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I am recently widowed, and in the grieving process of finding myself in this new life that no one asked for. My Dom of twelve wonderful yet short years has recently passed away. They found me and gave me an actual chance at life when I had little to my name and came from absolutely nothing. They have taught me so much, and we had a bright and shining future together. A huge part of me died with them, and what's left is all that I've learned from them. I don't know how I will get through life without them, but I feel that they guide me from memory and heart. I miss you so much, Jason! I love you. I would do it all over again, even though my life is darker than its ever been. Thank you! For fun, I enjoy writing fiction, video games, anime, traveling, amusement parks, concerts, conventions, road trips, sightseeing, animals, baking, reading, learning new things and meeting new people. I own my own home, have two awesome cats, and live a relatively peaceful life. I have a lot on my plate these days, and so, I am not looking for anything besides good conversation at this time. Also, please don't refer to me as anything but my name when sending a message, which is Allison. Thank you. A switch exploring her dominant side to learn all that she can in the meantime, so when the time comes that I meet someone special I am able to build a satisfying Domme/sub relationship with them. I'm quite the little brat but I know how to contain myself most of the time, however, if you're also a brat, and deliciously sadistic, you might have a little trouble on your hands :)

I am here to meet new people, make some friends, and if the cards are right, find a potential submissive. Of course though, I am pretty old school, so this individual and I would have to be friends before I'd consider them. Ideally, this person would be local to me, as I am not interested in an online D/s dynamic. Long distance may be considered, but only if we are an hour or so apart. I am in no hurry to rush into anything, and I'd prefer this person felt the same way - I want an organic, genuine connection that can stand the test of time.

This submissive and I could possibly live together. I am also open to the idea of sharing a life with this person and getting married. I want children.
Also, I have a poly heart; and while I am open to the idea of being in a monogamous relationship, the idea of a throuple or triad is also a possibility, if it was what we both wanted. However, I am not interested in exploring polyamory until we've established our own relationship. I also do not tolerate hierarchy in polyamorous arrangements, as I find that it usually ends up being an unethical practice.

*****As for being my Dom****
I am not focused on exploring that path, and if it ever happens, it should find me. I am just grateful to have gotten to enjoy a wonderful, healthy, sane and amazing D/s dynamic with one Dom in this lifetime so far, and if those happy days are behind me, so be it.

However, if I were to have a second chapter with another Dom, the same deion above is more or less applies here as well - meaning, we need to go through a thorough vetting process. Thanks!

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3/25/2018 8:12:55 PM
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3/24/2018 6:57:46 AM
In the past I've mostly put that I'm submissive, but nowadays I'm a switch... Why?
Because it's what it is, I'm just primarily submissive while also having these tendencies and bursts of energy to try and take over the world and talking back! =P
It's not fun confusing hardcore doms so...

I'm not really looking for someone to dom me or someone to dom at this time because it's a lot of fun meeting people at kink events and going through the chase that way!

P . S . I prefer to be hunted most of the time

3/17/2018 7:28:13 PM
Trying to make it to the Fire and Ice event held by Baltimore Playhouse on the 31st. W00t.

3/16/2018 8:02:40 AM
Another thing I like is Larping/Roleplaying! And these videos interest me GREATLY ;D


www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDOlmlP5UBs

www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fTe7gtxHy0

3/16/2018 7:49:14 AM
A couple of videos that really fascinate me :)

www.youporn.com/watch/8537057/scifidreamgirls-fembot-sex-with-ashley-fires-episode-10-rosie-the-domestic-bot-part-2/?from=search_full&pos=25

www.youporn.com/watch/8537052/scifidreamgirls-fembot-sex-with-ashley-fires-episode-9-rosie-the-domestic-bot-part-1/?from=search_full&pos=26

3/16/2018 7:03:31 AM
Me? Dominate you? Okay! 

For sometime I've wanted to explore what it was like to be in control of another. I've had small chances of trying it out but nothing of real practice, I'd say. I'm still very interested as I believe that I could appreciate and enjoy being someones dom - on my terms, that is!

