9/19/2017 11:12:41 AM: I thought I had answers to the questions I ask myself everyday! Do I? I can't say yes to that question anymore. You think you have stuff figured out but then it changes, does it change for the better? for the worse? It's a mystery, I guess I will just continue to keep going and hope I figure it out, thats all one can do. Seems every day there is more questions piled on to the other ones I can't answer, uhhgg its a never ending cycle.:(

9/18/2017 5:16:40 PM: Haven't written anything here for a few days, everything has been going good but now today I'm feeling a little down, uhhgg i dunno feeling very inadequate today. Not sure where my place is exactly. Maybe i just feel or care toooooo much. Do I expect to much? Do I not deserve the things i feel i need to be happy? Maybe I'm just thinking wrong. When a daddy gets busy, he just puts his girl in the back?? Whose happiness is very important? Its a mystery indeed. Does one really need to feel loved to give 100%?

9/15/2017 1:39:43 PM: News Flash: for all you beautiful people out there, since you are beautiful you should not need to be on here, because your beautiful you should be able to find someone on a regular old dating site or at the bar easier than you would here? :) gave me a little laugh is all

9/15/2017 12:48:56 PM: I've had a pretty good day so far, i just wish people would read my profile before they message me, NO I DO NOT want a mommy instead of a daddy! Also please please do not message me and tell me i should not write a certain thing in my journal, its mine and its a way for all of the serious daddies out there to get a better understanding of me.

9/14/2017 12:28:55 PM: Did you really think I wasn't going to find out/figure out what you are? Just because I'm submissive does not mean i am stupid. Just because I have a certain color hair does not mean i am brainless! Just because i am female does not mean I don't know any thing. My being submissive is going to be a gift to whomever I choose to gove it to and can be revoked if you don't hold true to your promises.