5/8/2013 9:44:20 PM: Definitely not looking for a beta, Master, Dominant...etc...SHIT HAPPENS when you least expect it and throws you for a loop doesnt mean this bitch doesnt get back up and continue on every day...im not clueless and have a freaking brain and I KNOW HOW TO USE IT.  So if you message me and want to get to know me one liners dont cut it.  Show me your mental capacity...show me you can hold your own in a conversation....let me see some inclination to take charge without running me over!!!!

10/10/2009 1:00:59 PM: Definitely still looking for that beta

4/24/2009 8:01:44 PM: Well i enjoyed my hiatus in nebraska while it lasted. The biggest drawback was the fact that i missed Daddy terribly the two months that i was away. The bonus was that i actually got to spend a lil time with my 14 yr old daughter. Now that i have been back for a few months i decided it was time to get things rolling here in this journal and give everyone an update as to how i am doing. On another note though why do people have problems reading profiles and/or journal entries BEFORE sending messages out? Its i guess a pet peeve of mine. Well the search continues for a beta...its very hard to add to a poly household i have come to realize. Jealous always seems to be an issue which i truly dont understand when it has never been an issue for me. Dont get me wrong im not unfeeling but i have just never been jealous of other women. Its not because im the end all be all. Its becuz there is no reason to cause problems where there should be none. IMHO if the person or persons that are involved in a relation truly love and care for you then there should be no worries. i guess more simply put if they want to be with you they will if not they wont and there is no sense in trying to keep them where they dont want to be.

1/15/2009 2:47:55 AM: Due to unfore seen happenings in my life at this time i will be deactivating my profile but perhaps i will return another time to enjoy friends and loved ones that i have met here.Daddy's girl

1/1/2009 3:47:03 AM: Just wanted to wish A/any and A/all a very good new years.  i hope that E/everyone delights in the coming year and the things that it brings Y/you.  The one thing i wish it would bring to each and E/everyone is happiness and whatever happiness means to Y/you and Y/yours.daddysgirl