to get up the courage to decide if I'm real or not. I already own a slave and run a school for the training of slaves . if you want to be trained in an old way to be sold in the end to a good home as a slave then perhaps attention to detail is quite important to you? The school keeps the money. and perhaps you will only be in a home shared with 6 others who work part time coming in daily for 4 -6 hours working in the House to learn all you can, to be that perfect slave. Submissives may be trained in school however my specialty is slaves, their owners will pay for their training, it must be special training because subs have limits and slaves have none... As of this time" I "am not looking for another slave (except perhaps a female" I have found a shinning example of a a human being . however if you need to interview and need a reference to a good Dom or Domme in this area I might be able to point out a good one after considering your needs... good luck but do keep reading the journal as you might find valuable information to help you along.. you may subscribe. theres a button on your homepage that links you up somehow.. Bright Blessings and Merry Part "Good persons who want their slaves trained or who wish to own in the future their is a process to go through. please set up a time with me. this isnt a game. backgrounds and information will be checked out.." AN INTRODUCTORY LETTER INCLUDING WHO, WHAT , WHEN, WHERE, WHY, AND WHAT YOU ARE IS REQUIRED IF YOU REALLY WANT ME TO RESPOND TO YOUR EMAIL. a copy and paste of what is on your profile will not suffice as an introductory letter. IM OLD SCHOOL AND A WICCAN BE POLITE / ALL ATTEMPTS AT COMMUNICATION WILL FAIL UNTIL A PROPER ONE IS RECIEVED.\\\ DISMISSED! UNTIL WE ARE JOINED BY THE FATES.Fate is a funny Gal she brought me the greatest gift... and he's a smart arsed ,good natured , trained in most ways, slave boy. I'm so pleased to have. A VERY SERIOUS NOTE TO CONSIDER IF YOU ARE TWO STATES AWAY I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!!!!!!!! ONE LINERS WILL BE BLOCKED! (Iam not interested in sex with a slave , it is beneath me.....) I want polite, trained or not, boi or girl who can take pain, like it - or- not ,better if you do. My hearts desire is a slave girl. not a wanna be little boy ,who wants to touch me and tries to get off when not watched. I have vast knowlege of most BDSM things,piercings etc,. sadly not tattoo work although I do have art that is perm.. I know how to brand, do blade work, knot work,fire play. Breath blay, TOTAL BODY DEPRIVATION only high protocol; vocal , eye restrictions and several stage protocol. you will serve mostly chaste so do not ask about sex or worshipping my body in an intimate way(married)so lets see theres dull, sharp,hot, cold,and breathless. I dont do kids, animals, corpses,POO,things like that or cops. unless the cop is the slave (grin) its a religious,uplifting grounding, grinding ,unreproduceable thought ,action and deed. literally and if you used my pics or words in any part ill sue you so hard youll wish you were a sadomasos puppet......(Blessed Be 3X3) now after reading this you may write to me)I'm serious about my life so do not waste my time , its very precious to me....I'm Old Guard and a Woman and many feel they do not go together , keep those thoughts to yourself, I earned every scar.Perhaps many did not get this far. If I have spoken to you at some length and you have my interest then you should do what you can to keep it. Daily e-mails, pics, and interesting conversations. otherwise I won't care about what you are looking for. there have been several applicants who had rather good promise ,who simply faded into non existance because they didn't care enough to keep in touch... will that be you too? some simply take a look at my profile and see Sadist and run screamming the other way. But what is life with out pain Highness? NOTHING.. flat comfortable and unappriciated until you suffer you do not enjoy a moment of pleasure ... think about it ... I really enjoy getting to know the true slave in a person .Their desires and aspirations. to see them grow over the years. its a matter of the answer - Yes I trust ,YES I will come and TRY and I believe this is what I have been longing for my whole adult life. may I come to you...? Do you have courage or are you a true whimp.? I wan't a courageous human who needs slavery. one human to another A Dom needs her slave ,one with out the other the lifestyle dosen't exist. if you want to impress me follow simple expressed rules, read journal entries, take simple hints, they're not subtle, rather brash really. ask for devine intervention. if theres a riddle to decipher in your chat find out what it means . often times I will leave a lyric for you to understand, you may not get it right away. but if you thINK about it you will most surely get it if your a thinker.... impress me. I do not want your money I want your art, your perfection..... YOUR PESONAL PERSONIFICATION OF SERVITUDE, NOTING MORE, NO ONE WHOS WORN OUT AND HAS BAD HABITS, BILLS ,LEGAL PROBLEMS OR SEVERE BAGGAGE. I HAVE KIDS, HUSBAND AND A PERFECT SLAVE ALREADY. IF YOU DO NOT READ THIS AND THE JOURNAL I WILL KNOW.... MK/ Dismissed until you know how to respond.. do not come to me without the right answers(wonder where your courage went?) try searching your heart, are you a slave to yourself or to a pretty face that belongs to another?