What I do know is the kind of dominant I'd want to be. I wouldn't enjoy causing pain in any way to them. It would be a very loving bond. I'd love to do things for them... be there, nurture and give them a piece of my mind. They'd learn to look up to me and for the most part would have great communication. I'm not necessarily looking for a little, as for I'm a little myself and so parenting another would feel kind of strange. So ideally they'd be able to take care of themselves because it's what they were used to doing but they would crave to be taken care of - lots of quality time spent together on occasion, cooking for them, helping them with stress/being there during the bad times, as well as the good and watching them grow and succeed as the wonderful human being that they truly are.

Although I wouldn't be into causing them any kind of pain whatsoever, I am a total brat and enjoy making things difficult in a childish manner. They would have my respect but in a way they'd be mine to toy with and tease as much as I saw fit at any given time I was having one of those playful days.
I wouldn't degrade them as much as I'd try to make them feel as though they were caught in an invisible web in their minds that they couldn't escape.

This is what I'd have to offer if I ever found someone who was more than willing to accept :D


3/16/2018 7:02:31 AM
Things I like

Very much into
Collars (receiving) - I like reminders that I am owned, whether it's a bruise, small incision or even a collar! Collars in general are special because they are like a gift.

Abduction - I always wanted to know what it really was like being abducted for the excitement and to learn something. If I were to be abducted.. I'd want it to be for a good cause and not just for a thrill. I imagine it would be very thrilling, but also traumatizing and horrible enough that I'd walk away having had learned something valuable.

Begging - I like begging for mercy. I can be pretty convincing sometimes. It's kind of fun bribing and trying to get someone to change their mind. I also enjoy the thought of putting someone that is of higher status of me to beg. It would be super complicated, and it's very possible that this would only be if it was more based on luck and in the moment than my work, but I think if I could get them to beg... it would be amusing only for a time before I'd expect them to realize what has happened. They shouldn't like it.

Speech restrictions - Knowing that I'm not aloud to make a sound without some kind of consequence is fun, especially when I'm put in difficult situations where I may have to actually say something. It would be tormenting, and knowing me.. I'd actually probably end up opening my mouth since I usually have a hard time staying quiet for long.

Intellectual debates/arguing - I LOVE it when someone takes me seriously enough to hear what I have to say and actually be interested in getting into in depth conversations about REAL things. It's nice when it's so deep that we actually begin caring about what the other thinks. I enjoy trying to get people to see things my way even if they still don't agree. I dislike arguing usually, but I don't mind if things get heated enough that some fun comes into play xD

Judgement hearings - I don't know, it's kind of the same with begging, except the scenario was put on production. To have gotten into something that had put me in a place where I'd be judged before many is thrilling in a mystery way. After all, I do love mystery prizes!! grin emoticon

Hoods/masks (wearing and receiving) - I enjoy dressing like a bad ass, and the idea of being a sidekick of a bad ass is super fun. It's intimidating being unmasked or being masked as something lower than what everyone else is wearing.
EX: Prey/predator, weak/strong, frightening/easy on the eyes, etc.

Uniforms - Dressing up as different people/things is a great way to make the scenario realistic which enhances the thrills.

Knowledge (serving the worthy!) - Knowledge is sexy. I'm not bursting with knowledge but I know a little bit about a lot of things. People who are always thirsty to learn and are full of knowledge are so exciting to be around. Grammar nazi's can be nice to be around even if they're trolling and being dramatic. I don't truly believe in this, or maybe I do and I'm just in denial, but it's almost as if the dumb should serve the smart xD

Making people happy!! - I like to give and make people happy, period. Basically everything I do has something to do with pleasing someone else. In my mind I'm always wondering and questioning how to go about whatever that's in the best interest of the person I'm around and that I care about.


Something I enjoy

Age Play - Being younger makes me feel more vulnerable. When I find out someone is older.. I'm just happier.

Chores - I like to keep busy and if there's something that needs to be done to better the lives of people I care about and or myself, you bet I'll tackle it to put all of our minds at ease.

Exercise - I NEED this. It makes me look decent and puts my negativity to rest. It makes me also feel super powerful as if I could take over the world and accomplish just about anything.

