I’m the strangest person on the planet! Ok maybe not quite, but I doubt I’m far from it. At 5’2” short I stand out anywhere but in a crowd :D I’m as reclusive as they come, but there is a side of me that lies hidden behind this. I am passionate and loving, honest and loyal, a geek and a pervert. Submission is my middle name, masochism my favorite game. I’m lost in the vast wilderness of life without a compass or a map, never knowing what lies around the next bend. That is me in a nutshell.

The Vanilla Me

I’m a geek at heart and I enjoy computers, anime, gaming, sci-fi, firearms, and photography. I have a bit of a love-hate relationship with reading due to my vision. I’m passionate about music especially anime and other soundtracks. The original FMA still holds at the top of my list, but SAO and Fairy Tail have some epic and beautiful tracks. When I’m not doing something kinky, geeky, or lazy, I’m hitting the trails. I love to hike which is unfortunately at odds with my love of sleeping in.

What I’m looking for

In a word Balance. - Cruelty and kindness, vulnerability and safety. I also greatly value honesty, respect, and humility.

In a play partner: Mutual kinks. I lean heavily toward female play partners, but I’ll occasionally bottom to males as well. I’m focusing on building more consistent partnerships, but I’m generally up for pickup play at parties unless my card is full.

In an STR or LTR. I’m looking for a relationship in the vanilla sense, a D/s dynamic, or both. I’m willing to look up to a few hours away (e.g. Boise, SLC, Jackson). The further away the more reluctant I would be to do a D/s only. Out of D/s service, obedience, and protocol are particularly appealing to me

The kinky me.

I’m first and foremost a masochist, second a submissive. I bottom to many, submit to few, and have a slight undeveloped interest in topping. I have interest in both sides of tease and denial, mind fucks, and rope.As a submissive, service, protocol, and obedience appeal to me. As a bottom, I’m into impact (primarily stingy), CBT, electrical, nipple play, biting and scratching, and pegging I like restrictive bondage (rope, leather, etc). There's probably plenty I'm missing. Basically I’m an insatiable slut in most things kink; though vanilla sex has never been a high priority.

I’ve recently begun exploring my pet side. I predominantly identify as a kitten. However being curled up at someones feet and the loyalty of a dog also have appeal. I’m also a bit curious about pony play.