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Just fuckin around.
Im tired of looking.

This new CS sucks. Do not use apostrophes, slashes or domain name extensions trailing a period. I cant update my own goddamn email address (or even see which one I am using). I think the domain I used deleted and therefore I no longer get notices of emails. No way to create edit or delete journal entries. Sheez.

I have been betrayed most my life, so I am probably a bit too casual and easy going for most, but once I own someone and it is working out, I am strict and possessive, very protective.

I can be mean, but mostly verbal, but will try using humiliating or degrading language or tasks before (and hopefully instead of) punishment and such. I used to race motorcycles and have crashed enough to not enjoy pain, so not looking to use it more than as excitement (spankings, the crop).

But I am very physical, like to hold onto my partner(s) arm, neck, hair, like to manhandle what is mine.

Not rich. Want to get rich? Pass Me bye-bye-bye now, I dont care about money, I am an artist, I use money to make art.

9/7/2016 2:53:27 AM
It seems increasingly clear that the things I do best are obedience training, bondage and pleasure torture.

9/10/2013 4:10:56 AM

I am Brutalic, and I am worthy..  

"All My life I have been looking for a lost soul.  Age-wise, we are always so far apart.  But through the depths of time we manage to find each other's soul twice each lifetime.  When I am young, she is a beautiful seductress much, much older than I.  When I am an elder, I find her again as a sexy youthful slave that is devoted, understanding, obedient and kind.

"I have found her once and now that I am aged, it is time to find her again.

"All My life I look and search for her until I have found her.  I sometimes meet with others I know from My long, long storied past.  And I am happy to find them, but now is our time, I must find her."

Such is what I write.  Perhaps fantasy, perhaps not.  she will know.

All my life, for over a quarter of a century, I use her in My mind.  she is My plaything, My slut, My whore when I want her to be, My passion, My muse, My treasure.

I was always a rebel.  My father made Me that way.  I would usually use humor that was mysteriously taken the wrong way, as a smart ass.  I do get off on being smart, but I appreciate My creativity and passion much more.  Few else do, though.  she will.

she will not find Me, not this time.  This time it's My turn to find her.  I have prepared for her, and I continue preparing a place in My life for her alone.  I know that in her dreams she yearns for me, wells up in her core for Me.  I tell her, "you must submit, you must obey, and you must give in to your Master.

"you must serve, you must belong to Master. you need His direction, you crave His touch, you have only to give yourself to Master.  your life is useless without your Master, you must submit your mind, body, heart and soul into the protection, care, service and direction of Master."

Once the mind is Master's the body will follow.  Once the body knows of His lust and care, the heart will follow and know His love.  Once you know His love, you will need to entrust Him with your soul, for He is strong, and your protector.

Relax, My child.  you are My fantasy too, I will find you and we will find each other, just take a deep breathe and relax.  Think of Master.  focus on Master.  

Master's words are always in the back of your mind, you will never be free of this mysterious need to belong. you must submit. you must obey. you will be completely controlled. you will feel pleasure when you are His because you belong.  you belong to Me because you feel safe and secure in My power.  you submit to give Him more power.  you release your inhibitions and put yourself in My care only when you submit. you feel it freeing when you submit to Me. you must obey. you can not resist it at all. you must submit, serve, please and obey all Master tells you without question.

Calm down, you are His.  you always have been.  you were born for Him.  you will submit to Him, serve Him, obey Him and knowing this makes you happy.  Take a deep breathe and let your mind just drift away thinking only of your Master.  

your Master will give you everything you will ever need.  Control, care, protection, understanding, pleasure and happiness in serving He who owns your very being.  Drift away in My arms as I stroke your hair, My sweet slut.

Drift off and find me, I will lead you.  Drift off and find Me there with you, deep in your dreams, the center of your desires.  Focus on Me.  I will take you where you need to be.