Cooking - I AM a foodie. I love eating, cooking, learning new recipes, giving food as gifts, planning grocery lists, receiving food as a gift. I'm super sensitive to taste so things are double tasty for me. I can go from having a bad day to an awesome day if there's something exciting to cook or if I found a forgotten treat laying around.
Serving food/drink - Creating something and watching the other get to enjoy it is amazing stuff. Heh, even if I don't get a single bite, their pleasure could be just as fulfilling.

Being bitten - Vampirism related.

Serving with other subs - Joining others who like to serve sounds fun! It's like getting together with friends to do what we all love to do. We'll even go through hardships together and be there to help the other get through whatever madness comes our way!

Bruises (receiving) They can be a reminder of a punishment or something fun. It's also something that I can't make go away without waiting for it to heal and fade on it's own, and who ever it was dealt by put it there for whatever reason that's appealing.

Choking (receiving) I'm not very fond of this but I think it's neat getting close to that point of blacking out and then stopping, leaving my whole body in a numb, dizzy state where I'm seeing stars.

Fear (receiving) Being spooked intentionally is arousing, especially when the persons causing it are enjoying my reactions. There's a limit to which it could stop being arousing but could be still enjoying to some degree as long as those people are greatly amused.

Hair pulling - I have long hair and it gets in my way. DEMONS! XD And to have someone use my own weapon against me is kind of exciting. It could be like a leash to keep me in control. I love my hair and wouldn't want to lose it by being pulled out intentionally or cut frown emoticon

Hot wax - I've tried this before and it can be kind of fun to play with. It could be thrilling if it were used during a punishment or some crazy experiment.

Punishment - It can be fun if the punishment is exciting, but if it's not and just a harsh lesson, having to emotionally pick myself up and grow stronger is appealing because I'm in a weak state.

Cross dressing - Dressing up like a bad ass knight, a dashing prince, even though I'm a female is so much fun and exciting! It's like.. I'll do what I want despite being female whether or not it's aloud in that day and age, but secretly I wouldn't mind being put in my place if someone was strong enough to do it. I love being challenged and would not give up quickly as being powerful has it's advantages too. A special agent with a gas mask who will exterminate whatever gets in her path. The sex is questionable.

cuff restraints - I'm being restrained from cookies or getting away, both pluses.

Suspension - Being suspended access to something by someone who has an advantage over me in some way could make me happy.

Limits pushed - This could be an emotional thing. Like, I don't like bugs and do not want them on me, but I GUESS if someone wanted to teach me how to get over the fear to better myself, sure. Same goes with heights and the fear of being alone for long periods of time. Limits that could not better me but more so the other person I'd be up for if it's something we eased into over time and it made the other person exceptionally happy.

Essays/writing assignments - I like learning and being taught by someone who's smarter than me. I enjoy being challenged and impressing others, even on paper!


Want to try

Religious play - Eh.. it could be fun to be forced to be a nun and it


3/16/2018 6:57:10 AM
After care? Hmm.

Aftercare can be very important if you NEED it. I appreciate it; what's not to like about it? Pamper time!

Cuddles, sweet words, towel and a water bottle all sound like great things to have after a session. Personally I'd like to throw a few chocolate kisses in there ^_^ or... you know, some junk food.; a cup cake, cookie, milk chocolate, a glass of chocolate milk ......(okay, I'm really hungry now. Good thing dinner is almost done!)

But yeah, this is something I'd bring up if asked or if the subject was brought up. However as I said, any kind of aftercare can be appreciated, especially by this one!


3/16/2018 6:55:35 AM

BDSM to me is a nice, comfortable, CONSENSUAL way of learning and exploring my kinks. It's a safe way to get the job done. However, I've noticed that some of those kinks of mine clash with the act of BDSM; when it comes to the consensual part anyway. I'll simply have to scoot them down the list for the time being.

I will continue to go to events where the rules are bold so no one gets hurt, but eventually I will get down to the bottom of the list and will hopefully find people to full power exchange with where I then will be able to execute those non consensual desires.

I understand that BDSM isn't to be taken lightly and it shouldn't be, but when you compare it full power exchange.. it's just playing to have those dark needs met in a safe manner. Perfectly fine with me, but you should be able to get why BDSM isn't for everyone, including those that follow some aspect to it.

Just a 'thought.' =)


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 Age: 30
 Cleveland, Ohio