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11/8/2011 2:14:15 PM

todays official journal. forgiveness of typos is expected as i'm in the dark doing this.

  tomorrow (if I can make it thru the night I will visit my doctor bright and early) will be a busy day   J keep in touch by text, please. I assume theyrll be a c.a.t. scan /blood work and some pokeage to the tummy region.  I fully intend to be dopped up.lol

 ive not passed the sea urchin eyt but the bloody damned thing is making me miserable.. and i have 3 birthday cakes to make. fracking freaking frigging and all the other safer words strung in there to match!

 I wonder if you really know what it takes to be a Sadist and a love monkey at the same time? courage, fire, the ability to withstand charm,  and a handsome face. the day when a beautiful sunset at a place simply Joes and a tal talll slave can knock your feet out from under you and you do not regain ballance because the height fairey didnt come pay a visit , but the hip fairey did. and you laugh til your smiley face hurts.(yes I live inside the pinball machine at times.) the fulcrum is too high for me to reach and I dont wanna play dirty and kick the bad places like other Domme;'s in public and I dont necessarily enjoy cbt on a regular basis. occationally , not regularly.

 there re things I wish to play with you this sat eventide and sunday under the sun. where we will picinic instead of go out and be waited on where you for once will be the waiter and show off the skills. lets see if you can learn how to while i'm away. no shaking hands and no dropped cups you should ask the current MajorDomo where the equipment is for the poutting. and use the net for references if needed. perhaps even the slave have you cracked it ? will give you a hint or two..

 until the morphine is underway

 nd this Dominant is better

 tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

 lovingly MK


11/7/2011 7:33:32 PM

early tuesdays journal, feeling better after a chat with my slave. things feel better and his mind is at ease again as is mine. . I will have him here sat evening after he completes his  tasks ,,. It's a complicated situation and sometimes things are best left alone so as not to fester. As mom always said if you pick at it it will never heal!!!

  

 rule one. When in doubt kneel up and show her your true obeisance (kiss those boots)always.

 rule two, defer always to your elder or Mistress

rule three   look to rule1

rule four dont stick it out unless it intended for use( tongues included)

rule  five  when in doubt of your rules  ask permission, dont assume that forgiveness will be give- its not a hard GIBBS rule-

rule 6  when you fail -seek forgiveness- even if you know you might be punished with the dreaded  !GIBBS SMACK!

 when n doubt double tapp.. ie'-see how to kill zombies  -lol

 

 always look, hear , see thru walls and anticipate your owners needs,  carefully you will be graded on skills always, clean as you go, make beds as you see them unmade general rules. if you drop it, break it, move it, then fix ,it make  it, , clean it up put it back, I love you!!!!!

 

 

 

DOMINANTLLY YOURS ONLY


11/7/2011 5:20:41 PM

There are those days Mondays , that it dosent feel like effort should be extended to a single entity . breath should only be there to make you stay alive so tomorrow can exist. I am tired, worried,. exasperated and cheated at somepoint.

  A MP slave must have certain skills to remain in high demand and  even with proper training they do sometimes get rusty or falter. Their training never leaving totally . but today theres a little hole in my heart what is unwell. and while hurting , it will heal and I will again be whole and things again grand...

 there are items  that were left overnight. to be picked up next week, and next week  things will not be so lax , there will be a session., it was a communication day for us this weekend. Aside from some face slepping in a bar there was little correction  to be done. family took priority, and an old habit took headwind and flight... disappointing but understood totally. how can I fix this?


