4/16/2018 7:21:10 PM: You ever had a walk test cancelled?  For 23mph winds?  I don't wonder why other services give us a hard time...

4/8/2018 11:09:38 AM: Another glorious day in MO.  Just when you think Spring is here, a massive snow event hits. FML.Other than that, not a whole lot of news.  Been chatting with some folks, one friend found her way back from the North.  I think she may be to blame for dropping the snow over here.  Work is about the same, leadership is manufacturing crisis, as usual.  I did get to go shooting this weekend, indoors, of course.  Maybe next week, some shotgunning with clay.  It's fun showing up with a pawn shop gun and scoring higher than a guy with a Beretta sponsored wardrobe and his $3k gun.  Maybe I'll compete one day...

3/24/2018 11:18:29 PM: Ah Missouri, your weather is starting to piss me off.  Work in an office, sun all week, then get crapped on for the weekend.  But, the time is coming, dust off the bicycle and I'll be back on the trails.  Releasing all this pent up energy.  True, I may not be on here as much.  I think...I really don't know.  Its been a few months since I started trying to find my way.  Since I'm out here, I'm kind of limited in avenues.  I've met/chatted with a pretty diverse group of people.  Some are on a similar path.  Others, trying to find that right one that hits all the check boxes.  I wish them luck, I really do.  There are of course some outliers, the ones who don't fit into a category.  Those best described by their name.  I've met two, so far.  So, my time has not been wasted.  You have to look at the bigger picture.  Did I have a whole month of frustration OR get to know people I wouldn't have otherwise met?  There's always hope and if it wasn't a struggle, no one would leave home.  Maybe I'll find someone a bit closer in the next months, or hang out with someone back home for visits.  Who knows.  I do know this site is getting on my nerves;  I wish it would not mess with my paragraphs!! ehh

3/18/2018 5:56:33 AM: One more weekend closer to retirement, so what if it may be 3 yrs away. It counts! But, a nice moderate break from being awake at work. The place where I wear my Superman cape, since I transferred jobs. Trying to pickup the pieces from a person juggling too much and one who can’t square his home life away. I’m not throwing stones, but the golden rule for my line of work is; when at work, you work. I’m not nessecarily looking forward to this collision of ideals, Monday. But, you can’t run a train if the engineer is fucking off in the caboose, trying to keep his wife off the conductor. I’ll try not to make an Amtrak joke here. So, I as the senior to both guys, am taking a subordinate role to one and trying to realign the other taskings of the other. Oh yeah, and fill the un-named role of getting things for the entire place. I have a knack for researching options that don’t have us paying at our level. No, not stealing; reappropriating through other means. I saw what it took to get promoted to a bigger headache. After running the numbers and considering my morales, I came to the abrupt conclusion that I can help more people where I’m at. And, I won’t have to research the best chapstick for kissing ass. That’s putting it mildly, by the way. But, the supervision is better, the younglings (Star Wars ref) are more willing to expand their boundaries, overall a better foundation. So, yeah, if I could get this whole submissive thing figured out, I’d be on easy street... I guess staying up ‘til the sun rises, probably not the best idea. Not saying I should have ever left home, but I miss the Chesapeake, the Susquehanna, and those places in between. My mind got transported back there, this week. Someone asked how to pronounce my birthplace. It’s a unique name, aka French. It wasn’t lost on the Brits a few hundred years ago when they torched it. But, I’m not salty. The place is beautiful near the bay, boats and such. Another thing I missed out on, boating, crap.

3/13/2018 7:23:45 PM:      So there I was, tinkering with this app Whiplr.  Slightly odd, as most of the contacts are over 500 miles away.  It's funny too, there's no rhyme or reason to how far anyone marked '500+' is close to your avatar.  So if you were to try it out, tap the closest person to you, she would be from London.  Yeah, I think there needs to be a '1000+' marker.       I did however, have a short chat with someone from St Louis.  She made a good argument for requesting tributes from people.  One was, 'if you're good at something, you should charge.'  She's right, of course.  She described herself as pretty (she was), and is constantly bombarded by emails and messages as soon as she went public.       Now you have to figure about 98% of those emails, are bullshit.  then you've got the 2% that actually understand you have to treat people humanely.  I know, it's weird.  Sending a dic pic off the bat, probably not going to get a reply.  Could go to jail, these days.  But to take the time to know a person, you never know what kind of reward you'll get for being an adult.  From experience, I've sent out dozens (+) of emails.  But first, I read what they had to say in their profile.  Those that choose to write and expose themselves (in writing) could be baring their soul, their desires, their wishes.  To ignore that, is a foul.  I've been lucky enough to be noticed on some email piles, and grateful for it.  Although I dislike the distance between, I've no choice.  They are a lifeline.  I don't throw that word around lightly.  I mean, instead of enjoying a good sparring over email, I'd be in my room, trying to figure out a better self tie.  Kink starved is one thing.  But being communication starved, is quite another.     I know it says sub in my name.  But, I don't think it's because of that I try to treat people with respect.  I may have made a mistake (a few times), but I still care about those people.  There's one or two I'd really like to tip a beer with (Yuengling, of course).  And, kink may not even come up.  It's odd that to find such people/gems of intellect, on this site.  I guess by being here, they're looking for open minds...  Or maybe it's just a siren song leading to the eventual subjugation of man-kind.  Eh, I'm intrigued enough to find out :)