10/19/2016 2:18:26 AM: Today I again Did the same thing. Planning started last week. I made another appointment with a Dr. Jarisso ( gynecologist). He is latin. From south america. He is his late 40's or early 50's. Last time I called he was booked for several months. But nurse called me last week and told me he had a cancellation. So  I took it.This time I was with my younger brother Tim. He is 42. We normally see each other once or twice a month for lunch.  We had lunch. Then I asked him to come with me to Kohl's.  At 3 my phone alarm ran. I told him I had forgotten my appointment.  It was at 3:30. I asked him to take me. It was to be very quick. Just a fast pulse and blood pressure. I had filled the paperwork on monday . normally new patients are given several pages to fill out. So I was set. This was my first time here. When it was my turn I told Tim to come with me. Nurse asked my height and took my weight. Then we were taken to room 2. She just said doctor will be with you soon. After 20 min or so Dr. Jarisso came in. WE made small talk , then he told me to go into the small room remove all and put the gown on. strings facing front.  I though oh crap, the info they gave me was wrong. This Doctor uses gowns. I was dissapointed.I did change and came out. Dr. and Tim were talking. Nurse was doing something in the drawer. Dr. told me to sit on chair and stated checking my heart and lungs. then he did hit my knees with a little hammer. He said all is good.he told me to stand up. Had me stand on my left foot then my right.  He asked nurse to place stirups on chair. Then the part i was hoping for. He said Ann please remove gown and lay on chair placing feet on stirups. I did but had bra and panties on. he said Nurse please help patient remove all. I removed them nurse took them. He did the whole examination.  Tim eyes were ready to pop out.  On the way home Tim keep apologizing . Ann, I am sorry. I did not know. I told him it was not his fault. I also though it was a routine thing. 

9/3/2016 1:18:17 AM: Went to the gynecological appointment with Charlie. He is my cousin. It went beyond my expectations.We were at the all when i suddenly remember my appointment. I told Charlie that i had to stop briefly at my new doctors office. It should not take long. WE arrived and i had to fill the 4 pages of questions. The wait was not bad, around 20 in . When the nurse came for e i told Charlie to come with me.  She did all the preliminaries, weight, height, pulse, heart rate, blood pressure. Then she said pointing to the folding screen  please remove your clothe, the doctor will be here shorty. i removed all except bra and panties and stayed behind the folding screen. the nurse came back like 5 minutes later and said please sit down and place feet in stirups. i started to go when she said please remove everything. charlies eyes were huge , he had a lost look. I removed all and sat down. The nurse adjusted the stirups spreading more my legs. after a couple of minutes the doctor came in. He was friendly, brown skin, in his 40's. HE started by examining my breast. Telling me about self checkups. Then he moved down. he inspected y clitoris and lips. then he proceded with the speculum. he said i was well lubricated, which was very good. then asked about my sex life. I looked Charlie in the eyes and said, I have not had sex since my divorce a year ago. the doctor asked me if i masturbated. I told him yes. maybe 3 times a week, and i used a dildo. he then said perfect and told me to make sure i clean and disinfect all toys after using them. The speculum came out. He inserted 2 fingers moving them upward while pressing down on my lower stomach area. the he inserted one finger in my vagina and one in my anus, pressing them together. I felt such a rush. three people watching me fully open. but watching charlie looking made my day. what a fantastic visit.When finished i said to him, sorry i did not know it was going to be a full pelvic exam.He said no problem. BY the way i did notice he had a hardon. he tried to cover it by placing his hands over it. 

8/29/2016 1:38:19 PM: I had to post this.  story a cs person sent me. It is so eroticI did talk to a woman that was involved with a sick Dom. He put a gag in her mouth, put a hood over her head, tied her to a massage table, then went to a bar her father frequented. He brought the dad to his house, telling him his gf loved to be fucked by strangers. The dad ended up fucking his own daughter. He never knew, and she, since she was gagged and bound, could not prevent it.but she could see him thru the hood. 

8/29/2016 10:42:39 AM: For a while I have been asking around for another Doctor.  I like the one I go too, but there is just so many times i can make an excuse to go. Before this I went to the gynecologist once every 3 to 5 years. Its not a pleasant place to be. Most keep you covered most of the time. At last i got lucky. I found 2 more that supposedly do the examination with patient nude. I called the first one. DR. Jarisso. But he was fully booked for the next 3 months.  I did get an appointment for Dr. Pashni. Sounds like pakistani or indian. My appointment is for this friday at 3 pm. I already have my victim. Charlie.he is my cousin. he is 25 and single. not really lives here but i will be having lunch with him. i will use the same tactic i used with dad. wait until last minute and tell him i have a quick appointment. it should not take long. and bring him with me.

8/23/2016 6:21:58 AM: i finally talked to dad.  i did 2 days ago for the first time. he told me he went to church to confess himself. Then went again and had to speak with a very good friend he has whom is a priest. His friend made him understand things better, or in a different kind of way. He was my protector. He was there to protect me. To make sure doctor or other person would not harm me. He was asked would you rather be there or want someone else to be there with your daughter?. That made him see things in a different way.