11/5/2021 5:58:14 PM:  Gimp slavery. for me, a gimp is a submissive that submits completely to its owner; something akin to a slave, but without the human identity. Being a gimp, at its core, is about separating oneself from humanity and individualism, about embracing being an and a toy for your Dominant's use. When I'm in 'gimp mode' I want to be treated as an , as a thing; just something to be used and stored away when not needed. Additionally, I want to leave all trappings of my own individuality and humanity behind; I even leave human pronouns behind, and when I'm permitted to speak refer to myself as 'it' or 'gimp.' In my mind, a gimp exists to be just another toy or thing the Dominant has access to.My rubber gimp suit is key to my transition into gimp headspace. Putting on my rubber suit and mask so all that shows is my shiny second skin is freeing. It frees me to leave my humanity behind and accept what's in store for me during play, and, from what Dominants I've played with have told me, helps the Dominant to stop seeing the human me and start seeing an to use. The other key thing my gimp suit accomplishes is that it removes my identity. Gimps, when covered in their shiny rubber suits, essentially look the same. Granted there are some minor differences (height, weight, etc.) but for the most part, gimps when in a rubber suit could be interchangeable. Thus, the gimp is not an individual person to the Dominant, a gimp is merely an that serves and exists for use. This is a major part of the gimp dynamic for myself; when in gimp mode I am just a tool to be used for the Dominant's pleasure, I'm not a person.Gimps are sometimes treated harshly. Part of removing the humanity, being covered and deindividualized allows the Dominant to stop seeing the gimp as a person and treat them more as an . Gimps are also completely controlled - this is a major part of it for me. Sight, hearing, speaking, movement, sleep, eating, even urination, are all controlled by the Dominant. Any sensory input or minor bit of freedom is granted by the Dominant and can be revoked at any point. For gimps these periods of freedom and privilege are few and far between; the gimp lives and thrives in isolation and control. Compared to a more traditional Master/slave relationship, a gimp is controlled and used like a slave, but lacks the humanity, individualism and obligation to perform more domestic duties like cleaning. I tend to look at it this way: A gimp is a toy; a slave is a tool. While slaves may experience bondage, storage and pain at some point, these are temporary and usually not permanent. This is one of the main reasons my identity morphed from slave to gimp. For gimps, bondage, isolation, pain, and ification are a default state, and that is what I truly crave.In my mind a gimp's time consists of storage, use and pain. A gimp spends the majority of its time waiting to be used. During play a gimp exists solely to amuse the whims of its Dominant. When the Dominant isn't using the gimp, it should be stored out of the way; in a cage, tied somewhere, put in a closet, or placed in the corner. Gimps can be used in sadistic ways; gimps exist to be tortured, used and then stored away. This dichotomy of storage versus use and pain creates a profound gratefulness for any attention given to the gimp. After being stored for long periods, a gimp would be excited for any use at all, even the most painful and kinky uses. Alternately, after being used harshly, a gimp may be desperate or excited to return to storage for a respite from use.The life of a gimp is hard, painful, and boring at times but that's what excites me. I enjoy being that devoted and feeling that controlled. I doubt this high level of control could be maintained for too long a period. I'm sure people have tried and I'm sure a few have succeeded in living the twenty-four-seven gimp lifestyle in some fashion, however, I doubt many gimps really want to live like that all the time (not to mention the amount of effort and responsibility this places on the Dominant). Personally, as much as I identify as a gimp and crave this kind of treatment, I know I couldn't handle anything more than a few hours or a few days at the max of being a gimp. Despite the effort it takes and the ware it puts on my body, I want to spend as much time in gimp mode as I can.

11/5/2021 4:33:53 PM: There are many names for a Dominant such as Mistress or Master. Some women Dominants are referred to as a Domina or Dominatrix. A Dom is a male, a Domme is a female. When you become a Dominant you accept the responsibility of a Submissive. You protect them, care for them, correct and punish them when needed. They are your responsibility, much like a child. They give their lives to you completly to serve you, and as such they are your wards. As a Submissive you are not a slave, you are better than a slave. You willingly enter your service as a Submissive and give your Dominant control over you. When you become a Submissive you accept the responsibility of serving your Dominant to the best of your ability. You see to their needs and accept their corrrection of you should you need it.

11/3/2021 4:26:40 PM: toilet slavery Under a toilet chair, wrapped tightly in a rubber body bag lays a human waste orifice. One part of the bound slave wants to deny the taboo waste products being given and the other is thankful of the powerful Domina that will allow them this special gift-a gift from the depths of the cherished woman that has complete control over the slave. If the feces are held in the mouth, it may prove the toilet slaves ultimate loyalty and humility to the desired top. If the feces are swallowed, perhaps they can become part of the desired Goddess and the brown treasure mesh with their own being. Scat play is an exceedingly misunderstood, incredibly intimate and highly specified desired fetish. For most people, it is an awkward and dark obsession to speak about in public, let alone privately for fear of personal rejection, disgrace and shame. No, I am talking about the jazzy voice of Louis Armstrong and his Heebie Jeebies! Coprophilia is a medical term used to describe someone who receives sexual pleasure or gratification from playing with shit or watching defecation. The act has been recorded for ages and several historians have enjoyed or participated in some s of scat play. The insertion of dried feces in the vagina was even incorporated as part of birth control in ancient Egypt. Not all people agree with the health and sanity of this rare interest and a majority of individuals absolutely will not partake in an activity that entails scat play. Even for a majority of different sm communities that are open to a broad spectrum of deviant behaviors, scat play is unacceptable. My personal responses to these reactions is everyone is different and if both consenting parties agree and are aware of the health risks involved, then by all means poo away. Once the thought of parental-learned filthiness and grossness of shitting departs, one can open their mind to the understanding of why someone would have the passion or eroticism of feces. We are taught from a very early age that shit is unpleasant, odorous and should be done in private therefore to overcome this inhibition in itself can be a powerful turn-on. It can be very disturbing for someone to release himself or herself in front of another person. Most individuals who partake in serious key word is serious scat play are sane people that have researched into their fetish and understand the different concepts behind the act. Usually they are misconstrued as to being crazy or mentally ill in some way thus creates a challenge to find a partner to engage in shit play. Also, to have a successful session with scat, I believe the top must have personal enjoyment in defecation play. The humiliation ect of defecating on another human can be very empowering for a dominant and seeing their slave being completely degraded by relieving their bowels over the person adds to the personal feeling of absolute power. Sometimes just the suggestion or threat of scat can satisfy the fetish. For the bottom to know that the dominant received pleasure from forcing the bottom to ingest or smear the shit on the slaves body is sometimes more important to the slave than the physical act of being the toilet. The emotional closeness can send feelings to excited heights by viewing or reveling one of the ultimate taboos with another person. It is for this reason why this particular act can be very intimate and private for those involved. Feces are mostly composed of water, indigestible fibers, bacteria, bile, parasites, and dead red blood cells. Scat play is not an activity to be taken lightly either because what is bad for your body comes out along with the s of desire. Some of the passable diseases associated with shit are hepatitis A, hepatitis B, hepatitis C, Shigella, Giardia and E. coli 0157H7. A parasite called cryptosporidium, which is in human and animal feces is one of the most dangerous water contaminants for people with weak immune systems. The continuing possibility of HIV passage is ever present as well. Therefore, if your top has a disease, virus or parasite, it can be passed to you so, know the dominant or partners health status and medical history. Being a human toilet for your dominant may be a great experience for you but before you flop right down and open your mouth remember one thing-the end result will be your health and maybe a shot of antibiotics will not save your life.