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Retirednavysub

50 year old retired Navy sailor.
Loves bondage, pain, toys and very service oriented.

I find myself in a very lonely and trapped marriage of over 29 years. Have had no sexual release or contact with her for over 10 years and feel like I am only staying in this relationship because I have no where else to go.

I married when I was 21 and clueless as to what I wanted and or needed. I thought I could show her what I enjoyed in life, explored some BDSM and bondage but she never really liked it at all.

It is something that is missing in my life and I now realize I need someone that wants to take control and likes having someone to care for them and their needs, while also having my need to surrender and submit fulfilled.

I hope a variety of skills to enhance life.

4/20/2018 6:53:22 PM
So my fifteen year old decided I am not in charge. He recently ran away, spent a night away from home. What am I to do.
3/23/2018 7:02:27 PM
You know some times I think what would I do if my Step Duaghter saw this or my daughter in law. I long to serve and right now this is for these two boys that I have to raise
3/23/2018 4:05:56 PM
Wow guess know one on this sites cares about reality. Everyone must be living in a fantasy world. Would love to talk to anyone interesting it getting to know the person behind the profile.
1/20/2018 5:13:47 PM
Just found out the 15years old made the high school team for 9th grade so excited.
1/17/2018 8:39:11 PM
Oldest love baseball, younger loves soccer both are expensive yet I want the best for them both
1/17/2018 7:01:19 PM
I am raising two boys 15 and 13 years old, really have no clue as to what to do for them. Playing a guessing games as to what is right and what is wrong god help me
1/17/2018 6:41:27 PM
Trying to figure this out I love being submissive and long to serve. How does one choose what they want. I long to surrender and yet know I have to care for two young boys. Please give guidance if you can thank you
1/17/2018 6:26:24 PM
Enjoying 1800 tequila wow it tastes great specially on a day when work is canceled and there is nothing better to do.
1/17/2018 6:24:58 PM
While I am submisssive I am not tolerant I dislike stupid. If your not intelligent smart or knowledgable. Leave me alone.
1/17/2018 6:22:58 PM
Why do kids test us. Youngest grandson is banging on stuff to be annoying why is that he’s driving me nuts
1/14/2018 7:24:59 PM
Is there anyone out there that understand. 29;years of marriage that does not fulfill the issuing piece
1/14/2018 7:22:50 PM
At home my wife thinks I am chatting it up with someone. I am not. Wish I was but I am not. Want nothing more than to be suffering for the right person.
1/12/2018 9:52:18 PM
How does a real sub male enter into a closed,of,world. Been trying to surrender for,years. I am clueless
1/12/2018 9:43:41 PM
Sub male sexless relationship what should I do. I am horny. Love sex, love being submissive to,all, please help,
9/21/2017 9:05:21 PM
Just curious i am watching a video of a slave tied up and tortured with a cattle prod  does that really take place or is it just in the video world 


9/19/2017 6:38:00 PM
Okay, i must ask this to all the Dom's out there

WTF 

i have tried to please me wife and she is not receptive, i have seriously wanted to be a sub from the age of 17 and i failed to submit to a couple back then as i was scared. 

I know what it is that i want, i am married and in a sexless relationship and need some release. 

I travel some and am hoping to meet up with a Dom that understands. 

Please help
9/18/2017 5:04:43 PM
Nipples are clamped. ass is filled where are all the Dom's that need a sub to please them.  Really this town is starting to suck.  one can only stand so much self stimulation before giving up   
9/18/2017 1:21:41 PM
Looks like a long week boring day tomorrow sitting in the hotel in Elgin IL. Servers did not arrive on time. Now I wait oh well.
9/17/2017 8:31:21 PM
This sub is going to be in Elgin IL for the week and would love a Dom to serve while up there for work. Not looking for anything but relieving your needs by fulfilling my desire to serve.
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