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Pisceslove888
Pan Female, 29, Augusta, Georgia 
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Pisceslove888
This may be a set up for failure, but I always seem to keep a small string of hope. Im in need of something a little more different or maybe a little more along the lines of what I think bdsm is and should be. It seems people have forgotten what this is, what its about. Or maybe Im just in some fantasy land but I think its way, way more then just being about kinky sex and a place for abuse. Its about trust, healing, freeing, letting go. A sort of unconventional therapy. Not Im a narcissistic, sadistic abuser, lets go fuck someone up more then they already are. ( the world is full of this already, every where you go.) This is about opening and facing your fears, its about growing. I realize this profile is going to attract every pathetic abuser out there in hopes to break me, Im already broken. However, I am a warrior and I am strong and smart... you maybe able to trick me for a minute drive but this is not my first rodeo and I will catch your flaming red flags eventually, be forewarned, youll be wasting your time with this Freyja. So lets get down to brass witch tits and tell you a little about me as to not waste our time....
I am not in anyway looking for kinky sex or obviously abuse. Which makes me wonder if I should be looking for a gay Dom or straight Mistress. I am currently unavailable to give up my sex to anyone. Im not denying my human needs of course but Im saying Im not going to meet you and let you fuck me. Fuck off...
Lets get really real here, I have PTSD and BPD. Look those things up before contacting me. I do NOT want to feel like the only reason Im around is for fucking, my value is more. Im more intense then that. Its taken me a minute to realize that with all my problems I now can add on that I have a problem with sex. This doesnt mean that I may not be open to it for the right person but I think itll take awhile to achieve that openness. I hope this has stopped at least 70 percent of bullshitters. If the only thing youre looking for is sex or to command me to masturbate on cam for you then move along. I have needs too. Just because I identify as sub or slave doesnt mean you dont have to take care of me. It doesnt mean I sleep on the sofa until you and your kinky girl friend are ready for a party. Im more then the dog kept in the cage. You leave a dog in a cage and give no affection to it will eventually snap at you, why wouldnt it, it hasnt been taught any different. It hasnt been taught that the hand its about to bite actually gives a shit. Being a sub or slave doesnt mean we lack feelings, it means we have way more then the average person. We are intense and deserve intense affection and or after care or whatever it is our intensitys crave. I bet half of you reading this has no clue what after care is, or for that matter sub space. Let me just share this, I feel pain everyday or every second, the kind of pain a mother feels when she has lost a child. Extremely serious pain... and any person who has lost a child in anyway who sees this and calls bullshit to my comparison, I use the the comparison not lightly, I know the feeling of not having your child. I felt this pain before children and I feel it now that I dont have them. My comparison is on point. I hurt so bad that I feel it all over my body, I want to sob so bad to let it out but Im in so much pain I dont cry anymore. There is no release. My mind and thoughts are never ending. Thus my masochistic needs. My need to be restrained to feel free. My need for a flogger for release. The flogger is my meditation, the silence my mind needs. Its not your cock.
Id like to add I am actively in therapy but there are a few things I cant get from therapy, so Im here. I do not take medication they have always seemed to do more bad then good. I am currently going at this in a more holistic way. I use Bach flower remedies, essential oils, sage and insence, and I believe in stone healing. Im still learning about these things however these things seem to work better for me then anything I have ever tried. I will continue to learn about this way of healing. Im currently looking into chakra healing and reiki as well. Do not call me a fucking hippie I will beat with a bar of soap. I am a very complicated person and I am not easy. If you are real and somehow still interested and actually want to know me then you know what to do.
I hope everyone good luck on their journey.
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