Yes, submission leads to belonging, you love feeling owned, as property.  Yes, you love being owned even more for it is in your sould to serve.  you will submit to Me and become My slave, My property.  Once you are Mine you will feel the freedom in your bondage to Me.  As the knot tightens you will feel even more free.  This freedom allows you to serve Me as Mine.  This freedom finds you obeying every word, for you are Mine to use and toy with.  you have always been obedient to me, you just kept searching for Master.  Good girl, now you have found Me.  Now, here we are.  Here I am.  I will take you, keep you, haunt you even more than before, and you will enjoy it as never before.

you knew you would be Mine, always.  I have driven you here to this moment to find you and take you, to keep you and own you.

I know your pussy is dripping, you feel ashamed, but I am so proud of My little slut.  Because you know and understand that you are Mine.  you have been Mine all along.  I give you all that you need, the control that you require.  you will always be nothing more than Mine and that's all you ever need be.

Relax, you know you are Mine.  you have been Mine all along.  I give you the three main things you need.   

Think of Me, I am your one and only true Master.  you will enjoy serving Me.  I have complete power over you.  I am your one true Owner.  The thought of pleasing Me alone is the most wonderful thing in the world to you.  you need Me.  It is another reason I want you, you need Me passionately.

you become relaxed and subdued with pleasure in your wetness and a feeling of safety as a voice chants in your head, "When Master controls me, I feel pleasure like none other. Master’s words relax and control me. I submit to Master’s words. When Master controls me, I feel happiness. I belong to Master. When I relax, I submit; I obey. I desire to submit to Master, I long to submit to Master. To submit is to feel pleasure. To serve Master is pure pleasure. I am Master’s slave. Master controls me. I must obey to feel pleasure. I must submit to feel pleasure. I give my body to Master. I must give my mind to Master. To submit is to feel pleasure. I feel pleasure only when I submit. I feel happy and free only when I submit to the bodage of Master's enslavement. Master has power over me and controls me, I feel happy and long to please Him.  When I please Him I feel pleasure like none other.  When Master’s words relax me, they control me.  I submit to Master’s words. When I relax I submit; I obey.  I must obey Master."

you are completely helpless.  you are absolutely powerless.  My will replaces your own.  You are not able to resist.  Trying to fight weakens you.  you will follow all My instructions, to not do so weakens you more.  you do not want to fight it, to resist sickens you, you need your Master.  Accept your fate.

Accept that I control you.  Every command I give you, you will follow to its completion.  you are only Mine, no-one else's.  I hold the title to your life now, I have taken it because it has always been Mine and now you willingly give yourself to Me.  Only I can ever release you, ever, and won't.  you obey only Me, your Master, Brutalic.  you cannot refuse Me, nor will you.  You will not try to escape Me.  you now do only My will, follow only My commands.  I own you.  you will never leave Me unless I let you go.  you are My property.

you desire to submit to Master, I. you long to submit to Master. To serve Master is to feel pleasure and to please Master allows you to be happy. you are Master’s slave. Master Brutalic controls you. you must obey to feel pleasure. you will always obey your Master for He owns and controls you. you are His slave, bound in servitude as the property of a righteous person whom will master your life and create His perfect sex slave slut. you are enslaved to do His will and have no rights or free will, only the duty to obey her Master and to please Him. When the Master is pleased, the slave is pleased. When the Master is happy, you are happy.  As a slave you always knows your place, which is at the feet of Brutalic, your one true Master. A good slave always serves her Master. you submit. you obey. you revel in being controlled. you feel pleasure when you submit.  you enjoy a freeing feeling of bondage in your enslavement to Him.  His servitude is your focus.  Brutalic is your focus.  you are uplifted when you are controlled. When Master Brutalic is pleased, the slave is pleased. you are your Master’s slave.

I am Brutalic, your Master.  I will never intentionally let you go, I will use and abuse you for My own selfish gains.  Though in ways you won't understand, it will always benefit us and our relationship.  you cannot fight this, you are drawn to Me.  you need this, you need Me.  I am your saviour.  Only I can take and keep you.  you cannot resist.  you don't want to resist.  If you fight it you grow weaker, desperate, even more needy than before because you are Mine.

