12/28/2023 11:05:21 PM: It has been years since I've been on here. I left because the ability to journal was no longer an option. Apparently it has been restored!! This past Summer someone who first viewed me here, found me on Fet.  He remembered my profile and reached out. I was not looking to find someone. And pretty much saw  myself as content to be alone. It was a fluke that I went on Fet , after 1.5 years. Just as I am on here for several years away.  Presently,  I am in a lovely dynamic, with a very good Dom.  He and I see the world and more through  similar lenses. While a new dynamic, I feel so comfortable.  We fit. It is not easy to find someone who has similar,  faith, politics, perspective on D/s , and compatibility, as well as have vanilla life be a great fit too. We have found the needle in the stack of needles!    I appreciate this man very much, and can see myself with him , I can see a future. Tony I am yours, through thick and thin,  I have your 6 and feel the same. You have my heart ❤    M.

4/1/2018 8:42:47 AM: Put the rabbit down and step awaaaaaay from the grocery shelf. 😆

3/16/2018 9:34:51 PM: My goodness had a 'Dom' text me and try to engage me in a discussion as to why I choose this. He did not like my answer and proceeded to ' inform ' me on what the site was about as well as the lifestyle. When I shared I disagreed, that everyone chooses and negotiates what one wants to make it , he became extremely condescending. He was all about eroticism and sex. I laughed and then he ' dismissed ' me!😆 Whew, I was so concerned he wouldn't 😀😃🤣😆

3/11/2018 10:31:37 AM: Still learning and growing. I wish growth would leave emotional pain behind. Alas, it does not. I am stronger for it and will not allow the same behavior from myself or others. Whether it be personal , familial or business. M.

10/5/2017 10:07:43 AM: Almost done with work today. Sitting out under the umbrella and enjoying our Indian Summer. This weekend was supposed to be a camping trip. It is not coming to fruition due to choices made. So much going on instead. I'm looking forward to class tonight and the dance tomorrow. Then I'm heading away for the weekend ! Can't wait to see my friends! M.