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Inbetweenie
| Hetero Transgender, 64, Warrington, United Kingdom
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Hello,
First, a qualifying note. My sex is male and I have always lived as boy and man. No one not in the know would consider me otherwise. But I am transgendered in mind, having always regretted not being born a female and having lived as a woman. I expand upon this in the foot note.
I seek to explore my feelings and femininity in the context of the D/s, BDSM dynamic. My feminine mindset is the basis of my fetish interests. It is deeply submissive and evokes a sense of feminine vulnerability within.
I seek, ideally, dominant people who would enjoy giving my feminine side meaning, direction, and purpose, for their needs.
The mental and emotional sensuality that the lifestyle induces is just as important, more so in fact, than its physical side.
I am open to opportunities whether short period or long term.
With respect to the feminisation (and associated demasculinisation) aspect of the D/s, BDSM dynamic, I am open to most interpretations. Forced. Enforced. Mentored. Occasional. Prolonged. A surrogate woman. A drag queen. Whatever else you may have in mind. This does not mean I will be comfortable in these situations. Most likely I will not. I have never been able to shake off my masculine side, and, whatever the situation, I would likely feel to be exactly what I was, a male subjected to behaving in a feminine way. However, it is the frisson, the almost pleasurable sensation of fright, that adds to their lure.
You may be single, a couple, or a group.
In all the above, each is to its merits.
Your location is not a problem. I am willing to travel. I would find the experience to be more thrilling in a location new to me.
I expect health, safety, sanity, and consensuality to never be compromised.
I am a none smoker and have never taken drugs. The same is essential.
Also, for those who may be interested, I am single, unattached, and seeking a full lifetime relationship. Of necessity, this profile dwells upon just one aspect of my nature. I do appreciate that there is far more to life (and me) than just the fetish side. I desire to share a wholesome lifestyle, in which conventional and esoteric interests, aspirations, and values will come together as one, creating a compatible, complementary, exciting whole.
FOOT NOTE AS TO MY FEMININE MINDSET
Physically I am male. I have only male body parts. I was born a male, and I have lived as boy and man. I am not effeminate in my masculine nature. I look like a male, walk like a male, and talk like a male. No one not in the know would consider me otherwise.
Mentally, things are very different. Femininity has been at my core since earliest childhood, long before puberty, long before I knew the facts of life. Femininity is a fundamental part of me and touches me deeply. Women have always been my role models, men never so.
I would have been much happier in life had I been born a female and lived as a woman. By happier, I mean feeling more at one with myself, my true self. My masculine body has always felt to be a facade, concealing the inner, real, whole me. However, influences (including prejudices) in the era of my upbringing, pragmatism (I have a male body so live with it, way of thinking), and tentative masculine resistance and reserve have held me back, to a fault. I have lived as boy and man, forever suppressing my feminine side and confining its expression to OCCASIONAL bouts of crossdressing.
PRODUCT DETAILS
(Yes, I also have a touch of the surreal about me.)
Male (default factory setting), convertible, surplus to normal requirements, available for recycling and reuse. Life size, 5 feet 10 inches tall when fully assembled, before heels and hairdo. Bust, waist, hips, and body form entirely adjustable. Hair style and colour readily changeable, head not so (attempts will expire its lifetime warranty). Fully programmable. Automatable. Display case, stand, and batteries not included.
WARNING
Companies, organisations, institutions, or individuals performing data gathering for any reason DO NOT HAVE my permission to record, store, and/or use any of my personal details (text or photographs) in any form (partial or complete, including any copy in any medium) now or in the future. Such activities will be against my wishes, a gross violation of my privacy, and will be subject to ramifications, including giving me the right to seek out and publicly identify the personal details of those who have disregarded and violated my wishes.
ADDITIONAL TAGS
CD, FLR, LTR, TG, TV
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