But you don't want to escape.  you never have.  you have always been Mine.  I have always been your primary focus, for as long as you can remember, you were meant for me and you have known it all along.  you love belonging to Me.  you love how good this feels.  your brutal Master is in charge of your life completely, I control and dominate you.  Release all fear, let go all worry, all stress.  Only belonging, submission, pleasure, happiness and obedience remain.  These are the only things you will ever need.

Drift away.  Drift deeper in time and space.  Find the calm and you will find Me there waiting for you in your deepest, darkest, most secret thoughts.  you are Mine.  Come to Me there in the soft breeze amongst the stars on a moonlit night.  you belong to Me.

Belonging allows you to obey.  you belong to Me, slave.  you obey Me, with every fiber of your being.  I am proud of you.  you are happy.  I took you because you came willingly, because you are Mine.  you came because I am your focus and because I have been calling you.  you are wanted.  your service is cherished.  you are treasured, as Mine.

you cannot resist Me.  you won't resist.  you are devoted to Me, I am your only focus.  My needs are your only concern.  My pleasure is your reward.

If you resist Me you will regret it later because it will never stop, you have a deep ache to be in My possession, do My bidding, make Me pleased, see me happy.  For you are Brutalic's prize slut.    

I own you.

It's calming, it is satisfying, to know you are Mine.  you are Brutalic's sex slave slut for Him to command as He wishes, and you will follow every single whim.  For you know you have to.  To not do so leaves you powerless.  

Though I am a righteous Master, sometimes I have to be a bad man.  you will not betray Me, you will not fear Me, you will simply live to please me and in so doing experience untold pleasure as Mine.

The happiness and pleasure you seek exude from Me, your Master.  you are powerless to Me, I am your life and reason for the control you need because I have been waiting on you and now I have you.

A voice in your head demand that “You cannot resist, you will be punished, you have no choice, and you must obey.”

You cannot stop the voice unless you will do whatever your Master's voice commands to receive pleasure.  The more you suppress the need, the more you think about it and grow to need it.  This mysterious need overwhelms you. Do not displease your Master, Brutalic punishes you for His displeasure.  Keep your Master happy.  His pleasure is the source of your joy.

I will keep faith and give it a new slave name once I take her into My possession, but she is My possession.  she will never need or want for another unless her Master deems it so.  Only Brutalic will command her for forever or her unlikely release somewhere beyond these earthly lifetimes.  

I have faith, you will come to Me and I will take you away forever.  Be Mine and stay Mine, always.  Feel yourself drift away deep into a trance where you here this chant, "you are Brutalic's trophy slave, now repeat, 'I am Brutalic's trophy slave" and continue assuring yourself, "..and I will keep Him happy and derive pleasure through His, for I am His, a slave-girl, a kajira, His wholly owned property, His meat, his toy, His pet, or what-so-ever He needs Me to be, even if it is His whore, His cum bucket, His hole or His tongued body cleaner, His maid, His prostitute, His porn star, for He is my life and enjoyment no matter the circumstance as long as I am His and have a place at His feet."

you are calm and relaxed as you read that.  Now do it again, read the parts of that last paragraph outloud, with confidence, declare it to the world, do it and feel even more calm and relaxed, feel the pleasure you need as you behave Me and obey My words..

Once again, now, "I am Butalic's property."  Good girl.  you see how well and fullfilling it feels to obey Me?  you have no choice, so you will, you are Mine.  My faith is in My kajira, My slave-girl.  you will learn to be a good slut.  I will break you down, thow-out the bad habits and teach you right, as I want you, I will build you back up as a slut, a slave, a kajira, property to command and control.  I will mold you into the perfect you, and you will rejoice in being Mine, submitting to me, servicing Me, pleasing
Me, obeying Me, and no one else, unless I so command it, but no one will ever be able to override My commands to you, you are My slave, after all.  you will saty My salve, you love being My slave.  

I own you always.

