Hi, I am looking for a sadistic white Dom who is my friend, confidant, lover and the ONE I search and crave for.   I am an extreme masochistic painslut with 27 years experience.  I am not looking for a Domme or Dominant female or couple as I am not into partaking in a poly household or relationship.  I don't share well with others (i.e. with another sub/slave) Only things I am not into are scat, watersports, facials, animals , humiliation, phone sex, degradation, foot/cock worship, cages, webcam, public play, married men or children.  There may be a few others but I can't think of anything else right now.  In all my years in the lifestyle I have loved edge play, needle play, knife play, breath play, medical play, blood play, vampirism, outdoor play, kidnap/fantasy rape scenarios, older man/little girl, fistings or Double penetration, blindfolds, sensory and sensual play; just to give you a taste of what I  have experience in not necessarily still willing or wanting to do. I also am looking for that Daddy who will not only want me as a sub for lifestyle activities, but vanilla activities as well. I am intelligent and articulate. I can be as comfortable in sweats and a tshirt to something formal. I enjoy movies, going to dinner, theatre, the symphony, art galleries, to just staying home cooking for my Daddy or us cooking together, to just relaxing on the couch to a bottle of wine or cocoa having interesting intellectual discourse. As you can see I am a woman who likes the finer things as well as the simple things life has to offer. Even though I am independent in my everyday life; I miss someone who wants someone who can stand on their own, but also likes it when someone takes care of them and that wants to embark on something that can be mutually respectful, wonderful and be beneficial for both of us. Do not take my wanting/needing to be cared for as weakness by any means as I have a lot to offer the right Daddy in return. A few things need to be clarified on my profile.  One,  I have a petpeeve of people that ask questions that already have been answered on my profile.(i.e.  do you like needle play?)  Also, please know the difference between a sub and a slave.  If you are a real Dom and you live the BDSM lifestyle not only as a lifestyle, but a way of life you Will know the difference.  Please do not contact me to ask what the difference is as I am not here to teach you so-called slaves/subs or Doms/Dommes.  This way of life can not be taught.  It is already in you.  You either have it or you don't.   One more thing I am not looking for fun on the phone or your online fantasies I am looking for someone real.  Meaning I am looking only for a LTR R/T Daddy Dom who wants nothing more nothing less.   Can you handle it, do you want to, take a chance if you dare....