WE HAD A WILDFIRE DESTROY ALL OUR DREAMS. SOMEHOW WILL TRY TO PUSH FORWARD, BUT TODAY SEEMS BLEAK.
The change made to become more is symbolic yet reinforced by physical transformation.
Often, people ask about the meaning of life, it's origins, and what happens to us when we pass on? The important thing to understand is our view of time is incorrect. Time and everything even energy, is eternal, what is temporary is the particular arrangement that forms life. One needs to understand that this arrangement is not accidental or random, it is very specific. The energies of the higher frequencies which are the eternal components of all mass effect the arrangement of matter and yet defy detection. That is the real you, and the real me...
The thing that achieves no allowance in the world of knowledge of men, is the belief in structure having limits. No energy or matter is ever destroyed only the arrangement of it changes, modifies or is absorbed into a "stationary" system. We men of earth believe in charge as an abstract without understanding the temporal nature of it, nor do we allow for the particle as a wave. One has really no reason to insist that frequencies would reach some terminus, in wavelength or duration, there are levels of transformation into other considerations that quickly inhabit the "occult" world of thought. I am never forgiven for making this intellectual jump, and thus those considering themselves educated would rapidly dismiss the arguments as a tryst of some ranting hippie, yet if you knew me well, you would know that one day in my past I was one who would have also dismissed these notions. So, perhaps one should bear with the rants, long enough to reconsider knowledge on fundamental levels. Parts of these clues fail the westerner in his considerations of the knowable, as he sees a world with lineal time. He sees a solid mass in each particle of an atom and separate particles with charge relations. None of these views allow for other considerations in matter and life. They are part of an inconclusive and incomplete view which barely corresponds with occurrences that exceed the grid. So, as an alternative, imagine a different point of view, particles made of impossibly small points of eternity, locked into the now, the absolute moment of !NOW! is never realized, but instead all matter and energy is trying to obey a "new" law of physical properties, which is:
Temporal Dynamics Law One: Everything in the whole of existence is in motion, nothing every occupies the same space again. Thus the the knowledge of all possibilities can occur. This is a mechanism which brought about all creation. Nothing simply can never exist, as part of paradox, if, all the world was nothing, then, there would still be one nothing. Thus one is making a small leap to the obviousness of seek by saying, all possibilities exist, and God searches for the simple quest, what am I?
Temporal Dynamics Law Two: Everything in all of existence is attempting to be at the center of !NOW!
This is the reason we find gravity so impossible to fathom. Once again, using the wrong model for time, is like trying to see what is wrong with the windshield wipers by looking at the tire tracks. The dualism of future and past seem obvious, we do not consider now in a fashion which reveals the force with in it. Consider now as raindrop landing on a hot greased frying pan, think of it as the funnel or air when you drain the tub. Realize it has a scope of activity. Know that force is an effect of time. There are 3 forces one the future unfolding destiny, one the past revealing the effects of events occurring, and now the pathway to eternity.
Temporal Dynamics Law Three: "NO MATTER OR ENERGY CAN INHABIT !NOW!."
all structure arrangements are in juxtaposition between these 2 factors of time, future and past, the only thing that ever passes into the center of now is our soul. The living force comes to, and leaves from our world in the now. As we move slowly and forever approaching !NOW! one learns the avenue is infinite, yet beyond the point of nexus there is another side, The Other Side 0f Now. This is the source of creation, in that here is the realm of eternity. Master holds the stone between His fingers, seemingly peering beyond it, then tosses it to the ground. "That is how a stone can be billions of years old."
Temporal Dynamics Law Four: "INFINITE HARMONIC POSSIBILITIES CAN OCCUR WITH A CORRESPONDING SCALE OF EVENTS, WITH EACH VECTOR OF SCALE BEING ETERNAL, INFINITELY LONG, INFINITELY SHORT." Mega galaxies to ethereal neutrons, there is correspondence. Massive scale events move large quantities of micro particles, extreme quantitative particle events effect massive scales.
