4/19/2018 12:57:55 AM: In Milan now, going to have a nice time.

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4/16/2018 1:40:45 PM: She is driving me crazy I just hung up from a video chat with my Master. He drives me crazy and today he made me impaled myself with the biggest dildo that I had , the problem was that I was not prepared for that because I thought he wanted to make me insert it inside my pussy. But instead he made me put it inside of my butt slowly and I actually ended up having it all the way in with the help of a porno movie and him watching me and getting excited and actually it did go all the way in with a little struggle and pain but with the breathing and relaxing I manage to have it all the way in to please my Master. It really turned me on and in a crazy way I like when he makes me do challenging things that I’ve never done before. I was going back-and-forth and I made myself come. It turns me on to do that for him. I know he’s going me make me an addict. I love his mind and the way he introduced me to things slowly, I like his voice and his calmness. I feel safe.slut johara

4/16/2018 2:48:01 AM: From the diary of my in training sub:(14th April) I had sex with K last Friday, even though I always enjoy his company, since I met Lorenzo my feelings have been different. Being involved in the BDSM world is something that I always longed for, it is the only way to a true deep meaning of an amazing connection with a Dom. No matter how short or long this relationship is or will be. I am dying to relinquish all the powers to my Signore. I have never been so impatient, anxious and exited to serve. I can feel it in my body when I hear his voice every day, when I think about him. I feel closer to him more than my last BF of 3 years. I cannot wait for him to explore and play with me not just my body, actually I am more into the mind connection, even if I can only have play over intercourse, I will choose play because it's much deeper and stays engraved in my brain like a small electric button that gets ignited at any thought of him or what and with whom he will order me to satisfy and my only goal will Always to obey, serve to the best of what I can be.Intercourse could be the after care.Sometimes I think that I am crazy to pursue this bdsm path because I have not found a decent Dom who is willing to take on a sub with all the responsibilities that entails.How do I know that this is the one?I don't but I will die trying at least one more time, flying to meet a stranger that I am getting to know a little.We talked about breath play and I would love to be under his wings to learn more, I have this idea that it is like being super high on adrenaline and serotonin , and I feel like I would love this and be addicted to it.This deep trust will come in time I think, but I want to experience sub-space.And I want to go to a deepest level as far as pain.Pain is the crucible that melts it all down and reforges me into something wonderful.I want to be used and abused as a sex slave.I want to be on my knees by his feet looking up with tears of intense emotions of joy and pain and know that this is the Dom that I am supposed to be with and acquiesce.I finally arrived home.

3/3/2018 1:40:19 PM: Ok I need to be clear, for UK girls, now on, if you really want to try, remind that people abroad have a different state of mind. About me, I do not play! I live it.