There are good reasons for the part of my personality that supports a cradle to grave submissiveness. Something I hope to talk about more with someone one on one. But over the years Ive also found that being a good sub lead me toward wanting to dabble in domination. I use a small d there because I can never be a true dominant. My domination rests more with the need to submit in the end. When you take a sub, control her and lay domination over her, Id like to think I do so because its desire for her. Its a need to explore her. But in the end, is it really very dominant to force ones face so deep into a persons wetness that its really domination, or is it submission. Sort of a fine line that I like to ride along, at times.
Looking is so hard, isnt it? I do prefer however, a confident and strong dominant woman who can stretch limits and help discover new pleasures, expanding limits or boundaries, and tearing down walls. Id like a dominant who is respectful and traditional and a caring person. Someone who can develop secretive looks in public when no on notices. I need to be in the care-taking role. Taking care of her, preparing her, exploring her and exploring new level of eroticism with her. I have secrets and those need to be nurtured--- as do you I hope she does.