The distance and nature of displacement from the center of the moment determines the charge of energy wave forms. These factors have confounded every great thinker, and it should not cause shame, it is beyond human sight, yet we may see the light coming from the source. The great project within the act of magic in the ancient times of this art was the determination of how structures could be rearranged to evoke a new start of the life process within an existing organism. All organic life forms have a limited experience with time, the lack of ability to sustain this process is due to not understanding the true nature of time and how matter functions via harmonics of vibrations. The spark of life occurs with the nearly perfect alignment of the internal particles within the water involved. The harmonics within them are in alignment, as this process proceeds in duration the alignment becomes increasing random. All we consume as food and drink is also misaligned. All tissues are made from molecular structures involving complex ion formation and the associated ligan fields of water molecules. The Van Der Waals force from the nucleus of oxygen atoms is a harmonically strong situation as the geometry of 16 particles is 4 within 4.
Water molecules are conflicted to an extreme, while the chemical valance of Oxygen is 2 the electrons inhabit the Hydrogen atoms is ways that leave the fields from the Oxygen atom exposed. This fact is the power forming life. I stir another spoon of sugar into my coffee, watching it dissolve, knowing that this force is at work as the polar forces in the water break apart the crystals. Many crystals themselves are considered ionic, meaning they are in complex with associated water. Sugar and water meet an Iron atom and form a complex ion with it known as hemoglobin. In the fictional accounts of vampires this complex is supposed to sustain life. How close to true is that notion? It would not be the blood, but rather the water with in the blood that would cause this effect. The project is based on a perfect geometry that is deeply complex, yet we see that time is effected in harmonic correspondence. What would happen if one could create water with perfect harmonic alignment like the coherence of light from a laser? My thinking on this, is that, this was done by those of us once in a distant past, how I could know this is like explaining how I am alive, I do not know except to say I feel it and dream about it. Sound in the form of a perfect pitch was produced and refined by the process of experiment. As this work progressed the project drew upon the people of the world at that time, to create the Halls of Amenty. In this time we speculate how this devise worked, yet no one considered for a moment the physics of such a devise and the possibility of vibrations within a huge pile of stones as massive as the ones used. The name of god contains the perfect pitch of the royal "A". This tone evokes a dissonance in the halls, the vibrations cause the stones to react producing an energy within them which is collected and focused upon water vapor. The stones themselves containing chemical water of formation. The resulting waves bring the water mist droplets into perfect temporal alignment as every molecule become aligned in unison within. the mist collected and rains below into a vat. The god king would bathe and drink of this perfect water becoming renewed, defying the laws of life. So, why would people build huge structures all over the world piling huge stones? Some may simply have been sponed from vague traditions of a rumor that once, in a distant past, men found a way to survive death.... I, Mage Amen Ra lived in those days and worked to make this machine a reality.
The great seal depicts an all knowing eye at the apex of the pyramid, this is representative of the other side of now, where eternity is looking into our moment, our little bubble of time, the oddity sizzling along on the bottom of the frying pan of forever.
"NO AMOUNT OF MONEY, OR ANY SUBSTANCE YOU MAY CONSUME, IN ANY MANNER, CAN EFFECT YOUR BEING IN A FASHION TO EVOKE CLARITY OF MIND. BEING ABLE TO THINK CLEARLY, LIVE IN PURITY, AND HOLD KNOWLEDGE OF VALUE, IS ONLY ACHIEVED BY WORK ON THE SELF"
I would like to invite anyone who wishes to come to my room at IMVU and enjoy 3d chat to feel free to do so. In public rooms go to the access pass room called EvilTopia.
I am so enjoying the true power one finds from being completely alone. I have recently felt overwhelmed by how utterly stupid the entire society seems to be, no wonder it is a dark planet.
If I would be quoted for anything as some famous people are, then it would be this line..."The one thing money can never buy and drugs can never give you is a clear mind."
In reality I would like to find someone to help me get the studio going, with an interest in pottery, or greenhouse care. Kitty and I are opening a restaurant (BAKERY) and store. A common interest is worth more than all the fashion or makeup, money or cars, or big homes in the world, it forms a bond that will last.
I am extremely complex, maybe you would find that you are simply not able to comprehend my path. I think of the classical composition "The Artist's Life" and it fills me with the meaning of mystery in the woods, one finds life happens on so many levels the task is to compile one's personalities into oneness of being and purpose. If one is filled with games, they find them reversed upon them and often see this as a game played by the mirror. IT IS THEIR OWN GAME IN THE MIRROR!
