3/7/2015 5:12:15 PM: Hmm, wow i anoyed you, because i disagreed with you, because i gave you every opportunity to drop the subject we agreed to disagree on, but refused to let you have the last word? Or was it because i turned your attempts to insult me back on you? cant take what you want to dish out. I wont message you again you cant message me. But acording to flame war rules i won. you Conceed defeate when u refuse to argue by refusing to speek to the person. Its the equivalent of sticking your fingers in your ear and saying lalalala im not listening

4/11/2014 12:52:02 AM:  i  dumped my long term fb   a few weeks ago.  at first i was angry. he hurt me emotionally.  my friends keep saying that he will message me  that he will come back, but i know he wont. because this time I dumped HIM.  instead of him dumping me. his pride wont let him  ask me to take him back.   I keep telling my friends even if he did come and ask me to take him back i wouldn't.  he hurts me too much.  every  year  for the last  six, he has managed to pick a massive fight  and come up with a reason to stop seeing me.  this time i  decided i would be the one to end it.   two break ups ago,  he dumped me because i  committed an act of self harm in a weak moment , he claimed  that it showed  i didn't respect him, or his feelings about anything.   till that point in time i considered him a friend  on as well as an fb.  that  made me see something,  that even after 4 years of seeing each other,  and being there though his marriage,  and then though the divorce, all those years of listening to him  talk about  his ex,  and his child, and his job, and his parents and his brother,  meant nothing to him.   he abandoned me when i  was hurting,  and proved to me that while i had considered him a friend,  he didn't consider me one.   it took me two more years to categorize him from  friend to  fuck.  he didnt notice  that i shared less and less while seeing him.   he didn't notice  that i stopped texting him randomly to see how he was doing, i stopped baking for him.  i stopped doing  the little things i do when i care.     and  so when the last fight happened,  it was the last fight.   i am done with him.    i was angry for a little while.  now i am not angry,   just tired  of trying to explan to my friends  why he wont be back.  and tired of  still giving a shit. 

3/7/2013 2:46:00 PM: They say grave yards are full of discarded and dead dreams. What if u never dreamed?

2/15/2013 4:12:38 PM: I used to wear my pain on my skin,but they took my knives away. I used to cry it out at night but they told me I was looking for attetion. I tried to talk and they told me I was whineing, I asked for help and they told me to toughen up. So. I stoped talking, I stopped asking for help, I stoped crying it out and I stopped bleeding it out. Now it fills me with no outlet and the more I try to be happy and normal the worse I feel. I clean my house I go to the gym I spend time with my dogs and my friends and I smile. The only outlet I have is karaoke singing out my sorrow in other peoples words till tears drip from my eyes on stage, that no one notices.

12/16/2012 1:13:52 PM: Yeah I think I'm moving into the spare room. He wants a sexless marrage he's gonna get one. Fuck him and his nonfucking ways.