2/16/2018 6:53:47 PM: Master took me for the first time to a kind-off lifestyle convenssion.  i do not recall exactly but it took us more than 2 hours to get there. I guess we were closer to orlando  i recall seeing  i-4 on our way back. the place had lots of people , i guess over 100. most were masters or mistress. most subs or slaves were women, several men. it varied so much. subs went from fully clothed to fully nude. some had collars, some collars and masters pulled them with a rope or chain.  i saw 2 with face covered in a latex mask. some covered with piercings or tattoos. It was more like seeing a sci-fi movie. some were really weird or scary. there was an entrance fee.  there were like different sections. some were free others required payment.  i saw 1 woman being auction. they were two like long bars and several size dildos on it, one  was for vaginal penetration one for anal penetration. the dildos started from small and ended huge.  they was a semen drinking table.  a whipping area.  a breast slapping area.   a groping area.  a tied area. a couple of  areas were sex was permitted were covered.  there were many tables just with products or information. As i recall more i will update. I am still trying to organize my thoughs

1/17/2018 5:34:47 AM: let me clear some things. when i had to serve at the family reunion not all present approved. i would say at least 40% did not approve . some just objected but stayed, others left the reunion.

8/25/2017 6:24:24 AM: Mistress has not given me the second part of the punishment. I am hoping she forgot.Last week she had a friend from college and her family visit.  It was more of a private session. But next day she scheduled a gynecological exam. Her friend and her husband were invited as was my younger brother. 

8/20/2017 4:25:01 PM: Mistress posted 2 new photos. She said my face was not clear when doing a task. People were wondering if it was really me. Those 2 photos should remove any doubt.

7/7/2017 12:54:06 AM: I just had a reality wake up call. A friend here just wrote something so true.  I have been complaining about my exposure.  but, i forgot I do not serve for my pleasure, i do it for my masters pleasure. They have always treated me good. If they decided for whatever reason whose people should see me then let it be. they must have their reasons.  I feel a bit ashamed. I have been complaining for weeks now. I was so wrong.I will try to change my attitude. Its not always easy as some feelings or emotions come from deep inside. But I will try.