11/6/2011 5:36:52 AM

Sunday he 6th of november. I didnt sleep last night, , nor dream of love or sadism or denial of such things. I lay there . in a mean state. hate, glare, ruefullness.  at such a thig in life as illness. feeling on topp of the world and at the worlds end the next. how can this be?

 TMI for most journal readers in my handinetwork. I won't loose face here ,

 house rules. along with the ones mom gave you. if its cute and yours pinch it touch it  and love it.

 if you stick out your tounge youd better be serious about using it because that means WAR!! boys even in my house under the age of 5 have had puppy fights with other boys over this rule. dont stick it out unless you intend to use it ! I mean it!!

 My head slowly clears as my day brightens. we will take pictures today of myself and the giving of a new token of meaningfulness as well as a collar if it is all satisfactory.I have to go to the other computer to print  two copies of it so he will have one to frame in his slave quarters . to br reminded each day of his status in this home.

 We may also take a ride to clairmont to personally interview a newbie  for the school. hope he isnt a chicken or a playboy.I RARELY travel , however my Old Guard Teacher is on the way and I'm sure he would like a nice show of affection and appriciation in my chosen work field.  there are those days  ...

 until   22 miinutes  he has to show up. be ontime, J

 lovingly Dominant

 MK


11/4/2011 4:18:04 PM

I sit here knowing a schedule, and also knowing it takes only a monent for him to order what he wants. and me to deny it.. he is not at home he has not sent a single text, he has not written (yet) and I wonder if golden Butt, will crack the erotica I sent home with him as a manual -as to the insight to the MP. perhaps. although my otherhalf has clued me in , that he will take him in hand and speak to him man to man this weekend. no matter the time or place. giving me a sense of his appriciation of his concern for my well being and my affairs to the positition in this matter. I hope he pulls along side like  good seamen, heartily and with the grace I have instilled . He never fails me in person. only when left to his own device. where he is no longer under my thumb. I wonder how long he will doubt his training? his very vice.

 more to come.

 MK


11/4/2011 10:20:13 AM

An early submission in todays journal ,as a girl wishes to come in sat eve for discipline in the eve . hope  J can make it. as well as   another couple wants  to come in for interview two girls during the day hope you can be here soon after your finished with cs... it would be a real help in your training and in your strength. if you only knew how much having others around makes it better for you to know how you do not suffer or could suffer  my wrath...

 I did miss our conversation yesterday but, was proud of you for growing a bit in your submission and communications. especially sense thats your specialty.

 now crack that book, and hands off that specialty of mine.

 see you sat eve.

 MK


11/3/2011 5:45:48 PM

Today I spent my long day making a blue fairy out of some well shall we call them? foundlings.? some rubberbands ,some boat lashings and hard work. slave j will come to appriciate this new blue tool ,as he helped start her off. she will sting and thump him into submission. each time he slipps up. along with a few sugestions he had. although his suggestions were to his liking "somewhat" I will keep a few in mind. "be careful what you wish for  j   it just might come true and last an eternity. " you can twist it and pull it and twist a little more and wait for your new playmates to rise up from the floor if life means nothing more to you I think you might as well come take a chance and raise a little hell."

 oh how I miss that look in your eyes of confusion after a particularlly hard slap or a bite  to a soft surface. I do hope you are available on sat  nite...... we have much to catch up on my dear,

I slept so well after our chat last night.  til almost 10:30 this a.m. then ate   yup you guessed it...

 and did not a thing but make her for you, she still isnt done....

 ill catch up tomorrow. hope you show tonight....

 your Mistress Dominantly


11/1/2011 6:28:10 PM

 A favorite author of mine  might call a certian boi of mine" GOLDEN BUTT:>" for his ways and attitude but as I fondly remember he turned out a fine Trainer.He hated the interviewing process & the long errands but, loved playing with the slaves and the, not understanding the interviews were for his own good so he could intergratethe  help- not just fondle them. I wonder what will come of him... perhaps he will fail , perhaps he will do me an honor? Or perchance he will let me completely down and never think of it again(doubtful).

 slave J has been a good boi and ever so taken to the lifestyle for so long its a long shot that he will do a 180 on his training. .. why do I do this to myself? sitting here wondering if he's in traffic and worried out of his head, he just needs a good floogging or perchance some quick tweaking again(qwirky grin   that only he knows) that yelp I love so, and long to hear again this minute.....

 his text's have gone all but silent . IT"S deafning!

