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spriteful
| Hetero Female, 32, Missouri
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for the first time in over 3 years im going to put something on here ... i am collared. i have been collared now since march of 2014 and though i didnt think itd last, it has, and i am so happy. believe it or not... my master turned out to be my best friend, so he knows me well and takes care of me. for now, my profile is complete, and i hope it will stay that way for a long while.
ok so im changing my profile.. finally after i donno how many yrs. i have been trying to explain what i want in a Master. finally a song came out.. i couldn't believe it.. so if you are seeking to chat with me.. and need an idea of what i need who i am and what i like watch this-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsPFDzAGb4A
then msg me and btw if you are over 35 dont bother. i am not into the older Tops. and looking like him .. or somewhat like him in the video doesn't hurt
i m a girl that has a burning in my belly that wont stop and i wish none other to serve and serve well.... I believe that a slave should know her place and i make my life a study that i may better be prepared for my Master. slavery is not a form of being forced into a lifestyle that one is not respected and made to work , but i believe that being a slave is a freedom that is only given when ones Master claims her as his own. all the pain and discomfort will come when ones behavior acts up and is punished. if a slave stays true to their heart and serves Master with all their soul and body then nothing will come but happiness and joy that Master is happy.to be owned,protected and loved being secure in ones heart with her Master she will do anything to see Him smile and to be proud of His property. that should always be the desire of ones heart for with out Master girl is noting nor has purpose..but beware i am a sprite and will cause mischief
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3/5/2012 3:21:23 AM: and again things change. lies and pain. the love left me. went mia and disappeared 2 weeks ago. i tried to hold out hope, but alas no go. he was supposed to be here yesterday, again no show. needless to say i have been .. crying. i cant believe that i trusted him. i dont think i will do that again.. its not worth the pain.
1/28/2012 4:31:10 AM: wow what a change of events. through trolls and hills my life has been a up and down. things happen so much and so fast, and then i find myself at the feet of Eryn. He has done so much for me and teaching me things every day. has gotten ppl off my back and.. idk theres a good chance... well hes gonna visit me in march. im not sure if i am excited or terrified lol. pars f me want to run.. a lot of parts do. but some enjoy being able to kneel at his feet and not have to worry about a lot of things. just be. thats all. thought fly through my mind a million a second and i wonder so many things like does he feel the same way, what can i do to make it better.. even if hes lying to me or should i trust him.
so far nolies. no abuse and all i have been is happy. who knows, things may actually be coming together. i love the death outta him just hope that he feels the same way... maybe even a lil bit would be nice.
1/23/2012 2:47:08 PM: so.. finding ppl and getting to know more about me which is good. i have a good friend that has known me for a very long time, and today he sent chills down my spine. i consider him a big brother, hes always watched out for me in bdsm and helped with a lot of things. i told him today that i may have a Sir... and hed have to ask now -jokingly of coarse. he said i dont understand, he doesnt conform to my lil community, to my bdsm if he wants me he will take me as long as i exist im his plaything. he will mess with me at his whim. i think my heart hit my throat. he said that i was in his world and i cant get out until he shows em the door.i asked if i jumped in the rabbit hole and he said i was in wonderland way to long,that the world outside had bruned and was gone. i asked then i should stay safe in wonderland .. he said to run along hed not want his plaything to get into trouble and to behave myslef.
chills. total chills.
i love my big brother.
1/16/2012 5:22:10 PM: sometimes i think i need to be forced to become bi... men hurt my head....
12/24/2011 12:25:09 PM: my heart hurts.my love of my life and life itself left me thurs.. we were together for 4 yrs. my entire world has crashed down around me. yes i know that ill get over it i know that it but for now it hurts so bad that i cant move. breathe or eat. i dont even know why im on here typing this, i really dont. no one on this site really is close to me.. maybe i just need to vent. or cry.. or..i dont know really.i guess if things dont get better then ... idk.. i just dont thats the scary part of it all.
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