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I am a submissive (almost a slave mentality) in search of a mature Dominant or Dominant Couple with a slaveowner mindset. I am an older submissive trainee. Despite my age, I am perfectly capable of getting down on my knees to scrub a floor or toilet, and getting back to my feet without the assistance of a chiropractor. I am both a submissive and a masochist. I am familiar with OSODD regimen as well. I know my place at your feet.

I have a very strong attraction to BBWs but open to a dominant women of any shape and size who feels I may be of service to her.

While I have a successful career in the IT field, I am also a part time firearms instructor. I know this is not a politically correct hobby but it is part of who I am. This does not mean that I am incapable of surrendering and submitting to the will of a dominant woman (or women). I may be in control during the work day but I am quit eager to submit in private. Discretion is key to me and hopefully to my owner as well.

My evolution as a subslave has been a long and non-linear journey. I spent a vast portion of my life confused about the yearning to submit to the will of another that occupied my thoughts on an ever increasing basis. I suppressed my feelings and devoted myself to living a traditional, vanilla life. Nevertheless, the submissive yearnings crept into my thoughts with regularity. I tried to introduce submissive acts into my vanilla relationships with disastrous, unsatisfying results. I told myself that I needed to eradicate these urges from my life. It was an exercise in futility. After a lifetime of internal struggle, and failed vanilla relationships I came to accept that I am hopelessly submissive who craves humiliation and pain.

I consider myself a diverse kind of sub (Im sure though, a powerful woman can easily find my limits!) Some of the aspects of the lifestyle I find satisfying

1) Verbal humiliation.
2) Pain -- beating, pinching, scratching, clawing and slapping, CBT
and chastity, strap-onsdildos, and forced milkings.
3) Love to do personal things for a woman--bathe her, run errands, cook, clean (would to love to learn manicurepedicures. I adore long nails!)
4) Very oral, pussy worship, foot worship, etc. Open to learning about rimming
and watersports.

But of course, I recognize that the Goddess has to first find me worthy for any of this to happen. It would be grand to walk this path with a life partner, but sometimes life is imperfect. I accept that as part of life. I am open to being just a long term partner.

I am an intelligent, diverse person with a wide range of interests. Would like to share these with my Goddess also. First and foremost, looking to serve.

BDSMTEST.ORG Results

Results from bdsmtest.org
100 Masochist
100 Degradee
100 Rope bunny
100 Experimentalist
100 Monogamist
98 Slave
79 Submissive
76 Pet
75 Voyeur
54 Exhibitionist
43 Vanilla
41 Brat
25 Switch
11 Ageplayer
10 Dominant
6 Degrader
5 Rigger
4 Sadist
4 Brat tamer
3 BoyGirl
2 DaddyMommy
2 MasterMistress
2 Primal (Hunter)
1 Primal (Prey)
1 Owner

My profile picture was taken at lakeside at on of the Deep Creek Dunks to benefit Special Olympics of Maryland. I am a veteran of many of the Winter Water events held to benefit Special Olympics Maryland.