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teenyone3in
| Hetero Male, 40, Middletown, Pennsylvania
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Middletown Pennsylvania 6' 1"
215 lbs
40
Hetero
Caucasian
06/08/22 |
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The journal spells it out best...random thoughts that I write and then should delete, but I leave them because they are a good snapshot of my thoughts. Basically, I think I am a sissy. I adore women, but I am totally afraid of them. I am weak-willed and just want to make them happy and do what they tell me. I have worn panties, and kind of liked it....actually I really like it. I have a very small endowment. An ex (who cheated on me) left a pair of panties behind...most likely on purpose. I put them on and here I am. Sometimes I kneel in the corner of the room in panties and imagine my womanMistress out on the town with real men. I am obsessed with breasts....so obsessed that they also scare me. I think about being teased by them and denied being able to touch them because they are for real men only. I try to deny myself orgasm as long as I can....but have always had very little control. I never lasted very long with women. Most women I have been with simply tolerated me for a while because I provided a good lifestyle, then cheated or left, or both. For lack of a better term, I am just a little pussy. Perhaps that is the perfect term, because that is what I long for, yet will likely never have. And I cant think of a more emasculating thing to call a guy, yet it makes my lil thing stiff to be called it. I am a pussy. Please message me if you would like to know more. Thank you for reading.
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4/14/2018 9:29:22 PM: I spent some time thinking, 'what is the deal with this censored beta porn?'. It didn't take long for me to realize that this type of 'porn' is really all I should be looking at.
5/11/2017 4:23:44 PM: I feel so small today, in every sense of the word. It is getting worse, this feeling of inadequacy. I feel like begging every woman i see to laugh at me, smack my pathetic wee wee and make me gently kiss their feet and asses.
2/14/2017 8:23:19 PM: Happy Valentine's Day to....my panties. You are who i snuggle up to at night and keep me warm. You are who keep me in my place, where i should be, and remind me of who i am.
7/23/2016 11:41:44 PM: Inspired by a few conversations recently...i think i belong in domestic service. Maybe as a maid, but maybe as just a pussified male who is cucked. Let me think....yep, that's it...a cuckolded pussymaid.
9/26/2015 8:42:08 PM: I feel like i need discipline...not just in the sense of life activities, but real discipline. Like I need to be spanked..HARD. Because i love women, and i see them everywhere, and look at them inappropriately. And a loser pussydick should not do that, and be spanked until i cry, and then spanked some more for crying and being such a pussy about it. I am weak, so weak...
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