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I have been dominant as long as I can remember.
I am looking for unattached, or single male subs.
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I like bi males, but will also consider straight males. If you are looking for a chat buddy, I am NOT INTERESTED.
I have hard limits I will not push, no scat,no children, no illegal acts, no needle play, or blood.
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If you contact me, Please and I can not emphasis this enough, BE REAL... and DO NOT PLAY GAMES.
You will be blocked if you try. And I have a big block list.
I AM NOT INTERESTED IN CONTACT FROM ANYONE OUTSIDE OF THE U.S.
I still have a few part time session spots available.
Anyone who knows me, knows I am Dominant, it is not something I hide, I am real to everyone, even my tenants know. I do not hide who I am, hiding to me is a game you cant win.
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called the sheriff's office and then got ahold of the lawyer to put things into gear, so sick of this b/s. and just like before she kissing my as$. when she tried to be nice and ask me to take her to town, I just looked at her calmly and stated, I told you I was done, accept it. When I say I am done, I do not go out of my way to help anyone. You burned your bridge with me, and I can not wait until you leave. So then she asks for a rake so she can go out and rake my lawn, duh. I am not helping you get to where you think you need to go, I did that last week, filled my car and took you to Mplr and didn't even get a thank you. My drs office called her today and told her they can't help her, I was hoping they would. She flips out just like flipping on a light switch, you never know what she is going to be like. I can't deal with that day after day. So I took a break and made chocolate today.
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shit got real again today, I literally hate when someone yells and screams at me, she pulled the "I will call 9-1-1 card" so I did call them, and hooked up with the State police and because I waited 2 days over 14 days they couldn't come take her out. But was informed that since she is a roommate in my home, the tenant law is a little different for me, and because I am a disabled elderly woman, those are labels I don't really like but if they will make this go faster, I will use them. What she has been doing to me, is considered elder abuse, there are laws against it. And I got the info I wanted and in the morning I will contact the local sherriff's department and get some more questions answered and get this ball rolling. I really don't want to get my lawyer on the payroll yet, but will get everything going on my end. I am far from stupid as she thinks I am. She even blasted my other roommate, which I had to calm down, as she wanted to coldcock her. This psycho really has bi-polar I swear she can go from zero to 200 in less than a second then end up laughing immediately afterwards. That just isn't normal. I am done living in this chaos, she thinks I just let it blow over but I am not. When I asked if she had a place to go on the 3rd, she said yea maybe FL or NY, so all I said was well you really need more than a maybe and she just lost it on me, and started verbally assaulting me, and telling me she doesn't have to be out until the 4th, and kept screaming at me, I asked her calm down and it just got worse. then my other roommate stepped in and then it was aimed at her, it really wasn't pleasant but I am done she has thoroughly burned her bridge with me. Next is the sherriff, I have to write up a paper saying when she is to be out. And why. Then I have to wait until that day and if she doesn't leave then the court gets involved. |
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Yes I am counting the days before she leaves, since I told her yesterday about my lawyer being brought into the picture, she has changed her attitude. Yes I know it can be an act because she sure is good at that. She asked to come in my room to talk, surprise right there and told me she wanted to cook dinner. I had to hold my self back from laughing, when I showed her I wasn't going to be bullied by her crap anymore, she backed down. I think she might have talked to her sister last night, and possibly she set her straight because she has no money and no place to go, and clearly her sister doesn't want her showing up on her doorstep. People like that burn out family members really quickly, I know because I have a niece pretty much like her thinking she is entitled to everything and anything that isn't hers. I was asked today but an individual if next time I pick a roommate if I am going to be more careful. Yes and no, I am going to do a complete background check. And there will be a thorough reference check. |
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Seriously counting days before she is out of here. Today it started again with an argument, and telling me was going to sue me, I looked at her and said go ahead, but first you should know my lawyer told me you don't have a leg to stand on, she is a roommate only, doesn't rent an apartment or whatever, no lease nothing signed. So as he put it I could have her moved out asap and there isn't anything she could do about it. But considering who I am, I wouldn't put anyone out without a place to go or $$$ to move, so on the 3rd her disability should be on her card and even if it's not she is leaving. And I have told her this,I did it by the law, so my butt would be covered. She told me she has the right or as she put it the run of my house. ok, great I don't make dinner for her any more, and I don't set up the coffee maker. time to find out what I can be really like. she went out and got the mail, and brought it in, and thinks everything is fine. oh my dear you have no clue. I was able to block her estranged b/f's number this morning, after I answered my own phone and he demanded to talk to her, um not the way to ask me. So I hung up and called my blocked numbers list. have a good day as&h*le. very sick of the rollercoaster. |
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Received an email from one of my bois, made me smile. |
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Today, I calmly told the upstairs unwanted tenant that she will be paying for the calls she has been making. And she said she would on the 3rd, which I quickly told her she would not be here on the 4th. And her reply was oh ok, I have been keeping a journal of all the crap she has been pulling since she came. Just 15 more days and I lower the boom completely. It has taken me a bit to get all my ducks in a row, but I managed to do it. Now it's time to play by my rules. I am totally done with the b/s.