MistressKriss


11/1/2011 12:44:02 PM

Its tuesday and I've returned from the blood bank vampires again.   We shall see if I am able to visit Shands Hospital for their program and have a tooth removed after so long a wait. however not before I go with him to his place of surrender his home of torment.

 I wonder if wonder boy has figured it out yet? he has texed that he's thinking about me. "perhcance to dream?" If I continue to be ignorant of his plight of emotional torment will he do his duty? will he come around and read/ write/ and finally comply making me more proud? who knows. or when we meet again will he suffer direly? my mind is boggled after so long a time tickeling his mind with soft words and hard slapps and his body suffering as I spoke reminders. he  is not so shallow as to need this much reminding. he's sharp and confidant however in tormoil at his chosen perfession. awaiting the discharge.... I send out a cry to the Gods. PLEASE!!!!!


11/1/2011 8:27:16 AM

the 31st was a great day. although I had only limited contact with J. I find that if i do not pay him attention he will get the fact into his mind that perhaps he isnt doing something right. maybe he will figure it out. he is still an exceptional piece of work to say the least. but I will always never stay a hand to let a simple gesture or word pass by without a correction.

 


10/31/2011 9:25:44 AM

 yesterday(sunday the 30th) was an interesting day. I spent the majority of my day with my slave. What a wonderfully interesting outdoorsey day.  I took him to meet and old friend and Sir I know to look at collars and then to a pricvate yet for him worrisom location. for some playtime/ to correct some infrctions in the past few days. he has figured out a few things with a few Gibbs smacks and light cuffs to the face. and perhaps a sore bottom end. wonder how comfy it is to sit? I suppose hes glad its exercise day today:>

I have another  service man who would like to come for an interview today although I wonder what salt he would be worth if he had to be a drop in all the time? and if after so long in if he too will be blocked and have to be rearranged so to speak.

 

Today is a religious Holiday for me I like referring to it as Viel night . its my eldest sons bithday and all hallows eve samhain etc.. yada yada yada...  anyone whos read my page knows im a Wiccan and needs this time to reflect deeply and commune with the worls / nature and the the watchtowers -elements and God's Goddesses. Loving Light and happy interviewing for you all.

Follow Protocol always and you will do well...

MK


10/31/2011 9:17:19 AM

 wrote everyone a beauty of a text and didnt save so poofta! its gone like a fart in a windstorm! however im a patient woman. so I will again clue you in. I had the whole day on sunday and today is my eldests 22 birthday yes on halloween. a religious holiday for my family.Im Wiccan

 my slave was a real comfort to me yesterday and did cery well in his tasks. we will see how he progresses in his Life . he has much to train in and much on his mind, most servicemen do. I sure get a  lot of service men applicants. few women . one right now, but i'm not so sure shes really going to come thru. time will tell me and her heart seems to need the life but her courage is lacking, and courage you must have to be a slave forever. the marketplace is open for business. come one and all in good shape with fine minds and excellent spirit to train. seriouslly minded only need to follow set protocol. pic's are needed.  be careful what you write you get once chance read carefully. training is hard work and little rest for the weary.

MistressKriss


10/29/2011 2:21:26 PM

 Today has been so busy bustling in town gathering new things for a night of pleasure and pain. new knives ,new wetstone. new contacts and old friends.making a plan and thinking it thru.  grocery shopping ,mundaties of old and new. so many stops and shops along the way. checking in at the local old haunts to pick up toys and bit bobbs and welll-- you get the drift. such a lucky slave boy. to  have an attentive Mistress..I do hope he knows the trouble I go to on his behalf.. got a text asking of I was watching the game? lol I have different games in mind.

Ill play with every inch of skin and seek out every nerve , giving him the inquisition that he thinks that he deserves ,if agony and extasy unite ill never tell ,he comes to take that chance and play in our private little hell.

