9/21/2013 8:07:17 PM:   Ok 2nd attempt ! Its been a while, I use to write often. Lately , the last few months I have had a few meetings with people from CM. All were good and each had positives. I guess none for what ever reason was the one ive been searching for. I love to meet new subs and talk and see what progresses from that point. I am not a 100 text person, I feel a real meet is very important for both parts.THere are 5 things i seek Effort Desire Willingness Respect  Truthfulness, these 5 things will complete ant D/S releationship. I do miss having a sub long term or short. The feeling of completeness with her at my feet. The look in her eys, the way it makes me feel, the release it gives me ! I look for her daily, untill i meet her, I will meet and explore and enjoy thoes that I am lucky enough to actually meet in person. Some times i get ona real deep and kinkly porn watching spree below are a few ive watched and are hot as hell to me enjoy and comments are welcome ! . . http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=02d9dcaae8ea53dc030a . .   http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=1954274163 . . http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=1446555642     http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=2c2f12bc76a632494a5d

12/3/2012 4:04:25 PM: Ok 2nd attempt at this Collar me is becoming a pain in the ass yet again ! After a few weeks away for holidays i cameback on checking reading profiles found a few that seemed real and true. One person Emailed me and we traded a few then texted over 150 times only to find out i wasted anouth 4 hours of life ill never get back. People should not be looking for a lifestyle connection if they are not mentally ready ! If you just look for Kinks then good luck to you, If you pretend to want the lifestyle, Dont try if your still attached to the past ! Untill your mentally ready this lifestyle is not for fun and games and wasting someones time. Damn Went from great conversation to Wackey Wackey in 2 seconds !  I have met a few people ltely that seem normal havent met in person but speaking seem good. I now have another bad tase in my mouth from another person full of shit on this site ! Wasted Monday such a shame ! On a good note met a intersteing person today and like the emails ! and talked to a few old friends so all in all not a complete wast !  

10/6/2012 7:53:49 AM: Well , update 101. Im on a few sites vinella one like POF and AFF ( I started here and run a large group on AFF )  Been on alt and a few others, Collar me and FL. Lately been hanging on FL as ive met a few people on CM that are on FL and they perfer to talk there. This is where it gets interesting and a bit funny as well. Talking to them they say FL  is better as people are real  and CM they are mostly fake. Now heres the truth of the matter. These people on FL are no differant ive found, and even on some leval much worse. I spoke with 4  in lengthly email and texts and everone has made excuses on day we were to meeet in person, Yet the claim thats what people on Collar me do ? They think beacuse you wont go to the dungen or Woodshed or Pheiox club your not A dom .... These people have no idea the differance between kink and lifestyle ! Dungens woodshed all nice but bottom line they are for kinks pperiod. I dont have to go play male beleive to know who or what I am. Why is it so Fucking hard for people to just be hionest ? Im so frustrated with both Cm and im about to explde. So Here is my true wish,,, if your in this for knink say so if your a true sub or slave say so, if you donr know what you are say so its not to fucking hard ! Ughhhhhh

9/5/2012 2:41:44 PM:   Damn !  Sometimes , the effort people put into being full of shit amazes me.  With that amount of effort you could learn many things positive well. So  the latest story goes.. I met a Sub on this site about 3 years ago, she lived in Brooksville ( about a hr away ) had no car . It made it tuff to develop a relationship. Over the last 3 years we haveremained friendsas she drifted like many people do into a Vanilla relationship. About 2 months ago she started to email and text me that she missed the sub side and had allways wanted me to be her dom and lead her into a slave. We traded texts email calls for months . Set up a date to finally meet as she has her license back. I rearange work to stay home till 1230 so we could send the morning figuroing out whats the next steps. She even text me at 3am tellling me she was trying to figure out something great to waer to impress me.  I wake up and wait I text i call I email no response, then I get I cant meet you ive changed my mind I have a Migrane and cant drive ? Really afer all this time ? Damn another wasted day and yet more wasted time intalking and working and trying to figure things out ! Fuck truely are there any real subs or slaves that  have a clue and are not just talking the talk ? Im starting to think no !  Not beingthe negitive person, beacuse everyone that i have ever spoken to ive  talked about being positive..  This to shall pass and ill learn a lesson on how not to spend so much time for zero return ! 

8/4/2012 12:10:29 PM: Well , Well ive spent alot more time on here then i normaly do lately, not sure if thats good or bad ! i have spoken to many and learned alot about what brings them to this site ! Interesting very/ The things i still don't get are the subs and slaves that have a profile that starts off with... somthing like. I will not respond if you are not .... ... ....and if you dont like ... ... ... and i will not submit ... ... ... Ughh nothing is more frustrating then a negitive profile on a sub or slave. I know there are many BS and fakes but , what do you think your going to get with profiles like that ? A true Master / Dom will not change is teachings, likes wants just to meet a sub. I just shake my head more and more as i read all the negitive and bossy slaves and subs. Know what you are before you make a profile and at least try and be positive no matter what ! On that note, at least football starts tonight . and my pool is warm !