I have been trying to block her "b/f" number and I thought I had, until it just came in again, and when I answered he hung up. So I reentered his number into my block list. and wow the number disappeared off my caller id. keep f*cking with me, and you will find out who you really are messing with. I can be a royal bitch. |
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I have contacted my attorney, I am done being treated like a sucker. This individual that is my home has been playing me for a fool, and frankly I am pissed off. She has been calling her "b/f" daily, using my phone, told me she would sue me if I tossed her out. Well after getting a few things in line I understand since she moved in here under false pretenses, I am not the one who will be in trouble. What she is doing is a form of larceny. I am really not a stupid person, but I feel like one at the moment. I am going to be turning this ship around and giving that girl a taste of whoop ass from me, she is not going to see it coming. I happened to pick up the phone tonight to return a call, and found her talking to her so called estranged b/f, so I muted it and listened to see if I was correct, and damn I sure am. She wants to threaten me again to sue me, and I am telling her to bring it on, I have a real good lawyer and I don't back down when I am right. What she is doing to me, is something that can land her in jail. |
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I was told I was a compassionate person since I am dealing with this new tenant. Hell it takes all that I am not to pop her in the head from time to time. Considering all the seriously fucked up things she does on a daily basis. She is up at 2a, and making noise in my kitchen getting my dogs to barking, and yea they are in my room. So you know I am not resting. All this is seriously not good for my health. She has been here 7 days, and I seriously want her gone. She is one of those individuals that has to outdo anyone with everything. When my other tenant and I are talking she buts in and has a story of how great she is. If she is so great why is she here with me. Her coping skill is to cry and that annoys the hell out of me. If I say anything she doesn't like on comes the tears. But they are crocadile tears cause she can snap right out of it in just the blink of an eye. |
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I have a new tenant, her b/f basically just dumped her here. She is a bit of a handful, but am trying to get passed her stupid actions to get her the help she needs. I don't think she will last for very long, she has a tendency to run away from difficult situations rather meet them head on. And that is why am having the issue of getting her back on track, if I turned her away she would be homeless, and frankly I don't have the heart to just pull the rug out from under her. Her b/f was a verbal abuser towards her and used scare tactics to keep her under control. He was a total con-artist and that did not fly with me. He didn't last more than 4 days, and actually he was only present here for about 4 hours in all during those days. It isn't the easiest thing to deal with her, but am doing the best I can for now. I believe she is bi-polar, just by the way she performs. My other tenant is having major issues dealing with her, so it is like dealing with 2 little children, at least that is how it feels to me. For whatever reason they feel they have to out do each other, and I don't say much, except once in awhile, but I am just trying to keep the peace between the two. I have to take my original tenant aside and let her know her placement with me is permanent and the new tenant is on a trial basis. This new one, went off on me the other day, for some minute reason, and kept saying it wasn't going to work, I told her, yea you are right as long as you continue to think that, it won't work. Give it a month if it doesn't work then find some place else. Actually the b/f was still in the picture at that time, and he got her wound up, and she went off on me, I figure he was hoping I would kick her out. But I didn't, and he ended up leaving her here, she let it slip that if I made her leave she would taking me to court. For whatever reason, I assured her she was the one saying she was leaving, I had not given her an eviction of any form. She is sue happy, so this actually won't work as far I am concerned. So I am holding off meeting with subs for a little bit, I have enough on my plate with her. But as soon as I get every thing back on schedule I will be sending out notices to subs. |
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Got my car back this morning, it's inspected cost a chunk of change to get it back but at least it is done and all safe. I got back opened my email to find a picture of 16 new baby chicks that will eventually be at my house, my oldest son picked them up for me. Funny how saying I was thinking about getting chickens turned into feathered little birds within a few days, I can imagine the baby goats will end up the same way. My son is going to incubate the chicks for me, cause my dogs wouldn't leave them alone. |
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Easter was an amazing day with family. This morning I got a call from the garage with the total of what my car is going to cost to fix, I told them to fix it, I need my car. I really don't need a car payment this year so it is fix mine instead. It only needed a couple of things for inspection, a ball joint and front brakes. So they are doing that, and oil change, wiper motor and new blades, and the pipe fix and boy is my housemate getting a rude awakening. that car don't move unless I need it. and that is going to cramp her style big time. she likes to run it just about every other day for nothing. shit is gonna hit the fan when she tries it this time around. I did tell her that it doesn't move unless I need it. And she said she knows. She asked how much was it costing me, and I told her that really wasn't any of her business since she doesn't help with the upkeep of it. her rent pays for her room and not my car.