 

 he thinks that it relieves my mind to hurt him however its for him that I do. I get little relief out of it. im more relaxed and worried about his state of mind being that he dosent and hasnt been allowed to say his peace. some are put into service for life in a institution censored in their minds. and have to be coaxed into creative expression.

 ive made up my mind that this is an all purpose for my use only no holds barred. he will be pleased not to live a chaste life forever. that dosent include anyone else.(no other male slave ever) he will know if he does as hes told and reads daily.I still await a text of an excited nature. how long will it take. count the strokes one by one........ (up to 3-40000

the scilence is deafening at times lol...

 lovingly yours this night slave


10/27/2011 5:09:29 PM

this journal entry is one rather different to us all. Ive been in major conflict with certian rules. only two people know of this and I cannot say whom.  it makes me sad/ happy/ and nervous/ like a fresh out of highschool gal.However I remember my place here in the scheme of things. I also remember yours J your a slave and he is legally bound to me just as you shall be . you've made the commitment . promisses of endeerment , of  obediance and servitude. to live a life you've always wanted. march comes in like a lion and out like a lamb. remember it. in like a soldier and out trained and service oriented and perfect.stalked so to speak, fixxated on service to his beloved. able to touch, feel make the pain go away, make it come. remember the lyrics of hellraiser. about the vivisecection of their fellow man being an artform, while being torn apart. come take  chance and raise a little hell. everything is relitve in the eyes of god.eternity is longer than you know. seeking out every nerve. an inquisition giving you what you think you deserve.(remember the riddles. dear ones.... missing you greatly .

 

 

those of you who have no clue might want to try to find a filk called hellraiser, it will surely shed some light on the journals. otherwise the movies will help  

 

 

Dismissed

MK


10/26/2011 7:06:13 PM

Another trying day. my slave is out of town as he dosent live home right now.Iim sure he wishes he did, I find it difficult to get thru the day without checking mail or the text messages. wondering whats going thru his head. Im the one in charge but to hell with it, I want to know his every move his thoughts his feelings . what goes thru his head as I strangle the very breath out of his body and his muscles tremble under my leggs.His very Manhood straining to be free of its bonds. I want to see the blush when he drops his clothes in an instant at a slightly barked order. for I never have to raise my voice to a trained slave ever. For if Iever had to then the whip would come from its tucked place and he'd feel its harsh sting. poor flesh ,beaten, broken ,slashed., bruised and hurting. and me standing there spent and smiling at my best work to correct his misdeed. That satisfaction , that wholeness of appriciation between the pair of us is then finished. forgiven transgressions.

 His collar, still searching for the correct one.... the box of black and gold FOUND.

 the newness is achingly lonesome. I await his presence as he awaits mine. torture X two.

 MK


10/24/2011 6:57:32 PM

IT'S THE OLEANDERBLOSSUM WHITE AS SNOW AND DEATHLY PALE,  THE LADIES IN THE sca ARE DEADLY AS THE MALE .SEE THAT SWEET AND FRAGILE LADY ,SEE THAT BLISSEN LITTLE MISSS, TRADES THE DANCE WITH GRACE AND BEAUTY ,DROPS A CURTSY TRADES A KISSS,  AND SHE ALSO PUTS ON ARMOUR ,LAYS ABOUT WITH SHIELD AND FLAIL. FOR THE LADIES IN THE sca ARE DEADLY AS THE MALE ,THER ARE SHARP AND SHINEY SABERS, THERE ARE BARKING AXXES BRIGHT.THERE ARE BODICE  KNIVES AND HAT PINS THERE IS POISON IN THE NIGHT BUT, THERE TOUNGUE 'S THERE SHARPEST WEOPAND, OVER THAT YOU CAN'T PREVAIL.FOR THE LADIES IN THE SCA ARE DEADLY AS THE MALE.