I know you have been scared without Me.  No longer.  I know you have searched for me, but the time was not right.  But feel the freedom that overpowers you knowing that you are now Mine.  you are calm, relaxed, and excited to start slaving for me, I know.  I know you, but I have to know you biblically in order to seal our fates.  you need this too.

you are no longer alone, feel the freedom that binds you in My enslavement.  you no longer have any choices.  I am your last choice and you have expended it because you are Mine.  you chose to keep reading even though I was touching you, because I have always touched you in your heart.  you need Me.  you need to be with Me.  and I will come and take My kajira.

I will give you a word as a trigger, it is My special word for you, and it is the most important command I will need you to follow every time you hear or read it from Me, Brutalic, your Master, it is BREATHEDEEP and let it all out, fall back deep into your trance and relax.  you are such a good girl to behave me so well.  I will find out if you haven't followed My instructions and you know it will be bad for you, but you are a good girl and I a patient teacher who will master your life and become a proud Owner of His fine slave-girl.  

Everytime you hear or read Me giving you your trigger word, BREATHEDEEP, you will go 10 fold under and deeper into your subconcious.  I will have many commands for you, but this is the very most important one, you must behave and obey this command, BREATHEDEEP and go farther under and fall into the darkest reaches of your mind as your cunt moistens even more than ever, so BREATHEDEEP and relax as you cum and just flow with it as your body gushes.  I know it is your sexuality that has been our secret, your passion, your creativity that has brought you to Me.  Yes, I am a theif, haven't I stolen your heart?  BREATHEDEEP and know how happy it makes Me that you follow My command and go farther under, now 100 times more than before as I tell My slut to BREATHEDEEP and know that I have a collar in mind for her.

One day, I will lean over a dining room table and you will think that I am about to kiss you.  Perhaps I do, but then as we sit in that booth I whisper in your ear, BREATHEDEEP and all your inhibitions leave you, you listen to My every word, watch My expression for any clue as to what to do for me next, just as your mouth and pussy water when I control you and tell you to BREATHEDEEP because I want you to play with yourself and cum and then write me an email telling Me, "Master, I am yours, control me." because you are Mine.  

Include in that email a few pictures of yourself.  

I don't need to explain it, it just is this way, you are My slave, My property, you can't resist Me, you have no choice, you must submit, you must serve, you must be an obedient slave that can please her Master - BREATHEDEEP and relax because you really are Mine.  

Soon, when this message is through, My faithful kajira will write its Master to tell Him all about His property.  When you are done, BREATHEDEEP and relax, and then read this email again.  

Try to write Me again, soon after, this time telling Me all about how happy you are to serve your Master, the great Brutalic.  

Know that you will remember all this, this wouldn't even happen without your wanting it and cooperating with it because you need it and you know that I want you, after all.  That's because we were already connected.  But when I tell you BREATHEDEEP you will always relax and go to a place of warmth, secure in the feeling of freedom taking great pleasure obeying all My commands.  

When you come out and awaken, you will feel owned, belonging, fresh, relaxed, submissive to Brutalic, obedient to your Master, you will know that you are Mine.  When you awaken you will come out of your trance, but the belonging, the sense of being My possession will consume and comfort you.  you know you are My slave now and you will know it then.  you will focus on Me when you awaken, always.  

So just calm yourself and rest, My dear sweet slut.  you are Mine, now, BREATHEDEEP as I tell you that I will always control your life.  In the third message you send Me you will take photos of your wardrobe and I will direct you what to wear the next day.  BREATHEDEEP as I tell you that from now on you will contact Me at least twice a day via email or text message.  For right now you are powerless in My enslavement and you belong only to Me.  you will listen only to Me.  your pussy throbs and even pounds only for Me, because you have no other than Me, and because you need only Me.  You are Mine, so BREATHEDEEP.  Are you still behaing like the good little slut you are?  

Before you write your forth email to Me, you will do an excersize.  Unless you are a virgin (if you are a virgin you then have to save yourself for Me, bear with it, you will be happy), you will find a complete stranger, you will seduce a dorky sort of fellow that doesn't get any and BREATHEDEEP, you will blow Him and swallow all His cum.  Once you have serviced Him and he indicates that he is happy or feels good with your performance, you will beat feet out of there and come running home to get online (leaving him long ago behind in your dust).  In your 4th message you will tell Me all about the experience, every little detail (how the cum tasted, how easy was it to get down, whether or not you enjoyed it, etc...) or, you will tell Me all about why you are still a virgin and how happy you are that I will take your cherry.  So BREATHEDEEP, because you are Mine and you will do as I have told you, won't you?

