I am smart and sensitive but very shy. I have been submissive all of my life and have gotten more and more into the scene, kind of exploring things on my own, but now I need a mistress to take me to the next level. I know most guys probably say this, but I really mean it I am not just looking for someone to get me off. I can do that myself. I am totally turned on by the idea of complete surrender to someone else.
