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transboundtight
| Pan Transgender, 44, Sussex, New Jersey
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On femminizing GAHT since late '21 and looking to use more kink/fet oriented activities to help get used to being out and about after a literal lifetime of trying to supress it mentally and socially.
Married but in an open/ENM relationship. We date/play separate sorry. My time is limited but what with the newfound-yet-time-restricted freedom, i'm looking for an ongoing situation/dynamic. Into bondage and looking to explore my more masochistic side. And if you collar me, i become a lot "easier" to deal with because when i get close to someone, i tend to become a people pleaser.
Can't host; will travel. i have more pics, but most of them are FL. Feel free to ask and maybe i'll tell you my account name. First/main pic is this year. Second pic is from a year before i started hormones.
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1/4/2024 10:56:02 AM: new year new problems
do you believe in fate? i only ask because there was a point in time where i was sure i had a good plan/path to transition that fell through so hard, it turned into a nearly two decade attempt at trying to bury what turned out to be a key part of me.
on the more peaceful side of things, something i figured was Never Gonna Happen ends up very real and This Is Us Now because hearts and minds change? or maybe being with someone that's actively on gender affirming hormones means you get the horrible reality of what the sex life is now.
but what does it mean? who is to say really. realistically nothing changes because the horrible problem with fate is that, ultimately, the destination at hand is supposedly set in stone and it's a path i've attempted and failed before.
so what can change this time besides the path that leads right back to that same void?
6/30/2022 7:50:14 PM: A new journal entry but only because i used to post on this a lot before whatever the hell happened to this site happened to this site. i wish the people that actually used to post legit interesting thoughts and notes would do so. Sadly, you're just stuck with this dull ass sort of post. Also a big good luck to all those going to TESFest this weekend.
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