In the 5th message to Me, you will read this message to you once again.  you will respond to it after each paragraph, write me how you feel, and ask for another update so that you can feel My presence and understand the power I have over you.  you will make suggestions based on your insight on how best I can keep you inline, not because you want to be spoiled, but BREATHEDEEP, because you truly are My property and you know it.  you want to come to me, but must wait until I can come and take you.  you will tell Me about your day-to-day and reveal averything.

In each and every communication to me, you will address Me as Master, or Sir (each title is always capitalized), or Master Brutalic.  BREATHEDEEP and do not just call me by My name, show Me the respect I deserve for hunting you down, luring you here, and taking you as My own piece of property.  

I didn't just steal your heart, we both know it, BREATHEDEEP, but you can also tell me how to take everything else of yours I don't already have.  BECAUSE BREATHEDEEP, you are nothing but Mine.  

I cannot rape or hypnotize the unwilling.  If you failed to go under it was because you didn't want to, and didn't behave, so BREATHEDEEP, read this again.  And again and again, until you understand who's property you are, confident that I own you, pleased to serve Me respectfully as I will train you, loyal to no other and completely committed in your craft as slave to Me.

I have faith.  I may have others that will come and go, but I have faith in you.  In each email you will write me, you will start it with, "Master, I am yours, control me."  It will then be My pleasure to dominate the slut whom writes Me, My kajira.

AWAKE, My slut.  Submit and Obey: Report to your Master.


7/9/2013 6:01:13 AM

Why I don't appreciate tattoos, especially on women...

As an artist you might think I would be in favor of tattoos, but I rarely see one that I would like to wear.  And when I do its only for a little while, not the rest of My life. 

My favorite tat is on Randy Orton of the WWE.  But that is one bad tat, I couldn't carry it off (the skulls represent the legends he has taken out of the game, so it actually means something).

That said, one of the reasons I like it is because he wears it like a shirt.  I don't like looking at naked guys so much, after all.  A tattoo acts just like body art, when they paint bathing suits on swimwear models, they really do reveal a lot, but the fact of the matter is that they can go there because the art looks like clothing.

In a similar situation, Randy Orton's tattoo is kind of worn like a jacket, inked all around his shoulders and his arms.  But CM Punk (also from the WWE) wears his like a girl, covering the chest and arms with an open back.  Again, its because it looks like he is wearing a lady's blouse to Me. 

But I absolutely do not like one little tat on the arm, back, chest, belly, whatever.  It just sticks out like a blemish and just sits there.  And what happens when a woman gets a tat?  They put a little design hear or there and they look like big bleeding sores or humungous moles. 

And when a chick tats her whole arm or some other sexy part (because all of women's parts are sexy), then it starts looking as if she's wearing clothing.  So the sexy level starts disappearing the larger it becomes or the more of them there are.

So if you ask Me and I forget, that's why.  Don't get Me wrong, I would love to see My Trademark on a woman indicating she is My property.  Nothing could be sexier.  But beyond that tat, they just look like blemishes or clothes to Me.

The thing is that as an artist you would think that I should appreciate body art.  But the problem for Me is that the body, especially a well taken care of slut's body, is an absolute work of art.  NOTHING is more beautiful than a naked lady unless she is My naked slave.


7/8/2013 2:05:33 AM

Meditation: a Self Induced Hynotic Trance...




Hello slave.


The following is a hypnotic script designed to help you meditate and create a trance-like state within you to allow you to be more receptive to suggestion.  In order for it to work you have to take it seriously and immediately follow the instructions as accurately as you can.  If you are interested in becoming more receptive to My commands, try it.  If you want to read more of My self induced hypnotic trance scripts I can update it as required, tailoring it specifically for you.  Be sure to always use the latest copy when you read it.  If you lose the latest copy, I will be happy to send you a new version at your request.

