Thought it was about time to update this! Sorry for all the "me me me" here... but isn't that what "profiles" are for?

When i was 5, i wrote a letter to "the world" that said "when i grow up, i want to be a beautiful elegant woman and belong to a special man..." And i'm still hoping for a man who wants to train his perfect property. The mental part of being a submissive goes as deep (or deeper!) as the physical for me. i am craving feeling someone DEEP in my mind as much as my body...

And so, the "personals thing" goes like this:

❤ Beautiful and extremely super feminine and submissive pre-op TS (sometimes too) curvy and tall total bottom girl hoping to be acquired and completely owned by a SERIOUS OLDER (40+) masculine confident ❤DOMINANT TOP MAN❤ of any nationality or color who is looking to shape his property to his deepest desires and who can show care as i bloom for him and he teaches me to devote myself to his pleasure ❤ 

pantyhose and stockings are like, my second skin. i'm NEVER hardly and don't ever feel "right" without them! ❤ And i adore heels... 5" and higher especially (which can make me super tall, lolz) ~ if you love to see your woman completely encased in nylon wearing the highest heelz she can, i am DEF your kinda girl (and you my kinda guy!)❤

Being well-endowed is a definite plus, (i ❤ BBC!!) ❤ as is ESPECIALLY someone who is tall, gregarious and bear like. I love rough sturdy demanding older men who know what they want from their woman and aren't afraid to DEMAND it.

i have always felt my place in the world, at a man's pleasure and whim.. And i'd love to help make your world more than it is.

i live to please my man, really! i embrace my femininity and sexuality with my everything and i DO have some wildly kinky streaks, but i really love to spend time learning to specifically please my lover, whether it be with silk and lace, or a preparing a special dinner and intelligent conversation. Or going out on the town to see movies, plays, art, sports or anything he and i like. 

Although i (think i) am a fairly independent, pretty smart, bright, intuitive, creative, thoughtful and deeply reflective woman, i'm also a girly girl inside who craves her special Daddy and sometimes wish i didn't have to think so much for myself, really. i don't think i am "built" to fare well alone for myself in the world forever.

i'm fairly developed as a woman (tall, curvy, C++ [but would TOTally go bigger!] breasts and long hair all my own and nails) but i need guidance and direction and FOCUS - i crave a man's control and discipline deeply. Someone i can rely upon, and truly care for... someone to guide me. i am helpless without it! i feel incomplete without someone i can bloom for.

There are some things that i have left "undone" about me purposefully that i'm hoping someone might get particular satisfaction choosing with or for and experiencing with me. So i could be his more specific beauty... maybe to bring us closer together as a couple.

i want to take care of you, while you take care of me. To be a part of you... Make me your fantasy... my mind and body are your palette! Stepford fantasy? oh ya... TOT-ally me! ❤ Bimbo inside! (and out). Ya! in a lot of ways.

But although i really do enjoy to be a positive person in everything, and am very bubbly in my nature, i'm not completely vacant... 

i do spend a lot of time on my feminine details... hair, (long and all my own!) nails, brows, lashes, lips and makeup... that stuff is deeply important and satisfying to me... and, of course have an extensive intimate wardrobe which i ❤ to show off for my man...) 

So, while i am very happy and fulfilled spending as much time as i can making sure everything is as "perfect" as it can be ~

i do spend a lot of time in inner thought (i am a classic introvert-extrovert, exhibitionist homebody!) hanging around the house in leggings and jeans (and stockings and heels!)...

and i'm definitely not someone who is a complete narcissist or someone who only concentrates on material things. Or can't hold a deeply intense and perceptive conversation!

By nature, i am really down to earth, love the country, love the outdoors, and i def really don't think i am "all that" all... even more, i sometimes look at myself and only see flaws. That i wish i had guidance (other than "me me me") to help correct.

i am also used to working very VERY hard for everything i have in life, and not just looking for a "sugar" anything.

i love my job, sometimes work VERY long hours, and am devoted to it like i might be to you! My work has been very important to me, but i'm def sure i DON'T want it to be my "everything" as much as it has been. 

i'd absolutely keep working (in or outside the home) to support myself as much as is needed and/or possible. But i also don't want that to get in the way of taking care of you; Helping to make your home and life more beautiful is my first concern.

i'm just hoping, as i've said, to develop to be specifically beautiful for a special owner and enjoy a "normal" type life with as much kink as he likes in his home (and out) as his special companion.  

i feel better when i know my every action and thought and physical attributes are pleasing to my owner... that i am DEFINED by pleasing my man. i do get an intense rush imagining a man not just disciplining me, but really getting inside my head and reordering everything to suit him...

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Some notes:

Please (no!) married/attached/poly/subs... sorry but, i am just not interested!

Super-long distance isn't something that ever works for me, either. i'm not an "online sub" for long...❤

Please DO be able to come and visit me first?? i'm a very busy professional girl who just can't afford (in this expensive city) to upend herself to travel to you. :'( ❤

i also am def very traditional, and think the man should come and take his girl out FIRST, huh? ❤

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some more notes, lolz ❤

i'm def a girlygirl who loves pink and prefers to be in lipstick, lingerie, stockings and heels... i love corsettry, i can sew and cook and play a couple of music instruments and i love to write. 

i'm an exhibitionist who can be very wild and wouldn't mind being shared...very oral and adore being on my knees... but i'm also an indoors girl, shy at heart, way down-to-earth, quiet and love the outdoors, the country, and the water... and also staying in and cuddling, laughing and making out on the couch with my man ❤

my journal has some more information about me and my desires. i am def into traditional marriage. In some ways, i feel like i am presenting myself to be chosen here to be the property of the right Dominant ❤

Not really here just to swap pictures, a one-night stand or for a hookup, but sometimes i feel wild and horny latelate at night and get the urge to try dirty sexy things... ❤

(but i can have that without this add! ❤)

my kik is "tmaradestiny" if you wanna just try and hit it... ❤

i'm on fetlife as tmara ❤ (there's LOTS more pix of me there, and some longer writing, if you are a member)

i also have a tumblr that i update a lot with beauty and other kink and ideals if that's your thing... ://tgrrldestiny.tumblr.com/ ❤

Please do send me your picture too, so i can see who i am talkin to(?) ❤

And thank you for reading this whole long "me me thingy!

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