   AS IN THE WORLD OF s/m ITS MUCH THE SAME HEED WHAT YOU CANNOT SEE AND ALWAYS BE SANE WITH WHAT YOU DO NOT SEE. A LADY CAN WARN YOU ONCE AND PEEL THE HYDE OFF OF YOU WITH A SMILE ON HER GENTLE FACE. HER DEMEANOR NEVER RUFFLED. HER HAT PIN NEVER SEEN  A BODICE DAGGER SNUGGLED DEEPLY IN THE HER "SHOES" OR IN HER BELT. (YES A RIDDLE..)AN INCH OR TWO HEATED TO 800 DEGREES CAN BE A EVERLASTING REMINDER  OF THAT SHARP WORD YOU THOUGHT WOULD HAVE BEEN CUTE AT THAT MOMENT... sJ

 LOVINGLY

MISTRESSKRISS

SKA SUMMERSEYES

tHAT CHORD OF BLOOD AND BLACK {#} DON'T BE FOOD BY MEAR APPEARANCE FOR ALL IS NOT AS IT APPEARS


10/24/2011 12:41:14 PM

THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN THIS PENTICLE OF THE M ALL. OF COURSE MY SAILOR CAME AND OF COURSE WE BONDED AS i EXPCTED. WHAT A MIND FUCK. WHAT CAN YOU SAY ABOUT A SERVICE MAN. THEY COME TRAINED . WITH GOOD MANNERS . AND OF COURSE THE MINOR FOUL UP JUST FOR THE OCCATIONAL ATTENTION GETTING SLAP AROUND. BUT WHAT THE  FRACK. IT'S THE MESSING UP THAT GETS YOU THE FUN rIGHT?>   WE ARE BUT TAKING THE INITIAL BABY STEPS AS THERE IS A MINOR WAIT  UNTIL THE MAJOr HARD ARSE STUFF COMES OUT IN US BOTH. THERE CAN Be BUT SCRAPED KNEES BEFORE BLOOD AND GORE AND CRYING GAMES. BREATH HOLDING AND TRUE HEADSPACE IS GONE IN A WHISP. SO ALL WHO HAVE PLAYED THE GAME AND LOST .... TOO FRACKING BAD FOR YOU..L YOU LOOOSE. HE MINE AND NOT YOURS... AND THE BOI'S PROMISED THE BLISS YOU HAVE LOST THE REAL THING AND FOREVER TOO. IF YOU'D FOLLOWED PROTOCOL. YOUD HAVE THE BEST AROUND AND WITH CERTIAN BENIFITS... HES A REAL FIND....

  YOUR ALL DISMISSED EXCEPT MY MICHAEL IF HE EVER GETS THE BALLS UP TO COME TO ME...

 

 

 DISMISSED

 


10/21/2011 6:18:38 PM

today is the day of upcomeing events. late tonight I should recieve a call from slave e telling me he's at the right place. although he  hasnt responded to the email like I thought he would. it makes me worry that hes gotten cold feet. if he dosent show I will honestly wonder what went wrong. and why.Ive all  but written off my 3rd boi but my squid(navy boi will be down tomorrow and I'm proud of him. he has courage and determination. so hopefully two out of 3 is a good thing. karma is on my side and the rule of three is not broken I havent wronged anyone so my karma is good.. I've had many Domm'es contact me latlley and I think that says something about myself. that I remain poised and stick to my guns(no pun intended) It would be nice to have realtime Domme friends other than the few I already know. but what if they want more.

 I am looking for a fem slave or otherwise for LTR. but a slave /sub I am not to anyone. ever again...

 below is an excerpt from my favorite song.....

 you can twist it , and pull it, and twist a little more , and you wait for your new playmates to rise up from the floor, if you want to find damnation Ive got some to sell ,come raise yourself a private little hell.( we may not be accessable to everyone it 's true)the pleasures of the ages and the tortures of the damned  are at your fingertipps for just a modest fee(saying yes i' am a slave to you) and each sadistic fantacy exceeds the one before you'll not believe the wonders to unfold. the mysteries and majesties locked up inside this box of black and gold(you will have to guess what kind of box)

this song is like my theme its scarry if you let it be its sensual if you want it to be and it takes you out of your headspace too. learn the syllabus , the lyrical rhythum, if you can guess it sometimes its rearranged in a chat a hint of it or one line. you'll guess my mood by the word I might use. I don't often use the capital I when I should. its sLOPPy because I am thinking too fast to stop for the shify key. Im thinking that you should be typing this for me and that why should I still be looking. slaves should be true blue and not play stupid Fuc*&*& games with me. as im totally serious. I'm the real deal I have skills to teach and feelings to share realtime the sensations you are missing because of a simple lack of courage... such a shame.... girls are worse than boys they think i want their sex. guys want me to want their sex. yuck. keep your penis I have all of them I can stand!!!!!

 dismissed

 MK out for now


10/20/2011 2:18:11 PM

IM LOOSING MY PATIENT, EVER COOL, TEMPER. PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO READ! WHY IS IT EVEN WHEN THEY ARE TOLD TO GO REDO AN INTRO LETTER, THEY COME BACK WITHOUT ONE !AND EXPECT AN AUDIANCE WITH ME?