I think slaves need to read this better, or maybe for the 1st time? As the whip lands for each blow they need to recite this creed one line per blow until it is complete each time punished.
1) *I will surrender myself to my MASTER and to his love for I am a slave. * My thoughts will be only to love and to serve my MASTER and to make him proud of me, for I am a slave.
2) * I will always respect my MASTER, for I am a slave.
3) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands fully, for I am a slave.
4) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands immediately, for I am a slave.
5) * I will always serve and obey my MASTER’S commands silently, except for Yes Sir, for I am a slave.
6) * I will always address my MASTER as Sir or Master or by whatever title he chooses to specify, for I am a slave.
7) * I will never question the reasons behind my MASTER’S commands, for they are none of my concern, for I am a slave.
8) * I will speak only when my MASTER gives me permission to speak, and any Question I may have regarding His commands, or the specifications of my assigned duties are to be private and never in front of people, for I am a slave.
9) * I will always be nude in the presence of my MASTER unless told otherwise, for I am a slave.
10) * I will always wear my MASTER’S collar, unless I am told otherwise, for I am a slave.
11) * I will only wear the clothing that my MASTER permits me to wear, or go naked if HE so requires, for I am a slave.
12) * If I am permitted to work, I shall work only for my MASTER and surrender to HIM all proceeds from my labors, for I am a slave.
13) * I will always stand in the presence of my MASTER, with my head bowed in my hands behind me, but not resting on my ass, for I am a slave.
14) * I will kneel in the presence of my MASTER, when he allows me to, with my head bowed and my hands behind me, but not resting on my ass, for I am a slave.
15) * I will sit only at my MASTER’S feet, unless he tells me otherwise, for I am a slave.
16) * I will at no time presume to sit on a piece of furniture without my MASTER’S express permission, for I am a slave.
17) * I will always keep my body clean and ready for my MASTER’S use and pleasure, for I am a slave.
18) * My bodily functions are to be completely controlled by my MASTER; even the times I may be allowed to go to the bathroom are to be specified by him, for I am a slave.
19) * I will always be available for my MASTER’S use and pleasure, or for the use an pleasure of whomever HE shall command me to serve, for I am a slave.
20) * I will never smoke, drink alcohol, or take drugs without my MASTER’S express permission, for I am a slave.
21) * I will eat only those foods provided by my MASTER, when and where he specifies I may eat them, for I am a slave.
22) * I will never get into my MASTER’S bed unless I have asked permission and that permission has been granted, for I am a slave. I will keep my body free from hair below the eyes, particularly my crotch, ass, and armpits, for I am a slave.
23) * I will never harbor feelings of anger or resentment towards my MASTER, and if such feelings should involuntarily cross my consciousness, I shall immediately confess these feelings to Him and submit to whatever punishment He deems appropriate, for I am a slave.
24) * I will do my best to never be an encumbrance to my MASTER or make Him uncomfortable by my presence, for I am a slave.
25) * I will submit willingly to whatever additional rules my MASTER may wish to impose, either now or at a later date, for I am a slave.
26) * Because my body is now my MASTER’S property, it is no longer my right to protest any use HE chooses to make of it. Rather it is an honor if he chooses to touch me at all, for I am a slave.
4/2/2018 8:59:05 PM: A new thought has come about recently, which is that there might be a previously undefined atomic particle in relationship to the Alpha particle which is widely distributed in the universe or at least our solar system. The trivalent gas known as Nitrogen, just might be a building block of atoms. I have noticed the number 14 from the Nitrogen mass of 7 protons and an equal 7 neutrons actually comes very close in the combination of very common elements like Silicon, Iron, Cerium and Gold. All these elements have a common property of electromagnetic and conductive uses. There is a possibility that sub groupings of clustered neutrons and protons interact around a central supercharged neutron or smaller particle. Since all atoms are a waveform, these particles would represent orientation of nodes as all are distanced from absolute !NOW! I will elaborate on this later....
