4/7/2018 4:08:51 AM: I am the little girl who isn't allowed to cross the street, but never thought to cross the street to begin with.

3/30/2018 1:59:13 PM: The cars they go by, So quickly without concern. One day they will stop.I wrote that haiku years ago. Someone on here said they would like to read some, so I sent it.A simple thing to make someone happy. Does it always have to be a strain or a huge thing to make someone happy? Does it always have to be extreme? For them? From you?I see quite a few on here with .....BURN ME! BRAND ME! LOCK ME AWAY!And I'm over here, would you like chocolate chip or sugar cookies?I am thankful I am not extreme with my actions, but I am with my love and admiration.Honestly it must be tiring to be with someone in that capacity on either end.I've dealt with both Dominants and submissives who were very pawful. (yes I cave to a submissive now and then) but I find that even the most simplest of task they will not undertake and never come back again. I suppose I do it out of compassion for them, but it is clear that they are not submissive and have no desire to serve. Just to wank.

3/19/2018 9:59:27 AM: Finding a girl who will take what you give and give what you need.Is that the premise? Long years of searching whittled down into one sentence?Sure her feelings and thoughts may or may not count for you... But is it nice when they do.a simple foundation.*ponders*

3/1/2018 4:54:05 AM: Where oh where are my priorities! Where is my discipline. Where is my self control. When do I grow up? Do I have to grow up? Do I need to grow up? Can I be me and be of use? Do I have to change? When you engage someone who is of a controlling nature, (and lets say that relationship flourishes) Do you balance out the percentage of what they are not? Does everyone expect or hope you at some point will be 50/50?Will they want to keep you a mess? Are you at your best when you are a mess? If they change you to ...'dress the part, speak the part, look and act the part' are you just a live puppet in a perpetual performance?Are girls (or men as the case may be) just potential actors in someone else's show when it comes to submissiveness?

12/5/2017 11:36:12 AM: There is a bunch of stuff in my head to get out, but I never have the time to get it all out. Things pop in that I think might be useful for someone who is trying to meet someone. Or trying to understand their feelings and such. Or ideas on things for relationships. One day I might be able to dedicate more to this. Right now, I am still trying to figure out how to not burn cookies.