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next week I will be setting up appts for meeting with subs. |
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well today was eventful in some good ways and then in some not so good ones, managed to get a few errands done this morning, before a pipe let loose under my rig. oh yea, just turned off Rte 232 onto Rte 2, when it dropped. so we drove back to my house and then I called the wrecker. they picked up my SUV, and it's now at the garage until next week. not sure what is up, the wrecker guy thinks it is an easy fix, just some bolts, then I need a new wiper on the drivers side, nope my housemate didn't bother to tell me there was issues with it, she does that alot, not sure if she thinks I will be upset, I am more pissed not knowing until I go to use something. talked to the garage this afternoon and gave them a list of things to do, inspection, oil job, then the wiper arm won't work, and the pipe from the catalytic converter to the muffler. decided to jump off. |
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Finished making chocolate bonbons yesterday, 6 doz maple creme filled and 6 doz cherry creme filled, then I them up last night. there are some moose pops done as well as a few bunny pops and solid eggs and little bunnies. Am having my housemate do some deliveries for me on Friday. I do know if you give a 1/4 pd or a 1/2 pd of free chocolates that is the best marketing tool. Method to my madness, since I will be opening my shop this year. |
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got off my butt today and made 10 doz chocolate bonbons, 4 doz filled with peppermint filling, and 6 doz cheesecake filled ones, they are all made from scratch.. I still have maple filling made and cherry filling made up. not sure I am making those today or not, still have some bunnies to make and a few chocolate eggs, |
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Had an exceptional session today. Very pleased how it turned out. |
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I have heard it said that it happens in 3's, I have lost 3 family members a very short time. My oldest son texted me tonight that another of my cousin's had passed this time it was either a stroke or heart attack. My soul/heart are sad. |
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the day after a stomach bleed is hard as well, I am weak and slightly off. but with rest and being careful I have endured it. I don't have them that often thank goodness, but when I do, they are not pleasant. |
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Today is a rather hard day, I am having a stomach bleed which I haven't had in awhile. It is medication associated. Makes my b/p drop drastically which it has for a couple of days, and causes my tremors to be more pronounced. |
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seems I was a bit ahead of myself the other day, the room is not rented yet. you know when you only get parts of a story, and they leave the important parts out thinking you won't check. well I did some side checking and it wasn't at all like what was served to me. so I have reposted my ad, and will wait for a more positive potential tenant.
received a message from my son to tell me my 2nd cousin passed this morning.
that is way too many loved ones who have passed from pancreatic cancer in just a few weeks of each other. the 2 that have passed were the only ones of my cousins that accepted me for who I am. I am saddened but I know this part of their journey has ended. I don't show my emotions outward where others see. Having worked in healthcare for so many years I see things a whole lot differently than some, I am not cold hearted just the opposite.
As I tell some individuals close to me, some individuals aren't suppose to grow old, it is just how life is. |
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well yesterday was a bit of a rollercoaster but it seems to have turned out ok, time will tell. I am hoping for the best outcome. And it has nothing to do with my subs. Now have a new errand to run, to get what I need. My housemate cleaned the room yesterday that was available. It was rented last night. First couple that came to look at it, took it. won't interfere with my life at all, just make it a whole lot easier, a lot less stress on me. |
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I am losing another cousin to pancreatic cancer, the 2 cousins who accepted me for me. I am deeply saddened. I am in a bit of a fog. |
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Time passes
I do get that life the vanilla part has a way of sneaking in and throwing a wrench into things for others, which ripples to me. I don't usually allow anything to break up my days with the vanilla life. But my subs have vanilla lives on the outside. 2 of which I fully understand, one is his job, one is allying parent, and then my other one has just dropped out of sight. No reasoning, just stopped talking to me, was coming on a semi-regular basis. Then after hearing nothing for over 2 weeks, I email him to get no response.
This is the reasoning I do not take on certain individuals, I don't anger easily but this is on my last nerve, I don't care that he is unable to come, just don't ignore me. Have some decent measure to tell me you are done. But ignoring me is just not right..
I know he is totally flighty, and tends to mind fuck himself all the time. But I can usually straighten him out when he tells me. Oh well, back to square one. I suppose. |
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trolls are running rampant on this site the last couple of days. |
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another day another troll emails me, and then blocks me, lol seriously.
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I have been dominant as long as I can remember, and during this time, I have learned many things through trial and error. I give enough <rope> not literally to a sub, to see what they do with it. And 9 times out of 10, the outcome is always the same. I do have patience because life does get in the way on occasion. The bois I have aligned myself with, are the ones I hope to keep for quite some time. What they don't know is after 6 mons of continuous service they earn their collars. That doesn't mean 6 months of 1 session a month, means more like ..... that is for me to tell my boi. |
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| Age: 29 |
| New York,
New York |
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