 I GIVE UP! THE ONES WHO ALEADY HAVE AN AUDIANCE WITH ME BETTER KNOW HOW TO KEEP IT, BECAUSE IM SOOOOO DONE WITH THE BULL SCAT HERE... TOO BAD FOR THE REAL ONES... PERHAPS IF THEY CAN FOLLOW DIRECTIONS- THEY WILL FIND ME A BETTER PERSON TO DEAL WITH. MY SQUID BETTER SHOW AnD MY SLAVE E BETTER NOT DISAPPOINT ME,,,

 MISTRESS KRISS     OUT


10/18/2011 6:54:42 PM

tonight is a frustrating night as im attempting to chat with a slave whos lost his chat button. and cannot find a chat room. dont know why he lost it but im sure frustrated. Im hessitory when it comes to adding new names and faces but they come and I dont want to turn new friends away. why am I this way sometimes? because to be turned away from someone who is your ticket to a new world that completes you is a horrid way to try to get thru the day knowing that if you dont find a hint of humanity in someone your very soul will die.. the pain is exceptional. neverending for both the topp and the slave. When will both sides stop the games and admitt that without one another that this world dosent exist at all and all will die?Its truly an everending emptiness where an neverending river of tears flow endlessly down your cheeks drenching the pillow....

 not another breath will expand the body and the heart dosent expand with lifeforce the brain dosent send out thoughts and the thin line that the 3  sisters have is truly cut and all life will  WILL WILL WILL cease!!!!!

tonight I'm in a deathly -mood sadisticlly, saddened -mood shouldnt listen to hellraiser and then the supperman sexlife boogie afterwards. makes for supercharged saddness...

 

MK


10/18/2011 12:20:42 PM

As each day falls to the eventide I think of how I should update this journal. I have the olden time tunes piped into my ears reminding me of the eldest memories of past lives. kingdoms past lives Ive lived slaves Ive been at times and Topps Ive always feared. But in this lifetime Ive evolved finally. I'm the dominant with all the knowldge the Power and compassion to use it with tenderness and wrath if necessary.

 The complexities, of each peson my soul is now responsible for . their health mental and physical. my people my children if you will to mold into perfection. I have eric,  but several others have been left by the wayside because they werent good enough. so the interviews go on. If there were only more willing true slaves , women who were true and slaves not just greedy bottoms or smart assed wanna be's im sure you know who you really are. this is a true art form not a sex crazed leahter fetish. which im sure some people think it i really is because of negitive and gf.bf relationships. a gal drops hot wax on her man in a leather mini and scratches his back and they think theyre lifestyle people but theyre just kinky lovers./ servitude is an artform and if it isnt saved from the sex crazed it will fail and fall by the wayside and the slavery and the form of true servitude will fail and no pride in a job well done will ever be heard of again. those who truly believe will ever hear the cries of anguish like the redmans cries for the green earth after the white men was done with it.(a bit controversial but so is this. (yes Im indian too)

Im not saying there should be  no sex just in the proper ways and proper places for the proper reasons. and not just any scene in public talked to death. uncouth......

 

ENOUGH


10/15/2011 4:07:47 PM

 today I shot my phantom pistol  40 rouI got a special email from a woman whom I like very much and ands worth and only missed a few times. Wow!

Today I got an email from a woman OIm very fond and proud to know and I hope our educational goals go far you know who you are Mz_

 my boi's are not as forthcomeing as I'd like them to be sometimes especially the naval one. however I suppose he will do as his needs are. and i shal do as mine are I can only train the best of a croud and if he isnt the best he dosent deserve me.


