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Terrorize me... Splitting my time between Ohio and Albany, NY. I am both here and on Alt (rapesok there).
Victim looking for perpetual enslavement to a captor/rapist minded person. I have met several keenly violent men (and one woman) through alt, and am now hoping to find a permanent owner to serve as victim/slave. A total permanent mind-fuck. If you are into relyfe programming hit me up..and maybe you can hit me up ![]()
Until I find that, I am still looking for play-actual rapes, brutal, believable.
I know it's kind of sick, but I really get off on humiliation and brutality...sleep and food deprivation...religious persecution, public and private humiliation. I have spent a couple of years working this out and know whan it is that I not so much want as intensely need.
My Ideal Person: Someone who enjoys humiliating a girl, who is into violent sex without killing me (bruises, cuts, split lips all ok, just don't want to die).
The person I seek should expect tenderness from me, but not be really inclined to show it towards me.
In short I am hoping to find someone who really enjoys, get his pleasure out of, treating me like an ...like shit.
Had my first Relyfe Programming experience this last week and REALLY want to find someone who wants to mind fuck me that way. If you know erotic hypnosis and relyfe hit me up.
********OK, Quick info update***
I am constantly being asked three questions, so I am going to put the answers here to save time.
1. Yes, i really have had meet and beat encounters...and have the references and pics to prove it, if necessary.
2. Yes, i am serious now about finding a 24/7 absolute tpe and yes relyfe and mind control are a hard requirement for 24/7 owner
3. No, i am not worried about friends and family....since my family consists of three people who do not like or care about me and my friends have all drifted away in the last couple of years, the didn't really approve of my, well my erotic interests, and their boyfirends did..you can see where this part is going...
***another quick update***
I know there aren't a lot of really experienced people on this site, amd that it ol, everyone has a learning curve, but it is important that people realize that a real beating, an intense one, takes time for the girl to recover from...you actually can't beat the shit out of a girl every day for the rest of her life or she won't live long. you can keep her in bondage and treat her like shit every day...you can kick her around every day (![{#}]( "{#}") ) but a real beathign that leaves her back/breasts/pussy marked and her trembling uncontrollably and (in my case) cumming for hours and crying and sobbing just plain takes time to recover from.
The number of guys who are describing things that then intend to do to me that are just plain impossible or would kill me in the first day, is just unreal. Please, if you know what you are doing, tell me, if you want to learn with me that's ok too, but be real, trying to fake it probably won't work ![{#}]( "{#}")
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Quick age update! I was 18 when I created this profile. I'm 30 now. The language was updated a few times in the first few years. Not often since.
Someone just accused me of being deceptive because I haven't updated my age on my profile but the last time I tried to change something my profile was locked for more than a month!
Ill make any updates here, my profile is going to remain the same until CS shrinks their approval time to something reasonable. I enjoy the site, have had a lot of varied success here and a lot of disappointment. I hope they'll do better. |
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Well, that's a failed experiment. Two weeks wasted on trying to teach a very nice man to be the harsh brutal one he believed he was. We both leaned something, he's too nice for brutal, and i'm one horrid and pathetic excuse for a teacher.
Back and looking again! |
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ABSOLUTELY LOVE Tanner Ashe's collection A Small Book of Disturbing Poetry, seriously if you're into girls who are into being hurt or if you're one of us go borrow it from the Kindle Library or buy a copy it something and then email her and tell her she freaking ROCKS! |
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I love this video!
Www.eroprofile.com/m/videos/view/Swimcap-breathplay
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i was talking to someone about this yesterday. It's from a discharge report a few years ago: "Patient displays a pathological need for physical abuse and sexual degredation." And, patient has a masichistic personality disorder" And, "...appears to have attempted to force several sexual partners into extreme acts in an apparent attempt to achieve severe physical injury." and, "Long term commitment is countra indicated under NY law as subject presents no physic threat to others, only to herself."....
So,.heads up: i'm a little fucked up... |
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May 2017
I've been off this site for about 5 years. I just updated a couple of the pictures.
In a nutshell I was in a 24/7 TPE marriage that was almost okay but got traded in for a little asian girl He took into our home from Fetlife.
Sooo, right now I am back and trying to get my balance back...just looking for staged rapes again....for now. Maybe I'll want more later, but that's it for now. |
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Posted a few new pictures...and already i am getting a lot of questions about them.
yes, i was kind of messed up in a couple of the bound ones, i had been kept awake for just over three days when they were taken and i know i don't look my best...i was hallucinating by then, it had been a rough weekend (you can see some of the bruises, and had the most brutal beating of my life just after they were taken...
yes, the woman in the last pictures has a profile on here and yes, i am tied to the bed in that pic with her and yes she is telling the truth when she says she forced me into orgasms until i passed out, so if she told you that it was the truth. |
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two things: 1. i do not use CM's chat messenger because my computer does not like it, it messes things up for me; and, 2. 1brutaldude and i finally met (see my other journal entry and he is a very mice guy, but not really right for this, oh and he's about 19, not 25 like he tells people. Sorry Dude, but its the truth. |
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Ok, stood up three times by a guy (I think he's a guy) named 1brutaldude who doesn't have a profile here but logs on using that name. Girls - do not waste your time on the guy he doesn't keep appointments or dates ! |
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| Age: 25 |
| Pittsburgh,
Pennsylvania |
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