10/13/2011 9:41:50 PM: There's a big black hole Gonna eat me up someday Someday fades away Like a memory Or a place that you'd rather be Some place lost in space Itch in my head, that's telling me somewhere Somewhere out there anywhere I don't care Get me out of here If I could feel All the pins and the pricks If you were real I could take what's apart And put it back together This will come true Help me get through Into you All I can do driving me through Into you One track Get you on your back Your skin speaks up, but your lips couldn't say it Right now You know somehow We could take a chance We could make it (make it) Right here Make it all disappear Everything we've been missing (missing) You make me feel There's a part of me, that I want to get back again Make this come true Help me get through Into you All I can do Pushing it through Into you All I can do Driving on through Into you You're slipping through I come into Into you We could become Two into one Leave this behind Over and done Everything new I'm coming through Into you

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11/21/2009 12:52:35 PM: I believe I can see the futureBecause I repeat the same routineI think I used to have a purposeThen again, that might have been a dreamI think I used to have a voiceNow I never make a soundI just do what I’ve been toldI really don’t want them to come aroundThere is no love here and there is no painEvery day is exactly the sameI can feel their eyes are watchingIn case I lose myself againSometimes I think I’m happy hereSometimes,  I still pretendI can’t remember how this got startedBut I can tell you exactly how it will end.I’m writing on a little piece of paperI’m hoping someday you might findWell, I’ll hide it behind somethingThey won’t look behindI am still inside hereA little bit comes bleeding throughI wish this could have been any other wayBut I just don’t know, I don’t know,What else I can do…

11/21/2009 12:22:49 PM: well you've got me working so hard latelyworking my hands until they bleedif i was twice the man i could bei'd still be half of what you needstill you lead me and i followanything you ask you know i'll dobut this one act of consecration is what i ask of youringfingerpromise carved in stonedeeper than the searingfingersever flesh and boneand offer it to meyou just left me nailed herehanging like jesus on the crossi'll be dying for your sinsand aiding to the causewrap my eyes in bandagesconfessions i see throughi get everything i wantwhen i get part of youringfingerpromise carved in stonedeeper than the searingfingerdevil's flesh and bonedo something for me

11/21/2009 12:16:19 PM: it's still getting worse after everything i triedwhat if i found a way to wash it all asidewhat if she touches with those fingertipsas the words spill out like fire from her lipsif she says come inside i'll come inside for herif she says give it all i'll give everything to heri am justifiedi am purifiedi am sanctifiedinside youheaven's just a rumor she'll dispelas she walks me through the nicest parts of helli still dream of lips i never should have never kissedwell she knows exactly what i can't resisti'm just caught up in another of her spellsshe's turning me into someone elseeveryday i hope and pray this will endbut when i can i do it all againas surely as the blades course is runmaybe my kingdom's finally come