What am i looking for here? The best answer i have is i want a genuinely dominant person who will be as lost without me as i am without them.
i'm still growing and still learning who i am in this lifestyle. i've had several amazing people who i learned a great deal from, and i want to continue to learn with someone new. The experiences i felt in my D/s relationships have been more intense than anything i'd experienced prior and i won't settle for less.
i have many interests and many curiosities. The best thing i've experienced is having someone push my limits, knowing that the person who i am subbing to is making me a better sub, and because i trust them enough to allow that.
i want to push myself beyond what I've already done and what I'm still afraid to try.
i'm beginning to realize that i may have more extreme desires than a lot of the people i've spoken with here. My ultimate goal is to have a loving yet strict 24/7 relationship as a collared slave. To have that will require a lot of time, effort, trust, and communication.
However, i freely admit that it takes a lot to capture and hold on to my attention. Anyone interested should be prepared for a challenge.