1/7/2018 9:18:38 AM: Consider two massive parts in collision, such as a comet and a planet. Comets are normally constituted of CO2 and Water H2O. In a smaller event the matter undergoes normal kinetic events, but when the mass is greater, the matter collides with itself, the pressure of mass compression is equal to the force of implosion used to set off a chain reaction in nuclear weapons, the result is the same, fusion. Now departing from mainstream science, we look at yields or results for a clue as what occurs. Carbon 12 particles, Oxygen 16 so in CO2 the total is 16+16+12=44 so, at energy levels of a fusion event, we get some form of radiation in this case high energy Alpha particles. We find this also true in drilling for gas. We find helium or depleted Alpha particles. The yield is limestone. Ca2(CO3) likely the extra Oxygen provided by water in the mix. While science will not agree, the evidence is strong, when you consider yields. Science has tendencies worse than blindness, they are politically related, our lessons are tainted by those who declare they are so. Yet logically, to a few or perhaps only this one, there is some mechanism materials come to exist. Since I was a child I asked the question, 'Where did the matter in this rock come from?' What this would mean is that Mass and Velocity are part of the equation which would derive from the base formula of E=Mc2. M would be fed into this formula by a factor of 10^23 which takes a chomp out of 300,000 meters per second x 300,000 meters per second. Inverting this formula should show the energy yields, however the evolution of matter to a higher form is not included in this occasion where Matter is upgrading to a higher form. Yet there very well could be a fusion technology possible where transmutation can occur if we collide enough mass with enough velocity together, like sending two cannonballs of metal into collision to get gold as a yield. I suspect of we examine nature we soon see gold occurs with SiO2 nearby very often. Si is 28 and gold 197 might be possible for 28 x 7 = 196 perhaps somewhere grabbing a hydrogen or more likely a neutron to become 187 but it is startlingly close to call coincidence.. also considering the possibility of a hot spot in fusion during the moment of intense energy considering that 2 Oxygen could fuse into silicon with the action involving the release of a Alpha particle, a hydrogen might be the very seed at the core of a cluster of 7 silicons newly forming during collisions. Other possibilities could include the formation of other structures which then yield down to gold. I have long believed the entire formation occurs from water as a source, due to the fact all silicon dioxides are formulated with large amount of chemically combined water. Possibly one could consider there being a single neutron at the core of a gold atom surrounded by 7 silicone nuclei, this could help with understanding the properties of gold, like the extreme malleability, and conducting qualities. Now i am trying to picture 14 sub-particles arranged in the spacial form of a torrid with a polar energy field running through a super-neutron at the core. This explains the power of gold. It is a focus of nuclear energy. Making it the ultimate conduit. In the times of the very ancient past when a different technology built power structures in the Giza desert, The outer casing was polished alabaster and the top 1/3 was covered in gold, the suppression is that the covering and geometry along with specific resonance vibrations causing piezoelectric effect, opened a portal into eternity, possibly even into continuum. To add explanation both realms are present with us constantly as they all share the moment of !NOW! but now develops new meaning which frankly is why we do not perceive these realms. Eternity is the infinity of our time and space, while Continuum is the summation of all possible times and spaces. While we really can't perceive these places in rational means, they are of importance to us in many ways, especially if one wants to cause effect with Dominion over our situation as beings on Earth. Either over events affecting masses or things far more personal. The devices in Giza could have brought about rejuvenation of individuals to live prolonged life cycles by providing needed new genetic information on the spiritual level or esoteric level which caused the real world matter to enjoin. Time travel is another possibility, travel in time automatically involves crossing space as well, so many sci fi shows show years of travel in time never considering that the planet and even solar system have moved astronomical distances over a period of years. One would have to fly to some coordinates in the distance then travel in time, or step into a portal that crosses through both time and space. Likewise any trip through space is also a time travel as well, especially at near light speed. Light speed is 2 G's of force for 2.2 years. That is going to be one heck of a rocket.
The thought of Gold having a super-nuetron at the core might explain the stabitity of the electron orbitals. Of course the valence of orbital nodes mostly effects chemical interaction of the nebulas electron field which lingers in the past from the protons in the neuclas, however, this super-neutron would be solidly centered to !NOW! Thus all charged particles would display the solidity. This explains the property of malitbility the atoms are slippery toward each other, yet strongly in affinity as the center is a strong attractor drawing in the neighboring electrons somewhat randomly. This fluid aspect allows conductivity. The action of electrical flow is a curious one, those electrons of a static nature must be even further removed from the moment. There is much to consider on the temporal effect of electricity. There have been rumors of fields generating time portals. Indeed the pyrimids could be the greatest generator of electrical potential ever built, once you consider vibration via specific disonsnce and the accumulation of piezoelectric effect on that scale.
