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***UPDATE*** I earned my first collar from Master on April 8, 2011!! I have learned a lot and am already on my way to earning the second collar. t and am already on my way to earning my second collar. Hello! I be Fe! I am the proud, owned, submissive of DistantThunder. He is the only listed friend I have on here. Got a problem with me, take it up with Him. I am a handful. I am very independent, opinionated, stubborn girl. Luckily, my Master accepts these traits and finds them somewhat endearing. I am currently about to recieve my collar. Yes, I'm one of those submissives. I was not handed a collar because I am cute. I had to complete tasks. And for those inquiring minds, NO I didn't have to learn how to perform fellatio to His liking, or stay chained to a wall for 4 days straight with nothing but a slave diet. I had to read books, write papers, create and adhere to a workout routine, take a class, and a few other various things. I don't think He was prepared for me to turn around and go back to school, but hey, I just followed directions...just went a bit further then was expected. I don't get on here all that often but do enjoy, from time to time, writing up a fun journal entry! If you have any questions or just want to talk, feel free to send me a message. Our only request is that you be respectful. If you aren't, expect to be blocked. :) In love and leather, Fe!

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8/7/2010 6:25:54 PM
I love my Daddy!! He's the bestest ever!!!!

3/5/2010 11:40:11 AM
Anticipation can drive a person nuts...no really it can!!

2/17/2010 7:26:53 AM
A while back I had asked some friends how I would know if someone was meant for me or not. How would I be able to differenciate between what I so fervently dreamed of and what was reality. Was I indeed so blinded by something that was so unrealistic? Was what I dreamed of day after day and night after night impossible to come by?

I would talk to people, learn how they think, find what they wanted, see if we shared common grounds. I would look at my friends, envious of the happiness they shared with each other. Wondering if one day I would find that same happiness. I would turn people away, not because they weren't a good person, but because they didn't meet my expectations. Were these expectations to high? Maybe...

I knew what I wanted. NOTHING, nothing would make me change my mind. Lost in thought, I would sit at my desk and dream of the person who would say the words I have always dreamed of hearing. The man that would sweep me off my feet, seduce my mind, intoxicate me, leave me wanting more. Would I ever find this person, or would I have to settle...

I was sitting at my desk when something caught my attention... Was it the bright colors? Was it the big bold letters? Was it the line "Because I Said So"? Maybe it was all of those things, regardless I found myself mesmorized by this writing. I wanted to say something to this person. I wasn't looking for a respose back, I just wanted to tell this random person Thank You for making me smile. For making me laugh. But, like I said I didn't want to have to bother writing to this person should they feel the need to respond back. I couldn't bring myself to close the window and risk losing this never ending profile that was filled with insight and knowledge through humor and playfulness. Instead I opened a new tab. Seeing that I had a new message, I rolled my eyes, quite certain it was just another "Dom" wanting my number or to tell me some obnoxious order. To see a familiar name somewhat threw me off...I knew this name...but from where? I read the message

"Your profile is great, just thought I would say so and wish you the best of luck... And truly said, live this life like it is the only one you've got... It is."

What? No pick up line? No demands being made? No name calling? I couldn't dare be rude and not thank this kind person. I would give him the respect and at least read his profile and say thank you. Clicking on that grey button, I almost fell off my chair! This was the same person whose profile had caught my attention! I immediately wrote back telling Him thank You. Point out a few details that I had noticed. That letter was just a small start to the many more to come. As we exchanged emails, sharing little details of ourselves, slowly opening up to each other, building a foundation that would be needed to build a successful relationship. Neither of us were really "looking" for anything. We stumbled unknowingly upon each other. I was confused, shocked, bewildered, enchanted...surely this amazing creature was to good to be true. There is not a person in this world that I could spend HOURS on the phone with. No one that I could write never ending emails to, several, in one day. Someone who could tear down my walls in one swift pull, causing me to share things with him that I would never dare to speak of in fear of re opening old wounds. How? Why? Me? Again, Why?

I did the unthinkable...I asked Him what his intentions were, his goal here. Would He tell me? Would I be disappointed like all the other times? What I was not prepared for was complete an total shock. Did he really just say the words I dreamed to hear? Impossible...

"To own you, completely, mind, body and soul, to intertwine our lives and our futures...to be recognized as a unit. When people speak of us it will be DT and fire-eyes"

Could this Man, who had me in complete awe of him, say the EXACT words I have longed to hear? And MEAN them? Impossible...absolutely impossible. So I sit here at my desk, smile upon my face, butterflies in my stomach, wondering how he is going to surprise me next. This is the begining to what I think is going to be a dream come true. My fairytale story brought to life. My happily ever after...

and all i can thank, is fate. and perhaps asrai...







2/15/2010 5:15:04 AM
Sometimes in life you find the most amazing things when you least expect it. Don't run and hide from it, embrace it with all that you are.

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Yumiko59
 
 Age: 96
 New York, New York