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Dazzlegasms
| Hetero Female, 47, Houston, Texas
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I am hoping to finda local Dominant male (unless frequent travel is logistically possible) between 25 and 55. I am clean, well groomed, oddly HWP for a zaftig type (you know BBW, curvy, chunky, fat, whatever), witty, intelligent, fun loving. and in possession of a killer smile and a wicked sparkle in my eye. I am steady, reliable, and trustworthy. I am successful, professional and married to my best friend in a loving and committed relationship. I am not looking for a savior, a hero, a boyfriend or a husband, but a Dom. I believein polyamory and am exploring this. I am not looking simply to hook up so am not interested in the bottom feeders lurking on sites like this in a last ditch effort to find an nsa sex partner when no one else in the real world would have them for a million different reasons. Make no mistake, I am a big, beautiful, full of life woman, not a desperate one. I want someone who has insight into all aspects of bdsm and realizes how much starts with the brain. Ahhhh. So in summary, I want a strong and intelligentdominant that is willing to take this jourmey with me. I want to open myself with great trust to someone deserving of it and thenwell I guess we will see what happens. I am open and curious about many things I have never experienced. And as a brat, my hope is to ultimately find my Daddy.
I am on a large fetish site which has more photos and though I mean no offense to anyone I must include following disclaimer
If you are a Dominate dont stop as I am looking for a Dominant and believe a real one will be able to spell the word.
I would like to clarify that I believe in honesty and my husband and I are on the same page with my play. We may not play together as this is my particular journey, but he is my biggest cheerleader, supporter, and facilitator in my quest. I am not a bored housewife looking to add color to an otherwise drab life, I make my world a RAINBOW and I revel in it. I also mentioned a certain duality within me, I am embarking on this journey to see which of the women warring within will emerge victorious. I am a submissive, a brat, a babygirl. I have never been attracted to idiocy or stupidity. Believe it or not, a smart and witty guy who makes me laugh will have my attention every time. I am a sucker for a nice torso, but who knew? I dont necessarily find conventional beauty all that beautiful or sexy and prefer that certain je ne sais quoi that makes a person stand out among a million others. Like they say, I dont love you because you are beautiful, you are beautiful because I love you. I hate liars, cheats and fakers. I dont keep friends who are not genuine and weed out anything and anyone that isnt adding to or enhancing my life. I have a tendency to allow myself to be taken advantage of and value a protective friend who looks out for my best interests when I sometimes dont.
I am eager to build sustainable life long friendships with good people who understand my soul in addtion to building a community of supportive individuals that will allow me to support them in turn. Or, I could settle for winning powerball lol.
I am drawn to men who are tall and mentally and physically strong. i can appreciate and submit to an older or younger man. i have been called a cougar but i disagree. i am simply open to possibility. And I, like a lot of women, love a gorgeous cock. I also demand good hygiene of myself and any playmates. What? Arent we supposed to be honest?
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6/16/2013 1:12:22 PM: A guided tour through a foreign land is only as good as the tour guide. While I can and did buy some books for my destination, pour over maps and data on the locale..NOTHING takes the place of real in-person exploration. And so it is with kink. I have done all the research and I purchased my tickets long ago. I have perused and evaluated guides, but have yet to find one advertising compatibility with the same interests and pace of exploration as I. Alas, it is frustrating and disheartening to have the trip planned and be in excited anticipation for years while waiting for the right moment. Sure, I could take a trip to someplace more familiar where I could muddle through on my own, But where is the joy and satisfaction in that? I'm holding out. No matter how long it may take.
2/3/2013 6:37:16 PM: What the actual fuck am I doing wrong????
9/8/2012 9:53:43 AM: I understand and appreciate fully that one feasts first with the eyes. Men, women we all do it. I am often thankful for not being one of the pretty people. There have been times in my life when i lWould have sold my soul to the devil to make it so. But after years of self talk and learning to accept and embrace me, though confidence can wax and wane, I realize it has been a gift. Perhaps it was necessary for my eyes to feast on the filling. I once saw two cakes while choosing a birthday cake. Both identical. Flawless decoration, but one was for display only and covered styrofoam. It is important to be able to look past the surface to the heart of a person, the potential, the soul, to feast on the beauty there. Not be distracted by the first rush of outward beauty. It doesn't mean they dont coexist, because thank god they do. But more often than not, they don't. So while you are feasting and deciding with your eyes, please know that I am too. :)
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