12/25/2017 8:53:02 PM: Making a note of how things seem and yet do not appear. The serpent grabs it's tail in a loop looking like an 8 sideways, known to represent eternity. There are 4 nodes of a standing wave forming a particle depicted there. Yet the Pentagram is a flat symbol depending 4 nodes of temporal intensity in Flux from future to past, about a 5th point which is at the top, or in the very center being now the exact complete impossibility of eternal infinity of now, !NOW! None of this geometry does more than attempt to relate references to something vastly more nebulous. Yet there is amazing depth to the vibratory spectrum of energy fields, the harmonics collect the energies into bands. Accumulate fields for greater intensities in collective. Some cases create temporal disruptions. Enough study of this possible phenomenon concept could yield prolonged life and engineered DNA with possible life being produced artifically. Space and time travel. Matter transmutation, levitation, invisibility, the dismantling of matter into pure energy. Learning the actual and true nature of time is a very valuable asset. This knowledge holds self proof in that the structure of the atom fails to be explained in any other manner unless you consider that some internal particles are neutral hovering over and within the exact moment of !NOW! One cannot assume that moment threshold is smaller than the nucleus as this could be simultaneously harmonic dependant of harmonic phase at a sample moment. The positive particles are glued by the captured negative ones incorporated in the neutral ones, finally the negative particles with nearly no mass are in the past of the exact now. The facts therefore being time dictates mass when something is weighted into the past their presence in the now is not massive. The distance between the opposite particles demostrates a temporal force is separating these sub-atomic energy masses. As of yet no other offering has come close to an explanation of atomic forces.
12/17/2017 2:49:38 PM: If one seeks to tell a story of origins and that story is unfathomable, the basis is enigmatic, the foundation is inconclusive, and the ground upon which it is built is nebulous, where does one begin? The answer seems to be at the junction between that thing we consider to be our reality, and the seemly fantastic realm from which all creation has found solidity. The unfathomable, is the Continuum, a vastness beyond comprehension by minds in bondage to the constructs of human commonality, that agreement into which we all participate where everyone agrees there is an apple on the table and it is red. Yet none of us actually know what red looks like for the next being, only that there is an agreement. In more complex matters, very often the agreement falters. We build institutions to teach and train, therefore reinforcing the binding notions of agreement to popular and political conformity. Only when one evades those seeking to train and entrench the mind, does one begin to find the path of the Occult. Inconclusive in foundation are the cornerstones and columns of reality when faced with the burden of accumulative unknowns, as the vastness of all possibilities begins to overwhelm certainty. Nebulous are the grounds and subterranean below the pennants upon which commonality was built. Ivory towers fall to the force new knowledge. Nothing of this work can claim or pretense validity, yet perhaps by mere coincidence, and the visions of the inner mind, this one dares to set gaze into realms beyond. Imagine there is a factor that is in nature similar and in fact directly related to the speed of light, a child asks wide eyed in simple mindedness, 'Why does light have a speed?' Indeed the point is among many where the answer by the finest of minds would be we do not know why, we only know that is does. The propagation rate of vibration in a medium is referee to sound as one of our sensory methods of input to the body is adjust for interpreting sound, another for light. When one looks at the vast differential in speed and applies a factoring of increase by some derivative or exponent, the next rate based on this formula of extension would cross the universe in mere seconds. This would go in hand with the idea that in all parts of the universe it is now. This new rate of speed is therefore beyond time, it's foce being spiritual in nature, however do not confuse spirit with those taught by religion, they are only similar in nature, by spiritual in this context is referring to those parts which are within our beings that are also part of a more rapid and inset group of parts in vibrational frequencies beyond those of ordinary matter, some of which are coincidental to threshold that then lays beyond body and world. Yet do not mistake these parts because they are the source touching 2 higher dimensional aspect of higher universe beyond this lower one. We are not disconnected from those realms, we are blind to them as our focus is physical. Those seeking are in all aspects of life or lifestyle. All of this comes through the start point of discussion, a nexus, or zero point, or as this channeling teaches, the Eye of Ra. This point has no detectable size, it is related to a factor of