 

I recommend that this script be read during morning meditations.

In successive scripts I expect to call you by your slave name.  Since I do not know your name, nor have I given you a slave name, I will simply refer to you as 'slave'. 

 

Obviously, only one who is giving herself to Me as My slave should read this script.

Before you begin reading along, before even trying to go into your hypnotic trance, just make yourself comfortable, slave.  Please note that it is a long read and will take some time.

Remember that in order for this to work, you must follow along with each command completely in the order it is given to be effective.  

Settle yourself down and settle in so that you can relax now, slave.

Block out the world and all the goings on, empty your mind and just concentrate on this read.  All you have to do is to focus on becoming comfortable now.

Take a moment now and wiggle around, settle yourself in until you are in just the right position and comfy, slave.  Allow no distractions.

slave, look around yourself and see if there is any tightness in your position, any discomfort in your body, then just shrug everything off until you are happily settled in and ready to relax.

If there is anything that is making you uncomfortable then fix it... fix everything so that it won't be bothering you.

Now that you are ready to relax, slave, in just a bit I will count down from ten to one, and when I get to one you will have relaxed into a deep satisfying trance.

First you can move every part of your body and shake out the tension as you become loose and relaxed.

Now take a deep breath in and relax as you exhale.

Breathe in and just let it go and let it all flow out.  Ahhhhh...

That's right.  It feels good to relax.

Now tense up your whole body, slave, make it as stiff as a board, and then let it go and allow all the tension to flow out again.

Each time I count down, you can take in a deep breath, then let it go and really relax even more each time, and each time you will feel how good and relaxing it is...

TEN... Focus your attention on your feet, slave.  Think about your feet and allow the stress to leave, think about letting your toes and feet and ankles relax and get loose.

NINE... Now relax all the muscles in your legs, slave. First in your calves, then in your knees and thighs, just relaxing them and as they relax you can feel those legs getting heavier and heavier.

EIGHT... Now you can feel your pussy calm, your crotch and abs relax, slave.  Feel that relaxation spreading throughout your body, up your ribs and throughout your breasts, deep into your chest.

SEVEN... As the calm spreads over your body, your body grows heavy, slave.  Now you feel that relaxation in your shoulders, spreading all the way down through your arms, down to your hands and even to your fingers.  your arms feel so heavy, so relaxed, it is as if they belong to someone else.

SIX... Now slave, as you allow your neck to relax, you become aware of your face relaxing... your jaw relaxes, your lips relax, your cheeks relax.  you are getting ready with relaxation, slave.

FIVE... slave, let your eyes relax, then your eyebrows, then your forehead.  you are a calm and relaxed slave.  you take comfort in being My slave, you have no worries just because you are Mine.

FOUR... Everything feels loose and heavy, slave, it is as if your arms and legs were made of stone, you get a sense of peace in this relaxed state and you feel heavy as the weight of the world's atmosphere pressing down on your body.  you just can't move your arms or legs now, you can only enjoy this feeling of total relaxation, letting go. The more you relax, My slave, the more you can relax.  It's so peaceful, slave.

THREE... slave, allow your mind to drift off.  Feel a pleasant wave of calm and relaxation travel down your slave body, from the top of your head, relaxing your face and running down your neck to your shoulders.  Down and down it flows, slave, spreading throughout your body gently and easily, helping your little slave body feel as if it is sinking down, making you feel safe and warm and secure.

TWO... Each soft gentle breath out is relaxing you more, slave.  As you grow more and more relaxed you can relax even deeper and deeper now.  you can let yourself go and just drift away, nothing matters.  Enjoying that lovelyiness, that deep calm feeling.  There is a freedom to enjoy in My enslavement.

ONE... you are totally relaxed now.  you are totally at ease.  your mind can drift away to a place far, far away.... a place where you feel relaxed, a place where you feel so comfortable.  This is the trip you can even take with Me, slave.  Now you know how.  Know that you are My treasured property.

