Collarspace

I am kind of adrift in my life and still trying to find my place in the world. Whether its just the luck of the draw, or poor choices on my part, I seem to have a lot of drama in my life. Slowly but surely Im finding my way out of rough patches and bumps in the road. At least Im interesting! Boring would probably be easier though.

Many of my Dom friends call me atypical. Im not always sure why, but its never meant in a negative way as far as I can tell. I enjoy being different and standing out from the crowd. I like that Im considered unique, and maybe even special, by the people Im lucky enough to call friends. I have been involved off and on in BDSM for over 20 years. I do not have much sub training, but I understand the basics fairly well.

I am widowed with no children. I havent quite gotten to the point where I can gloss over my relationship status and just call myself single yet. I am looking for a 247 TPE long term relationship with an experienced local sadistic DomMasterOwner. If you dont enjoy inflicting pain, Im going to seem like so much work to you. I am not interested in playing online. Real life relationships only. I am unable to host. I hope to earn a collar and live in a 247 TPE that includes domestic discipline. I crave the structure and discipline a dominant man can provide for me, and I need a frequently sore bottom (among other areas), whether it is from discipline, punishment, or for our mutual pleasure. My appetite for impact play exceeds my bodies ability to withstand it. Its safe to say I am a diehard masochist. 128537 i am also very anally fixated. I am very curious about obedience training and behavioral conditioning.