light speed in that this point is pressured to exist so time can progress, time bends a constant corner at this eye, and it occurs in numbers factored by 10^23 for the basic size of each atom, however it is at the very core of every neutron. Thus we have an event folding space time at the core of a Flux where equal factors energy fields reside in both opposite directions of Flux married into a neutral union which one may easily argue is the very stuff bonding everything together. There are 4 distinct moments of time surrounding this eye in which time is very likely irrelevant. One might conclude the very energy that forms here is brought forth from within the eye. Such knowledge to those who seek to conjure manifestations might be indeed be dangerous, consider this point wisely as intimate knowledge would be exclusive to your familiar, but remains blind one who does not span the threshold of death. It is the realm by which Ra in anubis form resolves that the idea of the chicken came fourth bearing the ability to produce eggs. All life and matter springs forth from the shell of the neutron. The divisional shift of the polar aspects occurs in a temporal shift from the eye which resides in the curve of space that enters the exact moment of now in Eternity and Continuum that foundation in the Wellspring of the unfathomable. There are those things which cannot be seen by lower beings even if their teachers reside inside lightning bolts. They are beings of pure energy that form is something only one's mind seeks to add for sake of sanity. Seeing into these realms would lend one to judgement by many as to both validity and sanity, thus one walks easy with solid shoes. Only follow the logic says the soul. So, think of time having an absolute center so extremely persistent time would stop forever, yet there is a eruption of creation, in the sense that matter and life exists, if not, perhaps an entire universe created for you. One should not disinclude that possibility in one's self image, that this entire world is uniquely ours, each one of us in our own universe, while we may also share the framework, what we do not really know is if their green is my green, or red, nor blue, white or black, etc. We could all have alternative yet concise versions of a world that may solidify randomly upon encounter. This does seem supported by testimony when groups are asked what they observed. The premise of sorcery is upon this foundation, that the frame can be manipulated to produce an altered result. A thing recently learned when following dream state notions to effect weather. Nothing this one will try again... everthing has a cost, much as it has an effect. What supports the idea of a huge physical structure of solidity is events occurring on massive scale, like weather, and physical shifts. Occasionally we observe uniqueness which is astounding and future supports the framework in flux, perhaps new species come fourth as we observe them for the first time. From nowhere come massively disturbing events like plagues. So, after embellishing, some force dislodges electron from proton, and the immediately separate a vast distance considering the scale. Time causes this, the 2 directions of flux are not in the same time during the exact now they have shifted I time by a slight factor, the manifestation is a speration which creates virtually everything. Neutrons are lending component characteristics that bond the core of the atom anchoring the matter. Sheering this association is the focus of those seeking energy from the atom, yet they do not see the temporal connection occurring. This is what needs related in the nutshell, and of course more aspects, this needs study. Time is a source from the wealth of higher creations, of all power ad energy. Changing this bond in any way does indeed release a huge enegy, those bonds are eternal. Silicon atoms in stone 5.5 billions of years old, still the same atom after absorbing photons and stress forces for that long, still the same. Accelerate to a certain speed in a particular mass and a release of energy as observed during Shoemaker Levi 7 on Jupiter in the 90's occurs. Yeah there are ways to low tech fusion.
12/1/2017 11:06:18 PM: In the spirit of rememberance, I recall the laws of 3 and 7 and the function of the Gurdjievian Enneagram. The ignigma of the missing whole tones and the coma of Pythagoras, indicate a Flux of 2 points in the matching of whole numbers and hamonics. The physical fact curves space and folds time, some believe, but I think these points of fest the portion of the events that are bipolar in connection to event direction, all would agree these points are where events sequence. Thoth, states in the Hermatica, as above, so below, indicating multiple levels of scales red by the same event pssibilities. This pattern which also has randomness of many complications, where in the infinitesimal occurrences on the edge of eternity, photons are like cannonballs of war. Thermodynamics are based on conglomerate effects of many, while specific temporal events in freeze frame are the quest for more defination. To learn more about generations of event possibilities one must consider the basic rules, to the wit of which my process has slumbered.