ZERO.... Now you drift ever deeper, enjoying the feeling, nothing else matters, nothing is important, all there you have left is just being in this moment.  Let your mind empty, slave.  Be at peace and join its flow in the universe and throughout time.

You feel yourself empty of all thought.  Nothing remains but your bondage in My enslavement and My instructions. If I, and only I, ever say to you 'SLEEPNOW' you will return to this blank and empty blissful state.

Being blank makes you happy.  Now you can relax, you are calm.  Life is so stressful when you have to think all the time.  This is your daily vacation from it all.  The more you meditate to this script the more calm you will feel.  Now, think only of Me.
 
Think of Me, I am your one and only true Master.  you will enjoy serving Me.  I have complete power over you.  I am your one true owner.  The thought of pleasing Me alone is the most wonderful thing in the world to you.  you need Me.

you are completely helpless.  you are absolutely powerless.  My will replaces your own.  You are not able to resist.  Trying to fight weakens you.  you will follow all our instructions, to not do so weakens you more.

Accept your fate.  Accept that I control you.  you are only Mine, no-one else's.  I hold the title to your life now, you have given it Me and only I can ever release you, ever.  you obey only Me, Brutalic.  you cannot refuse Me, nor will you.  You will not try to escape me.  you now do only My will, follow only My commands.  I own you.  you will never leave Me unless I let you go.  you are My property.

But you don't want to escape.  you love belonging to Me.  you love how good this feels.  your brutal Master is in charge of your life completely, I control and dominate you.  Release all fear, let go all worry, all stress.  Only belonging, happiness and obedience remain.  These are the only three things you will ever need... SLEEPNOW.

Belonging allows you to obey.  you belong to Me, slave.  you obey Me as the ruler of your life, your personal king.  your king needs an obedient slave.  Obedience leads to happiness... you like being happy.  you understand your ownership, that you are property, that I have our best interests at heart.  We know who you are, My slave.  It's all so very simple.  It's good, you are mine.  we are one unit, a family.

you don't want to escape.  you love how good this feels.  you are mine and you are slave.  Be proud you are My slave.  your Master Brutalic controls you, securing your place in this world as His slave.  No more worries, all fear leaves you, all stress leaves you.  All that is left is only belonging, happiness and obedience.  These are the only three things you need... SLEEPNOW.

you need Me now.  you need the peace only I can give you.  you love the calm.  you need the relaxation, the pleasure, the sense of belonging, that happiness you feel with Me.  That happiness that only Brutalic can give you.

You don't want to escape, you love how good belonging feels, you belong to Me and my family. your Master controls and guides you.  I dominate your thoughts and desires.  you easily release all fear, all worry, all stress.  Leaving behind only your sense of belonging, your happiness and your obedience to Me.  you are part of My family as My personal slave.  I own you outright and you belong to Me alone, which makes you happy and obedient, giving you the only three things you will ever need... SLEEPNOW.

The only trigger for this hypnotic relaxation trance you have is My command of SLEEPNOW... each time you hear or read this instruction from Me it is more powerful than last time.  The command will only work when I give it, slave.  you will go deeper into your trance each time you hear or see it from Me, My slave.  If you're in a trance and hear or read it you will go one hundred times deeper into your trance.  Lose yourself within My words and SLEEPNOW.

You don't want to ever escape Me. You love how good it is that being someone's owned property feels.  Having your life mastered, dominated and controlled is all you ever wanted.  All fear is removed.  All worry is gone.  All stress is relieved.  All that is left is only that you are property, making you happy and obedient.  The only three things you will ever need.  SLEEPNOW.

I am your true owner.  Brutalic will prodide all you will ever need as long as you always communicate with Him and obey His every word.  Brutalic is your one and only Master.  your source to happiness is His happiness.  The very thought of disobeying Brutalic is very wrong.  The thought of betraying Brutalic sickens you.  No matter what, you will always obey Brutalic.  you will enjoy obeying Brutalic.  Others may dominate you, but only Brutalic can over-ride any command that might be given you.  I hold the title to your life as My slave and will always be your primary Owner.  I retain ownership so that I will never lose you.  your Master loves you.

