Hello and welcome to my profile. I hope you like what you see and what you read.
I have had a couple of messages now saying that i should be specific about my location so for anyone who wants to know i am in East Sussex.
I am fairly new to being a sissy and just learning to be feminine. I have always had a deep desire to serve and please and i understand the difference between fantasy and reality. I do understand that being submissive is about sacrifice and accepting shame and humiliation as being good for me. Please get in touch with me if you would like to ask me anything or need to tell me something. I am here to learn and i show respect to a superior.
thank you for taking the time and trouble to read my profile, look forward to hearing from you soon.
Sissy Joanna
9/30/2010 2:30:33 AM
i have always had a feminine side, when i was younger my Mother used to laugh at my little penis and soft girly body. She used to say she wanted me to be a girl before i was born. When i got a bit older she used to take me into the ladies toilet until i was about 11 and she made me sit to pee like a girl. At school i never felt relaxed at standing at the urinals. When i was 12 i would sneak into her bedroom and try on her panties and bras and corselettes and suspender belts and so on. I loved the feel and the way they shaped me into a more feminine body. I have always had quite girly breasts and prominent nipples. When i was 15 i discovered that men liked me in panties and i used to let men pick me up and take me in their cars they would feel my little cock through my panties and i would suck them. I always swallowed, it never crossed my mind to spit it out.
Then i left home and felt ashamed of my desires. I kept it all closeted and yet i still met older men and i became more submissive. I was so ashamed that i hid and pretended to be straight and had girlfriends and so on.
In the last couple of years i have become more and more aware that my submissive nature and my feminine side have been supressed for too long. I discovered Collarspace and now i am exploring my desires and learning that this makes me feel happier than anything else i do.
