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I was a domme for a long time .. Hence the name .. but a few years ago I started having submissive thoughts .. The more I denied them the more they grew .. The more extreme they got ... The Thrill I got from standing over a man as he groveled at my feet is long gone. Now an empty space just remains. The whole thing just slowly grew like a plant from a seed, A seed that was planted when i was a teenager.
I am attracted to extreme doms. Looking for someone older... but not bald and fat. someone sane
I have daddy/daughter fantasies.. Blackmail fantasies and Rape fantasies
I am 30 years old. Work full time and have a young daughter (who wouldn't be any part of this)
so... maybe 8 months ago there was a male dom I chatted with once in awhilehe was in texas .. as time went by he got more and more aggressive with asking personal questions and for some reason i just felt compelled to answer ..
he would act like he was entitled to answers or like i owed him answersthe more I answered his questions .. the more personal the questions got
he was very aggressive .. and i sort of felt like .. pushed into a corner like i had no choice to answer
and sometimes when he didn't understand .. I would have to explain situations to him
(My life at times can be very complicated)
it was easy to open up to him because we had never met and we were never going to meet
this whole thing sort of morphed into a daddy daughter thing with him controlling everything that happened in my sex life
like if a guy asked me out I would say.. let me think about it .. then ask daddy and he would decide... before the date we would get together on gmail chat and go over what i was gonna wear and what would happen
flirt with this guystay away from that guywhen i had sex with my BF how it was gonna happen and how he would cumetc etc
he was like a mentor but at other times sadisticbut as the months past once in awhile he would say things that raised a red flagand when i lost trust for him it just fell apart
when the "thing" fell apart it sort of left a void ...been looking for someone ever since but...