10/14/2011 5:58:19 PM

I spoke to slave e today at length today and didnt speak or chat with my long time slave the doc. slave m i do miss them both. but I have learned much about myself today.I can work thru a splitting migraine to an extent blind and nauseous and half running to the lou- or head for you navy men.  I prefer the trained service men for a reason. they know true exhersion and dominance of another. and a way out if necessary. but in slavery there is no way out except thru death or another Dominant. to be sold is a disgrace a failure in your position. so they strive for greatness in art. perfection. which is a credit to me. (grin)

 with all my faults I'm only a human ,a good one but, just that, flaued and non perfect. the Goddess makes us imperfect so we strive each day for her . to make her proud and to make our work perfect in her eyes . would we give her less? NO!!!

 so theres slaves E,M, and Boi Erin, perhaps she will be forgiving of a computer glitch and a not so savy Mistress when it comes to yahoo on a computer that isnt forgiving. theres a namy boy as well who dosent communicate well which should be delt with harshly but if he isnt serious  why should I really give a 3rd thought? if he does as instructed perhaps he will understand I haven't the time to coddle him. I only have time for a few chosent .. they will do nicely.. i have to wait a solid year for my special M and will be very busy with  E. perhaps it is better so. but my heart does want th girl.

 later more. keep up//////


10/14/2011 7:26:45 AM

Well my navy man didnt write to me  and is he going to ? is he another passer by? this site is full of I do not know's but I have other possibilities.I am paitence personified I can take it. do I sound like a self help tape? no,I don't because i'm used to people who arent perfect, who are sceard of what they need and want. they talk themselves out of their hearts desieres because I can give  it to them. make them what they truly desire.

 I remember when I was the one who was uncertian and who needed . now Im the one who will give and who will take it all away if my orders arent followed to a T. Who will  be the the lucky few? who will put that tender faith in my hands and trust that I will not push them to the very life thread breaking , causing their existance to leave this plane? one asked me before and I released him to another life with two trusted friends who made his life again worthwhile for a time and / who knows after that as we lost contact. or I didnt want to know because my heart breaks for slave C. ,a strong slave who only wanted to please and have his life ruled but live a life as well. very confusing boi... stil loved stil wanted  could take and give anything you could dish out. even the nastiest suff.

 perhaps today will be better for me. its all rather disappointing. am I not being clear enough as to what I want? input would be brilliant!


10/13/2011 6:25:38 AM

today is a new day and with tht comes new challanges and new hopes and of course new heartaches. my navy man who gets out of service  in march will write to me sometime today and hopefully tell me more about himself.

I spent an hour on some idiot yesterday that did a duck and run when he couldnt produce a pic so more wasted time. im about sick of it. if they have no pic  Im not going any further. that includes a face not just a  johnson.@!!!!!

I was talking to a wonderful girl who wanted to be a topp and wanted my topp tip topp so to speak training so she could better her skills and havent heard back. bad timing? perhaps.

 what I would do if I had the time with my own slave right now. im frustrated and saddened that its come to this in the lifestyle... so manyheartaches to bear. more after tonights check in's


10/12/2011 6:25:48 PM

I have been ever so patient, ever so kind and talked to many people here at collarme.om. Most of whom seemed sincere. But the few outweigh the many with their willy nilly sneering and time wasting. I am not here to waste time and try to help you to tinsy winsey cyber to get your jollies. Im actually looking for the few good persons who do exist who want to be household artwork slaves. because there is an artform to the world of BDSM . and those of you who have lived it before or who have a true affinity for it know it takes true detication to make it in the lifestyle. An exact artform a credit to your Dom/Dommes- Trainers or Majordomos. whomever is doing the hard work of training your bodies and minds to the  artform of true mastery of the skills that are dying out to the sexcrazed only. people have taken this true form of detication and turned it into something of a game of sexual roulette and trade me for yours and you for mine. which it was never ment to be.... Goddess will it ever end?

 If I were to find one good soul to take up the gauntlet and apply their selves and not think of the sex they might get some sunny afternoon if ever again. and apply themselves to the trade. Id die a happy Wiccan Priestess. knowing I'd passed down a true artform to someone worthy who would in turn teach one more student before they too passed into another life...


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 Age: 25
 Somerville, Massachusetts