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| If you are very lucky there will come a time when you will find someone who, right from moment one, you know is the one you have been searching for. Once found, you cherish, respect and work hard to make sure the you and Her have moment after moment into eternity. Mistress Howl is that one, and i, her loving slave.
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Greetings Mistress, Before i head out i wanted to jot down a few words on money. Nothing different than what W/we have talked about before but since it was on my mind this morning here are my thoughts about it. First of all, i am Your property. Property cannot own property. Everything that was mine is now Yours with the exception of my kids. When i became Your property i knew it included money. But if it didn't then Owning me would not be total for You, and You should have everything and anything You want when it comes to me. Secondly, and more important to me, is how You view the money. When You told me about taking Viv out You said "WE" are taking her out. The money is just one more part of who W/we are. You are not the type of person who takes things trivially and i have full faith that that extends to O/our finances. i don't believe You will drain my wallet but rather use it in a responsible way that allows U/us to enjoy it and benefit from it without throwing it away. i am perfectly comfortable in the fact that You own me and everything that formerly was mine in now Yours. There has never been anything in Your behavior that has shown anything else except that You are a responsible and caring Owner. And i have no reason to expect that to be any different because money becomes involved. |
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The absolute, unvarnished truth is that where i used to look inside and see me, i now see the slave of Mistress Howl. The me grows insignificant as the desire to please and serve Mistress Howl grows and Her Ownership of me grows deeper into my soul. She is now in places that i have kept every other Person out. She is there because She chooses to be and i make myself completely open to Her every desire. As i learn what it truly means to put Her first in all things, i move into and past levels of submission and devotion that i did not know existed. And at each level i look up to my Owner and in awe know that there are many more hidden levels that will be turned over to Her so that i may faithfully serve and please Her in all ways. Mistress does so much for me. She does nothing that does not have Her Heart fully in it, and for that i am truly grateful. It is my intention to give it all back to Her in love, friendship, worship, respect, loyalty and obedience. |
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You came into my life like a bolt of lighting, an unexpected flash the lit up all around me. You were like the sun rising in the east, allowing me to see the light after so much darkness. i am forever thankful that You are in my life. Maybe i don't say it enough, or maybe too much, but i cannot imagine a life without You in it. i cannot imagine my life without You Owning it. i take my place at Your feet because it is MY place. a place i have always wanted deep in my heart, thought i had and lost, and now, so unexpectedly have regained. i bend my neck to You and with as much grace as i can muster accept Your collar around my neck. A collar i am proud to wear. A collar that i never want removed. there has been about a month between Your last two posts and so much has happened in that short time. But what has happened was meant to happen. Just as i believe what will happen is also meant to be. i wish i knew how i knew, but i know that i shall be Yours for a very long time. And i know for me, and i hope for You, that we shall grow closer and stronger, the bond between us forged with steel and love. i am Your slave now, where You lead i will follow, what You command i will obey. There is no question in my mind that this is the right thing. No question that the chains You have put around me are chains of freedom. That by being Your slave, and dedicating my life to Your pleasure and happiness will paradoxically free me, remove fears and be capable of experiencing a relationship with You that is both sacred and profane. i have put my complete trust in You Mistress Howl, i believe in You. i worship and respect You. the time we are together is cherished but also the time away from You is cherished because it brings thoughts and feelings clear. Whatever resistance and fears i have within me seem to be falling effortlessly away, without either one of us having to do much. Of course You are being You and i, me. And i think my heart and soul recognized You long before i did. And what i truly believe Mistress, is that we have only hit the tip of the iceberg. If that is true Mistress, can You imagine what we have ahead of us. And now, when i try and picture what that might be, i don't get images, or thoughts, i get a feeling deep inside me. i can't translate it, i can't describe it, but it is truth. it led me to You and tells me now to relax, to accept and to grow with You. This naked boi, kneeling at Your feet, is home Mistress. And i want to thank You for making such a lovely home for me. The next time we are together and i kiss Your feet, i hope You can feel all that i have said in this message in my kiss, for i will put all of everything i am into it. i love You Mistress and always will. i am Mistress Howl's boi and a loftier position a slave cannot be in. Thank You Mistress. |
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| Age: 25 |
| Philadelphia,
Pennsylvania |
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