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	My user name relates to the destruction of self. This is probably not completely achievable but I may be wrong.A slaves self is almost always suppressed. The self may atrophy to the point of non-existence. This is what I wantneed. interests include meeting extreme sadist(s) suspension crucifixion(for minutes, hours, or days, ...) whipping asphyxiation caning severity harshness ification(plumbing etc. ...) marking (branding, burning with cigarettes of cigars...,modification) So much pain that I permanently forget who I am If youre insane or considered insane then please message me. We may have a great deal to discuss. Im putting together a short bio explaining who I am and why I want to live as a slave in addition to what Ive stated in the first paragraph.This, it turns out, requires a fair amount of thought. Will provide more information soon.

2/11/2022 7:55:38 PM

No matter what we say, pleasurable spasms are what we seek and all we care about. There are many different kinds of prisons. This is definitely one of them.

Listening to Buffy Sainte Marie. Maybe she escaped and came back to rescue some of us.

1/6/2022 10:25:44 AM

Happy New Year - - - All

Again Buddhistic anhilation of my current identity. If Buddhism doesn't appeal to you, that's OK. Just wipe my identity any way you like.:)

My weight is now 170 and my height is now between 5' 7". Age is shrinking me!:)

11/17/2021 7:39:18 PM

New Journal entries are possible again. This provides me with an outlet to express myself and an opportunity for any who might be interested to witness the internal workings of my mind. "Who cares?", you ask. You might find it interesting and you might find it so interesting that you ll want to enslave me.

Broken and rebuilt is what I need. The right person would enjoy/need to do this.

1/19/2018 5:03:57 PM

A conductor waving a baton. A sadist with a whip.

1/9/2018 4:06:01 PM

I've journeyed a lot these past several years, mostly in my mind but also through personal experiences. Welts, bruises, mutilation, etc, will not provide the transformation I'm seeking.

11/12/2015 10:31:17 AM

Breakable

I'm an oozing mass of breakability but you are the exact opposite. You're not vulnerable the way most people are. If such a thing is possible, what is the source of your strength?

11/6/2015 9:19:31 AM

So much here seems to be derived from fantasy literature. This isn't a bad thing. Just know that everything in my profile should be taken literally. I know that this is unusual but please accept this as true also, please understand that this is not a do me list. It just lists some of the possibilities. If you're into other things then that is more than OK.

11/4/2015 2:50:16 PM

It seems that Nietzsche is the most oft quoted philosopher on this site. He was one of the first to explore darkness( the abyss ). He knew the danger and embraced it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLDxaivB1rU