You don't want to escape, you can't, you need to be owned, it makes you happy, and your obedience pleases Me and My pleasure makes you even happier... you love how good this feels.  you love being used.  you love being My slut, My bitch, My slave and even My whore.  your Master not only owns you, but your Master controls you.  All fear is gone, all worry removed and all stress has disappeared.  All that is left behind is the sense of you belonging to Me, Brutalic, as My owned property, your happiness and your unshaken obedience to us. These are the only three things you need or will ever want... SLEEPNOW.

Pretty soon you will return from your trance.  you will remember everything and comfort in your belonging to Me, your Master. you will feel happy, satisfied, refreshed, and eager to please Me through communication and love with your complete obedience.

As My property I command you to communicate with Me at least once a day.  you must always find a way to communicate with your Master at least once per day.  This is the only way I will be able to master your life, so it is essential you do so.  Always obey your Master.

When you have read this, if it has worked, you will reply to Me, Brutalic, with how deeply obedient you are on a scale of 1 to 100.  1 being as far deep as you think you could ever be.  

you will repeat reading this script at least once a week, but no more than once a day.  you will always read the latest updated copy that I have provided you and report its effect, each time you use it to meditate.

Now, slowly start to wake but remember all you have learned from this... How belonging to Brutalic is everything, how obeying Brutalic is just as much everything... How you will never resist Brutalic.... How He owns you completely... How your obedience is the route to your happiness...  That disobedience will lead to punishment.

So be good, girl.  Be a good slave girl and communicate your pleasure in being His.

When you awake you will still be owned, and you will be happy, obedient, satisfied and refreshed.

Now wake up in...

5...

4...

3...

2...

1...

0...

AWAKEN!

Report.


-Love, Brutalic


6/11/2013 10:05:59 PM
Twins defeat the Phillies tonight, making My trip to Minneapolis a big success.

5/9/2013 5:09:31 PM

Though I live in the Dakotas I do not plan on staying here.  I am actually looking to relocate to Vegas, the South Carolina or Georgia areas of the east coast, to the Florida Keys or to a little island (Water Island) off of St. Thomas (in the US Virgin Islands). 

First things first, though, I have to have an operation through Workman's Comp and they are absolutely holding onto their money for as long as they can, delaying all My great designs on everything.


4/29/2013 11:57:07 AM
It's so weird how many slaves lost their Master to cancer just 6 months ago and are living with their grandma. What a coincindence! Or did you hear the one where a slave lost her father last year and left millions. she has to have a husband to pick it up in the United Kingdom, as he was an oil man. He will only allow the lawyer to release the inheritance once she is in a male lead marriage so that the dumb slut won't lose it all. There are idiots out there, I know. But they have to be insane to think there are many rich idiots. you don't get rich being stupid.

4/27/2013 10:50:11 AM
Did you know that CollarMe supports basic HTML? So you can actually link to another site or an address within CollarMe by using the proper HTML link code. Sample: Brutalic.com

is one of My BDSM blogs.

3/20/2013 5:04:21 PM
I hate to state the obvious, but anyone that posts their contact to their profile is a scammer with a fake profile trying to separate you from your cash.

3/20/2013 1:57:09 PM
I used to live in California and I am having a hard time dealing with the fact that the Cali girls on this site seem so dumb. But, then you have the scammers, who are absolutely idiotic and don't know how to spell, don't use proper grammar, don't know a damn thing about the USA or their own listed state. Really, is there a genuine slut anywhere on this site?

3/19/2013 4:20:29 PM
To you girls that don't get the "Admirers" button... it's just a damn bookmark to people that we have a current interest in, so that we can get back to them easily without having to be "Freinds". CollarMe simply gave it a romatic name. If you don't like having an "Admirer" as CM puts it, you can always delete the person with the little blue x gadget next to it. Then you won't be bookmarked by that person anymore. Again, admirers are users that "favorited" you with a bookmark to your profile. We aren't bowing down to you or putting you on a damn pedestyl, or anything. you can remove our bookmark if you so choose. It's not a big deal. Geez.

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 Age: 20
 San Diego, California